not sure how old the guys who sucked and jerked me were. similar range though mid-late 20's.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242573)

is it purely the lack of inhibition with respect to attractive men sticking their cocks on each others' holes? or is it something else?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242657)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242673)

when did you start fucking guys?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242679)

It was a guy on my sports team (was a college athlete, and we'll just leave it as vague as that). I wasn't what you would call "closeted" in college, I just hadn't really figured out that I could be what I am now - a straight guy who fucks guys in the ass from time to time. Anyway, one of my teammates was similar to me. Never would think he was "gay" (and he's not), but when he was drunk he'd come up to you at parties and say weird shit that, as a 19 year old you just kind of laugh off with a "what the hell is wrong with this guy," but that with a little perspective you realize actually reflects his real desires.

So one day we're in the showers after practice, and he's taking suspiciously long, so I linger in there until almost everyone is gone. A couple guys were still changing in the other room. And I can see from where I'm standing that he's starting to get hard. And it was the first time a light bulb went on in my head like "I could fuck around with this guy." So I start to get hard myself, and there's no real point in hiding it at this point. He sees it, and looks at me, and we both just kind of know. Something's going down. We went back to his room after eating dinner (he lived in the one freshman dorm where you didn't have a roommate), and he basically just rips my dick out of my shorts and starts sucking it. We 69'ed by the end of it, but it didn't last long. We both came pretty quickly.

We would do this on and off my whole last two years of college.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242895)

LJL, thank you for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#27209331)

I am, and always have been, independent in an extreme kind of way. I need very little human interaction on a regular basis.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242734)

The things I feel the most are real tragedies - I have an incredibly hard time interacting or thinking about people with disabilities. One of my nephews has a genetic disorder that will make his life very hard by his teens or so. I feel pretty lost with that situation - and I feel for my sister who deals with it every day. It takes something like that to arouse my empathy.

I think part of the problem is growing up having everything so easy. It's hard to really give a shit about the petty problems of everyday life in this country.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242761)

the 23-year old was perched on the edge of the hot tub, and after i came out of the steam room i saw him there. i went to the showers (which were in his sight so that i could fluff a bit and show him my semi hard cock). i could tell he liked it, so i moved to the hot tub. he grabbed my cock and asked if i wanted to fuck him. said yeah and we went to my room.

the 35-year old i ran into in the steam room and he started sucking me right there. when old trolls started gathering we moved it to my room.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242634)

sounds like the old trolls were already there

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#30285181)

23-year old was a typical jock-looking dude - 8/10 (he's probably getting a bump because he had the best body)

35-year old was a blond eastern-euro - 7/10

They were all very high level facially and the distinctions are pretty small.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242626)

both the other two dudes made me wear a condom, which, of course, i don't begrudge them (even though i would've preferred not to).

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26242715)

And if you only to it occasionally, just get on it before you do, and then get off it.

Just go to doc, tell him you fuck dudes, and insurance will cover it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26494623)

It's like, taking over every part of their body. It's not like, oh kiss me I'm so in love with you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26248911)

you can have all the hot, incredibly straight, athletic, no holds bared, mind blowing sex u want with fit beautiful men but use a condom man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2661742&forum_id=2#26249012)