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she's 26 y/o, 5'7", ~160 lb. she was tall and well-buil...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
In your opinion what is the endgame for America?
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
i believe in XO Ted that it'll slowly become a "diverse...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
Why stick it out in this hell hole then
histrionic locale
  04/03/18
there isn't really a better alternative
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
have u seen RPO
saffron prole stage
  04/03/18
what?
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
what's your favorite movie and why? what do you think of ...
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
There Will Be Blood, because of my preference for its grandi...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
TWWB is good shit
saffron prole stage
  04/03/18
good choice, twbb is a good movie, watch "Somewhere&...
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
why those 2 movies?
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
They are directly relevant to what you post about daily (re:...
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
i will definitely give Lost in Translation a watch
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
torrenting it now
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
cool
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
is this going to drive me into a blinding rage over this muc...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
pretty much yeah
Aromatic point corn cake
  04/03/18
haha
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
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Alcoholic Bawdyhouse
  04/03/18
Have you seen any of Paul Dano's other movies, e.g. L.I.E.?
Nudist burgundy site
  04/03/18
nah i don't watch that many movies, nor do i read many books
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
Have you seen Her (2014)?
Charismatic brass crackhouse
  04/03/18
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Bateful mediation home
  04/03/18
could i send u 6 eth
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titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
what rank/range of UG did you go to? did you strive in h...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
top 20, won't get more specific than that. i did not strive...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
describe "melting away" at T20 college? like going...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
no, i got a good GPA, but then did jack shit with it.
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
i see. given that your college transcript isn't a dumpster f...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
i have sort of shock-and-awed them over the years with my de...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
so ... you have no doubt that you could go to HLS if you wan...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
lol that's what's so insane about all this.. why would i eve...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
that's what i'm trying to understand, man. like from what i ...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
absolutely devastating
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  04/03/18
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sepia kitchen legend
  04/03/18
i get what you're saying ultimately and appreciate the comme...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
fair enough. heading to bed now. just skimmed your reply bri...
Pale flickering gas station sandwich
  04/03/18
do you have sisters? what's their dating life like?
Aromatic point corn cake
  04/03/18
100% white
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
Now THAT is the first thing you've ever posted that really g...
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
Are you the LOL AZN GUTTERSLUTS guy?
House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo
  04/03/18
yes
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
I don't believe you.
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  04/03/18
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Nudist burgundy site
  04/03/18
why not?
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
mostly just because that's a huge bombshell and you would've...
ocher racy trailer park
  04/03/18
cr no fucking way
histrionic locale
  04/03/18
So you're not actually Asian, then.
House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo
  04/03/18
is this uvt? he was the only person who accused lol gutter o...
ocher racy trailer park
  04/03/18
uvt's moniker is "send me MAL nudes for TT pics"
Nudist burgundy site
  04/03/18
lol not uvt. Hdy.
House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo
  04/03/18
that was amazing, you completely flipped the narrative on wh...
Excitant carmine circlehead fanboi
  04/03/18
When you were ten years old what did you assume your life wo...
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do 10 year olds really think about this? i sure didn't. i mo...
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  04/03/18
same
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
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Excitant carmine circlehead fanboi
  04/03/18
what other accounts have you ran?
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  04/03/18
i have 5 accounts total this is another one: http://www.x...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
Can a girl genuinely love a non-chad after spending a standa...
Charismatic brass crackhouse
  04/03/18
it depends on the girl, but if she's been touched by apps, s...
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  04/03/18
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Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
whats the ideal outcome for a dude like me w/r/t women
Galvanic Dog Poop
  04/03/18
aren't you just a normie who's been led astray? why would...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
im more aspie chad than normie after reading your scholarshi...
Galvanic Dog Poop
  04/03/18
Update on bleeding asshold?
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  04/03/18
it's better, but it's a recurrent problem that looks to be g...
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
180, this is why i choose not to strive there is a whole ...
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
appreciate the offer, but broadcasting voice is too risky. ...
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
how did you become such a great writer? I know you have HLS ...
multi-colored really tough guy
  04/03/18
i am naturally a very bad writer and have a relatively low (...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
flame. most low IQ proles never even figure out angst or tox...
multi-colored really tough guy
  04/03/18
what are your hobbies?>
Galvanic Dog Poop
  04/03/18
mostly physical activities and mild intellectual interests, ...
Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
how do i nicely ask my gf to lose some weight?
splenetic misanthropic community account people who are hurt
  04/03/18
no idea, i have very little experience with tact and persuas...
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
this has the potential to backfire tremendously, and even if...
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Mischievous crotch
  04/03/18
maybe if you're one of those couples that like to "chal...
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I have a lean muscular build so a lot of athleisure. Simple ...
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Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference
  04/03/18
remember that time i gaped you?
titillating effete kitty macaca
  04/03/18
it was a flesh wound
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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:19 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

she's 26 y/o, 5'7", ~160 lb. she was tall and well-built for an asian girl. she had rolls of fat on her abdomen and her legs were thicker than mine. her moon face was blowing up, while aging, and wasn't going to defy gravity for much longer.

she was pretty dumb, lazy, a sloppy dresser, pretty much an ADD tomboy with a sweet girly face, had little in the way of intellectual curiosity outside her soft STEM grad program, came from a poor family (in restaurant biz and brother works in a night club), makes frequent grammatical errors, and is a sugar addict.

and yet...

she had the most sweet and positively adorable personality i had ever met. she was spontaneous. she was happy. she had a way of connecting with people with a kid-like enthusiasm. i would let her talk for hours and smile at the happy, simple, and content world she inhabited. she gushed with emotion and authenticity. her smile was radiant. and oh god, her voice. it was sweet and cheerful, like a nectar. and she directed these in a wholesome way to let me know that she liked me.

she wasn't materialistic, she didn't drink, didn't party. she had a small group of really close nerdy friends, she would do cute little things for them, and just wanted to hang out and play board games. she knew she was hyper-emotional and wanted stability.

but we met on tinder, about a year ago last spring, and there the toxicity seeped in...

she was in my city for a work conference and we spent one night together. she was recovering from a recent break-up and seemed shell-shocked and emotionally vacant. i knew she was a codependent type right then and there. she kept txting me afterwards, says she only talks to one person at a time. she's enthusiastic and oversharing with me by a ratio of 3:1, yet i get cynical and cold because she's a tinder girl and eventually stop responding.

last fall she initiates contact again, we talk for a while and she vaguely hints at a trip to see me. things drag on and it almost doesn't happen, but suddenly it's back on.

she's since visited me on 3 different weekends. she's been nothing but good to me with periodic spurts of clinginess. but i learn that in the preceding months, before we talked again, she'd been going on dates. many, many dates. she only likes asian guys and there aren't so many in her area, so she cast a broad net. she slept with fewer than 10 of them, including one that was a casual sex partner for several months.

i shouldn't have been, and was a total hypocrite to be, but was devastated at this defilement of innocence. part of it was guilt knowing that my ghosting her in the spring probably led to this. she was a dumb needy girl, she has no control over her actions or feelings, and i let her get raped by an app.

i never did quite look at her the same way again. in particular, i stalked her fb pics and preferred the younger, more innocent, provably wholesome version of her that was even more radiant and cheerful looking. i also knew she was getting fat, she was too emotional, and her dumbness and dependency would get unbearable in the end.

i began

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749402)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:20 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

In your opinion what is the endgame for America?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749406)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:24 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i believe in XO Ted that it'll slowly become a "diverse" lib hellscape ultimately strangled to death by the omnipresence of technology.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749433)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:37 AM
Author: histrionic locale

Why stick it out in this hell hole then

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749724)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 7:33 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

there isn't really a better alternative

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35756284)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:50 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752003)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:24 AM
Author: saffron prole stage

have u seen RPO

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749440)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:25 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

what?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749443)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:25 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

what's your favorite movie and why?

what do you think of the works of sofia coppola (somewhere, lost in translation, etc.)?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749444)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:29 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

There Will Be Blood, because of my preference for its grandiloquent style (i hate artsy subtle "nuanced" movies with too many interpretations). i was particularly blown away by the acting by daniel day lewis and paul dano, which i thought were amazing, even though i'm rarely a stickler when it comes to acting. and i identify with many of its misanthropic themes

haven't seen any of her movies

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749471)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:30 AM
Author: saffron prole stage

TWWB is good shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749478)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:32 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

good choice, twbb is a good movie,

watch "Somewhere" and "Lost in Translation" and report back, thanks in advance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749490)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:35 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

why those 2 movies?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749514)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:40 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

They are directly relevant to what you post about daily (re: women, relationships) and I'm actually astounded you didn't take any inspiration from them.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749535)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:48 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i will definitely give Lost in Translation a watch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749570)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:50 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

torrenting it now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749584)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:51 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

cool

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749588)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:17 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

is this going to drive me into a blinding rage over this much older man feeling a genuine connection with a much younger extremely hot woman, who he happens to meet by chance, with my hopes being artificially inflated by this memorable and well-crafted movie while knowing the odds of this ever happening to me irl are infinitesimally small?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749646)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:24 AM
Author: Aromatic point corn cake

pretty much yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749661)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:25 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

haha

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749666)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:45 AM
Author: Alcoholic Bawdyhouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749763)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:43 AM
Author: Nudist burgundy site

Have you seen any of Paul Dano's other movies, e.g. L.I.E.?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749546)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:47 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

nah i don't watch that many movies, nor do i read many books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749562)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:35 AM
Author: Charismatic brass crackhouse

Have you seen Her (2014)?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749902)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 3:37 PM
Author: Bateful mediation home



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35753569)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:38 AM
Author: Silver Diverse Twinkling Uncleanness Sneaky Criminal

could i send u 6 eth

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749529)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:40 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749538)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:20 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

what rank/range of UG did you go to?

did you strive in high school? college?

if yes, was it primarily your azn tiger parents pushing you or were you more internally motivated?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749653)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:23 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

top 20, won't get more specific than that. i did not strive in HS other than get decent grades. i did strive somewhat in college initially, mainly for knowledge's sake, then saw the futility of everything, and proceeded to melt away from societal expectations altogether. parents tried to do some tiger parenting initially, such as prodding me to do extracurriculars, but i was way too stubborn for their efforts to be effective.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749660)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:26 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

describe "melting away" at T20 college? like going from typical azn to getting a bunch of B's and graduating with like a 3.2 or like straight up bombing/failing/no-showing classes and barely graduating?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749669)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:27 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

no, i got a good GPA, but then did jack shit with it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749675)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:36 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

i see. given that your college transcript isn't a dumpster fire and without asking about your major/current work, do your NOWAG parents ever get on you to do med school or T20 law/MBA program since you'd likely have a shot at getting in and returning to the GC striver wage-cucking path azn parents dream of for their sons?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749715)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:40 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i have sort of shock-and-awed them over the years with my degeneracy, laziness, and indifference to societal expectations, that now they don't really get on my case to do any striving. i have a great transcript and great test taking skills. i have no doubt i could have joined DVP at HLS, but despite the shit that this board gives him, he's way more driven and functional than me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749738)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:48 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

so ... you have no doubt that you could go to HLS if you wanted to, but you won't because ... why exactly?

i mean you seem really unhappy in life and it's not like i'm saying you should only seek and derive satisfaction from running on the 80hr/wk GC striver wheel, but just tossing in vague reference to being "degenerate" and "lazy" is a cheap cop-out and poor explanation for why you're fully committed to doing absolutely nothing with your life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749772)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:59 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

lol that's what's so insane about all this.. why would i ever want to go to HLS and become a biglawyer? like it would never cross my mind to do something like that, the reward/cost ratio is so absurd. and the same goes for most similar positions.

i don't need a lot of money. i don't really like interacting with people or desire power over them. jumping through hoops has never given me a sense of accomplishment other than a temporary dopamine rush which i've come to loathe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749816)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:24 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

that's what i'm trying to understand, man. like from what i know of your posting oeuvre, your primary schtick is being a depressive NOWAG whose rage for the world springs from a lifetime of sexual rejection by women, failure to find some genuine and mutual romantic love with a woman, and a nostalgic sense of loss for the innocence of youth/sense of horror at the relentlessness of aging and death.

but you're also quite smart and capable of shattering the rose colored glasses of those leading equally quiet and desperate lives who want to delude themselves into believing they're happy when they're really just idiot automaton GC pawns. yet it's obvious you're not "satisfied"by that life-interacting with humans only via xo and putting ragnus on blast for being a dipshit uncle chang.

my point being, you're too smart for this abject reliance on cliches like "i'm a lazy degenerate" or "i don't need to strive or make a lot of money" as a supposed justification for your misery. literally no one NEEDS to make "a lot" of money because it doesn't take all that much money to sustain oneself eating fastfood and internet posting from some shitty 1BR apt in an inexpensive area, but that's not an acrtual argument in favor of that lifestyle. sure, plenty of women are superficial gold-digging chad-fucking sociopaths, as you well point out, but can you really blame the ones who aren't for finding your total resignation to this cynical, solipsistic, fear-of-failure, apathetic life-philosophy unattractive? can you honestly say that you yourself would have any attraction or openness to a "genuine connection" with someone whose worldview was defined by an analogously caustic negativity and abrasive hopelessness, even if she otherwise fit your ideal criteria of being a thin mousey fob azn girl who, deep down, just wants to find a NOWAG husband and dedicate herself to a lifetime of being a good wife who makes him happy, or whatever?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749884)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:30 AM
Author: sienna laser beams

absolutely devastating

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749896)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:34 AM
Author: sepia kitchen legend



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:54 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i get what you're saying ultimately and appreciate the comments. i did not mean to rely on cliches from before, just stating things simply and briefly.

my worldview is obviously very negative and is something 99% of people would find revolting. so that's a source of great alienation in my life and i have to hide it. that's independent of my non-striverish lifestyle choices. with regards the latter, i'm not in a bad state objectively. when i say i'm doing jack shit, it's still better than most. i do have ways of appearing upwardly mobile. it's not a big issue for me for normal girls. i will never get the ultra-striver chicks, but i really don't want to.

if i were to devote my time to getting a striver job, i would need to dedicate most of my time to doing that. that would detract from me doing other things, which namely right now is squeezing the last drops of youth left. so as a practical matter, devoting 100% of my energies to getting a striver job would neither change my negative worldview nor would it get me more access to girls overall. it'll just lead me to being a bitter balding striver professional who still posts his caustic thoughts on xo while additionally being fat and out of shape and having no time for the exploration and reflections, no matter how pathetic, that might obviate a miserable end as the tool of a gold-digger because my one-shot opportunity to get a girl from the trenches of an office building is additionally that much more narrow and stifling. for someone already afflicted with negativity, i don't see how hooking myself up to the HLS grindstone is going to help. the prestige and titles and make-work is just treating the symptom, not the disease. XO itself should be sufficient evidence of that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749933)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:59 AM
Author: Pale flickering gas station sandwich

fair enough. heading to bed now. just skimmed your reply briefly but will give it another look in the morning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749936)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:24 AM
Author: Aromatic point corn cake

do you have sisters? what's their dating life like?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749662)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:27 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

100% white

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749676)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:29 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

Now THAT is the first thing you've ever posted that really got me enraged. THAT is disrespect.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749681)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:26 AM
Author: House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo

Are you the LOL AZN GUTTERSLUTS guy?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749671)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:27 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

yes

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749677)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:28 AM
Author: ocher racy trailer park

I don't believe you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749678)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:29 AM
Author: Nudist burgundy site



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749680)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:29 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

why not?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749682)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:33 AM
Author: ocher racy trailer park

mostly just because that's a huge bombshell and you would've taken credit for it sooner, but now that I think about it it sort of makes sense.

actually, also I had the impression you were older than he was (he was in college around 2012 IIRC)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749705)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:36 AM
Author: histrionic locale

cr no fucking way

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749718)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:29 AM
Author: House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo

So you're not actually Asian, then.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749683)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:35 AM
Author: ocher racy trailer park

is this uvt? he was the only person who accused lol gutter of being white.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749711)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:36 AM
Author: Nudist burgundy site

uvt's moniker is "send me MAL nudes for TT pics"

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749714)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:46 AM
Author: House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo

lol not uvt. Hdy.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749768)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 7:35 PM
Author: Excitant carmine circlehead fanboi

that was amazing, you completely flipped the narrative on white women... you should be in advertising

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35756298)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:36 AM
Author: indigo appetizing half-breed theatre

When you were ten years old what did you assume your life would look like at 30?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749720)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:45 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

do 10 year olds really think about this? i sure didn't. i mostly played video games, read books, and developed a burgeoning inner world of developing secret crushes on girls that would evolve into dream-like fantasy scenarios and then dissipate into black self-loathing through inaction and acute observations of impassable difference.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749761)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:01 AM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

same

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749820)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 7:36 PM
Author: Excitant carmine circlehead fanboi



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35756302)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:45 AM
Author: razzmatazz fear-inspiring stag film mad-dog skullcap

what other accounts have you ran?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749764)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 4:33 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i have 5 accounts total

this is another one: http://www.xoxohth.com/thread.php?thread_id=2227701&mc=93&forum_id=2

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35754064)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 2:36 AM
Author: Charismatic brass crackhouse

Can a girl genuinely love a non-chad after spending a standard amount of time on the cock carousel (college + apps)? Assume it’s less than 10 guys she’s had sex with

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749906)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 3:14 AM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

it depends on the girl, but if she's been touched by apps, she's guilty until proven innocent. she really needs a good alibi and solid evidence that she's an upstanding person. you have to test her, you have to observe her, you have to go through her social media pictures and everything. if you would not be willing to go to bat for her in a court of law and testify to her integrity, then it's over.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749957)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:34 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35751859)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:35 PM
Author: Galvanic Dog Poop

whats the ideal outcome for a dude like me w/r/t women

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35751864)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:47 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

aren't you just a normie who's been led astray?

why would a normie ask an uber-incel what the best life outcome is? come on...

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35751969)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:52 PM
Author: Galvanic Dog Poop

im more aspie chad than normie after reading your scholarship

im tired of playing women's games

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752021)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:48 PM
Author: Opaque factory reset button electric furnace

Update on bleeding asshold?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35751980)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:59 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

it's better, but it's a recurrent problem that looks to be getting worse each time. might die of it sooner or later. what's been more troubling however is the other side of my hairline has started receding. truly pathetic, disgusting, sad!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752066)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:49 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35751998)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:57 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

180, this is why i choose not to strive

there is a whole dimension of pain that i will never know

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752058)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:11 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752192)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:16 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

appreciate the offer, but broadcasting voice is too risky.

and who are you again?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752249)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:16 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752255)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:28 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752375)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:29 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752383)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:02 PM
Author: multi-colored really tough guy

how did you become such a great writer? I know you have HLS in the background, but u have to be batting at least two SDs above the average HLS IQ

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752094)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:09 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

i am naturally a very bad writer and have a relatively low (just slightly above average) IQ. however i have always been brimming with nothing but extremely toxic thoughts, and before i became a passable writer who was capable of communicating those thoughts on toxic message boards, i literally had no means of interacting with the outside world. it was very much like this short story i came across on here: "I have no mouth and I must scream." my writing is just me developing a functional mouthpiece after 30 years of mute silence floating around in a disorienting world.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752168)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:18 PM
Author: multi-colored really tough guy

flame. most low IQ proles never even figure out angst or toxic thoughts.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752270)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:10 PM
Author: Galvanic Dog Poop

what are your hobbies?>

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752182)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:26 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

mostly physical activities and mild intellectual interests, and i say this purposefully and not flame: app dating. since my youth is almost gone, i see no reason why this shouldn't be my current primary hobby.

as i get older and more pathetic and useless, i plan to scale into other things, such as cooking and eventually being so engrossed in nature that i cease to exist.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752343)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:19 PM
Author: splenetic misanthropic community account people who are hurt

how do i nicely ask my gf to lose some weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752279)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:31 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

no idea, i have very little experience with tact and persuasion.

the hard way is to demonstrate through action the importance of physical fitness to you, and be several levels above her in that respect, which you currently are not (you fat fuck). if she still seems totally resistant to any and all incorporation of the lifestyle changes you've made, then she doesn't even like you ljl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752407)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:34 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752438)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:36 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

this has the potential to backfire tremendously, and even if it does work, the induced changes are not sustainable in the long run.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752457)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:39 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752485)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:44 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

maybe if you're one of those couples that like to "challenge each other" and have a slick tongue. ragnus is used to begging and groveling.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752529)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 1:50 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35752598)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 3:33 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35753531)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 3:34 PM
Author: Mischievous crotch



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35753541)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 3:36 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

I have a lean muscular build so a lot of athleisure. Simple form fitting sweaters and t-shirts. No dress shirts, nothing fancy or formal. Darker, low key colors.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35753562)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 4:28 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35753990)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 8:36 PM
Author: titillating effete kitty macaca

remember that time i gaped you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35756698)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 8:57 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference

it was a flesh wound

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35756923)



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Date: May 24th, 2018 5:14 PM
Author: House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#36121069)



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Date: April 3rd, 2018 9:12 PM
Author: Bat-shit-crazy jade area athletic conference



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35757047)



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Date: May 24th, 2018 2:54 AM
Author: House-broken flirting orchestra pit tattoo

Date: April 3rd, 2018 12:19 AM

Author: Deranged tinder pumo

she's 26 y/o, 5'7", ~160 lb. she was tall and well-built for an asian girl. she had rolls of fat on her abdomen and her legs were thicker than mine. her moon face was blowing up, while aging, and wasn't going to defy gravity for much longer.

she was pretty dumb, lazy, a sloppy dresser, pretty much an ADD tomboy with a sweet girly face, had little in the way of intellectual curiosity outside her soft STEM grad program, came from a poor family (in restaurant biz and brother works in a night club), makes frequent grammatical errors, and is a sugar addict.

and yet...

she had the most sweet and positively adorable personality i had ever met. she was spontaneous. she was happy. she had a way of connecting with people with a kid-like enthusiasm. i would let her talk for hours and smile at the happy, simple, and content world she inhabited. she gushed with emotion and authenticity. her smile was radiant. and oh god, her voice. it was sweet and cheerful, like a nectar. and she directed these in a wholesome way to let me know that she liked me.

she wasn't materialistic, she didn't drink, didn't party. she had a small group of really close nerdy friends, she would do cute little things for them, and just wanted to hang out and play board games. she knew she was hyper-emotional and wanted stability.

but we met on tinder, about a year ago last spring, and there the toxicity seeped in...

she was in my city for a work conference and we spent one night together. she was recovering from a recent break-up and seemed shell-shocked and emotionally vacant. i knew she was a codependent type right then and there. she kept txting me afterwards, says she only talks to one person at a time. she's enthusiastic and oversharing with me by a ratio of 3:1, yet i get cynical and cold because she's a tinder girl and eventually stop responding.

last fall she initiates contact again, we talk for a while and she vaguely hints at a trip to see me. things drag on and it almost doesn't happen, but suddenly it's back on.

she's since visited me on 3 different weekends. she's been nothing but good to me with periodic spurts of clinginess. but i learn that in the preceding months, before we talked again, she'd been going on dates. many, many dates. she only likes asian guys and there aren't so many in her area, so she cast a broad net. she slept with fewer than 10 of them, including one that was a casual sex partner for several months.

i shouldn't have been, and was a total hypocrite to be, but was devastated at this defilement of innocence. part of it was guilt knowing that my ghosting her in the spring probably led to this. she was a dumb needy girl, she has no control over her actions or feelings, and i let her get raped by an app.

i never did quite look at her the same way again. in particular, i stalked her fb pics and preferred the younger, more innocent, provably wholesome version of her that was even more radiant and cheerful looking. i also knew she was getting fat, she was too emotional, and her dumbness and dependency would get unbearable in the end.

i began

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#35749402)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3937376&forum_id=2#36117099)