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My life is miserable and terrible and horrible and I am about to give up
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:21 PM Author: self-absorbed tanning salon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372880) |
Date: February 10th, 2018 8:23 PM Author: Drunken effete property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372890) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:23 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Nah ur good (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372891) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:24 PM Author: self-absorbed tanning salon What keeps you going? After this week’s losses in the market I have literally no comforts. Just the stark reality of a job I hate for a company that I know in my heart of hearts is fucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372898) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:25 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Subject: GOD (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372906) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:16 PM Author: Pea-brained Dog Poop lol. u are pissed off at stock market dropping down 5%? wtf
it will be 30,000 or more in a few years. unless you are day trading who cares about these daily swings. more and more ppl are gaining access to technology (africa, india etc) so american companies have a 180 future. imagine an additional 2B FB/GOOG users |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:23 PM Author: talented brass mediation stain hang in there friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372892) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:23 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House We are 100% behind you and you can still maek it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372895) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:25 PM Author: Exciting Address Queen Of The Night Easy for a “winner” to say (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372910) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:34 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Brother, my life was hell for a long time. Total implosion of my family, father who committed suicide when I was a teenager, my siblings heavy into drugs, etc.
Shit happens. Sometimes life sucks. Just keep working on it and find a way to make positive moves toward something that matters to you. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:35 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel This is my Dad's story. Tell me more, brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372996) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:42 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House I don't really talk about this ever, but if it will help someone on this site, here it goes:
My dad was the part owner of a reasonably large business. It experienced a prolonged negative downturn due to certain external events that resulted in them having to lay off a huge chunk of the company. A lot of these people had been working at the company for like 40 years and my dad had to fire them with almost no safety net.
He had always been a binge drinker but he transitioned to daily drink to get numb drinking. Family went from very close knit and tight to this gradually building tension that got worse and worse. The kids were mostly too young to understand it and it just felt like something was wrong.
Eventually dad gets let go as well. Gets offered a great job but all of the people he fired haunts him, talks about it all the time. Gets worse and worse on the drinking front. It all explodes into the open and it becomes pretty much all out warfare in the family after that. All while we are constantly maintaining this public fiction of the perfect family.
Gets heavily into abuse, me fighting him, him going after my younger siblings, just really rough stuff. Some darker stuff on top of that.
Eventually he hit and runs someone in our small town and gets sent to jail for a year. Starts writing me letters about how hard it is to get sober and how it's all he wants. Leave jail to no support system since he burned his relationship w/ my mom by inviting 3 prostitutes to the house when I was there so they are divorcing.
Starts drinking again. He and I have a huge argument over christmas where I said I didn't want to see him again. Killed himself a week after that.
So, yeah, life is hard sometimes. Half of the people on here have a hard time because they're filled with self hate and don't know how to get out of that spiral. I've been there before and I know each of them can make it if they just believe in themselves a little more. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:43 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Ur a good brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373048) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:44 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Eh, it broke me eventually. My entire family was just so fucked up and I couldn't fix it. My brother got heavily into meth and acquired AIDS so it's pretty hard to believe anything I did made a difference.
It's just the sort of stuff that plagues you for the rest of your life if you allow yourself to be defined by it. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:45 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Do u have wife/babby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373056) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:47 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Yeah, I have a 180 life by Xo standards, but things like getting married or having a kid were really hard for me to get my head around. I hate acquiring any obligations to other people and it makes it really tough to have a normal life.
I have a 180 wife that I have been with since two weeks after my dad died. How she's tolerated me this long is entirely fucking foreign to me. I bring a lot to the table in terms of a partner, but there's just this neverending black pit of my past and the occasional depression it evokes even today that makes things harder than they need to be at times. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:48 PM Author: vibrant field spin, ratfucks (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373074) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:50 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Well done ur babbys will prosper and have good lives. Uve broken the spiral brother well done. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373084) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:53 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Thanks brother, you can imagine how fear of regressing back is a powerful motivator in my decisions. I've never drank as a result and I try very hard to make sure I'm self-aware and happy, but even then with everything I've accomplished there are some very dark times.
Just want you guys to get there.
I went from a totally fucked up life to having a great wife, a great kid, a degree of financial success and broad options career wise. But it was a miserable fucking journey to get there and it was all about incremental improvements and not letting myself focus on the negatives (which was really tough). |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:57 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Jfc bro I'm all out of sorts over here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373132) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:02 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House You should consider counseling friend. Understanding these things and how it impacts your life is an important part of progressing beyond it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373176) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:05 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel My dad hid everything that happened to him from me until I was 24, after which I had a total breakdown and have been recovering for the last 5 years. Doing pretty ok at this point. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373197) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:09 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House My mom has a much worse story, like seriously fucking surreal. Her dad was a bank robber who kidnapped her and kept her in a closet when she was like 2 so she's terrified of bugs and small places. I'm the product of a proud traditional of horrifying fucking trauma. If I die from natural causes I'll be like the first male in 3 generations on either side to do so.
I went to a shrink once and laid it all out for him. He gave me a referral to another dude in response, lol.
Eyes forward, one step at a time friend. Glad to hear you're doing better. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:10 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Lol at that psychiatrist "listen man I can't fucking handle THAT"
ty brother very inspirational |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:20 PM Author: vibrant field spin, ratfucks (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373322) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:22 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House It went down like this:
Silence for an awkward period after I finish talking.
"I think you should see a specialist. I focus more on general family therapy. Here is a name and number."
At least he didn't charge me for it, lol. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:30 PM Author: vibrant field spin, ratfucks (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373417) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:50 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone mewling principal's office partner great story thanks for sharing. some real tough stuff to move forward with in a positive way (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373087) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:52 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel This seriously pretty profoundly helps me understand my dad, brother, thank you (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373100) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:56 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Most alcoholics hate themselves and want nothing more than to get better. Imagine being the hero and center of your family to being totally fucking reviled by all of them. No one chooses that outcome brother, they just can't find a path to escape it.
I think about it a lot. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:58 PM Author: 180 mint digit ratio incel Is it more about that empathy for your dad or the trauma from getting beat etc? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373147) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:01 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House I don't really think about the physical abuse as anything other than an symptom of the underlying problem. I don't view the person my dad became as my dad, it was someone else, someone who had been consumed by some deep personal trauma (I think something might have happened to him when he was young and all of the other shit caused it to resurface) and was incapable of recovering.
Physical violence sucks, but it is short lived. The trauma of losing your father and seeing him torn apart from the inside is much worse. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:44 PM Author: vibrant field spin, ratfucks (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373050) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:49 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House Thanks brother, I have a strong affinity for the self-hating misanthropes on this site, having been one for a long period of time. It makes me sad how torn up some of you guys are, just wish you could see that there is a way out and ways to lead a life that isn't about what GC told you to care about. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373079) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:30 PM Author: Orchid patrolman "Some darker stuff on top of that."
i'm not going to inquire further, but for what it's worth i'm sorry. |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:24 PM Author: Stirring stage mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372899) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:24 PM Author: Vermilion theater stage bbw You could still win the lottery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372905) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:25 PM Author: Harsh Spectacular Crotch Home height and race? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372914) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:30 PM Author: self-absorbed tanning salon I am a non-Jew scots Irish WHITE from ARE country roots. I am taller than JD Vance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372958) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:34 PM Author: Harsh Spectacular Crotch Home it is impossible for your life to be bad or unsuccessful. be optimistic. it only gets better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35372987) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:43 PM Author: Dashing marketing idea https://i.imgur.com/Fy3T5he.png (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373045) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:50 PM Author: Orchid patrolman don't give up
don't let Satan/the Jews win |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 8:59 PM Author: vibrant field spin, ratfucks (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373148) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:05 PM Author: self-absorbed tanning salon We will turn this company around, goddamnit!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373198) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:09 PM Author: Narrow-minded Shivering House (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373229) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:11 PM Author: Pea-brained Dog Poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373246) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:09 PM Author: Pea-brained Dog Poop life is beautiful. i was in whole foods just 2 hrs ago and saw this 5'8" white MILF in exercise clothes with YUGE > 36 DD tits no joke. and best of all she was very fit with nice ass and no belly fat. my mood lifted instantly and literally started getting a boner
u cant enjoy these things when u are dead and buried under the ground brother. so let all the expectations go and chill |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:29 PM Author: Curious insecure orchestra pit fat ankles (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35373412) |
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Date: February 11th, 2018 12:38 AM Author: motley giraffe I go to whole foods when I feel depressed, not flame (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3889274&forum_id=2#35374736) |
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Date: February 10th, 2018 9:22 PM Author: Odious obsidian lay beat ur dad
eventually shit works out |
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