What if I just gave in to the darkness inside me...
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:35 PM Author: navy degenerate goal in life
I'm generally a good person. I put a lot of other people's needs and feelings above my own. But...sometimes I just want to stop. I just want to do things for myself and fuck other people over and turn them all against each other.
This weekend I had an opportunity to fuck this random 8 at this conference, but I turned it down because it would be wrong to cheat on my girlfriend. Like, I'm not saying, "Oh, I think I could have nailed that chick." She literally followed me back to my hotel room and asked me to fuck her. No one would have ever known, but I still said no.
Obviously sex isn't the only thing I'm talking about, this is just a good example of me doing the "right" thing.
Is there anyone out there that just relishes in being a bad person? Stories? Advice?
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 3:52 PM Author: navy degenerate goal in life
Sometimes I worry about my psychological health. I have to use societal benchmarks as bright lines for right and wrong. It's all just black and white.
That's one thing that worries me, because once I cross the line...what if I can't stop? What if I just lose control and start killing hookers?
Edit:
The hooker thing isn't actually where I see it escalating to. Hookers and strippers disgust me and I would not want to be near them.
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Date: July 3rd, 2012 4:42 PM Author: navy degenerate goal in life
Oh, and once I did actively try to hurt someone because I felt they did me wrong several years prior.
This female lead me on in late high school/early college and then stood me up for a date. At the time I was going to a random state school (not even flagship state school) and I worked a shitty job.
A year later I transferred to a real school, started working out a lot, and then went to a T6 for law school, and now work BIGLAW. She ended up dropping out of school and working as a waitress or some shit and shacking up with a series of losers.
She randomly messages me on FB last year wanting to catch up. I talk to her a little bit on FB. She's in a pretty shitty spot in her life, just broke up with long time boyfriend and had moved back home with her parents. She gushes about how amazing I am now and insinuates she would like to F. Obviously I'm not going to F her, because I don't cheat, but I agree to meet up with her. I stood her up.
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