So about a week ago, me and my friend went to a bar after a hard week of school, to relax and get the stress off. We were about 6 beers in when I went off to smoke and met 2 of my old classmates. They had changed but not as much as I wouldn't recognize them. We talked for a couple of minutes and one of the girls asks me to the dancefloor. We dance and have genuinely a good time, alltough she was being kinda flirty but I didnt make much of it since I thought I was just misunderstanding her signals. We dance for a little while, after that my friend pulls me aside to get more drinks. I bought 1 for her aswell but she was gone with her friend.

After more drinking, the bar closes and we are about to go home, but right before we leave, we see them again. They asked us to come to their place to smoke weed and just relax talk about old schooltimes and whatnot. So me and my friend said why the fuck not and went off to smoke with them. We went to the apartment, it looked kinda nice, didn't get that crackheed vibes and felt comfortable on the sofa. My friend rolled some joints for them, we smoked 2 joints and we're just chilling. It was then when things started to get weird. One of the girls keeps sitting next to me and leaning on my chest and shoulders. Keep in mind she knew I had a girlfriend since she follows me on ig and has seen pictures of me and my gf. My friend, at that point said he will take off and offered me a ride home, but I wasn't really feeling it since I couldn't properly stand or walk, I couldn't even move my arms, but I didn't also want to look like an idiot who can't handle 6 beers and couple of shots, so I stayed waiting for the weed to roll off so I could walk home. I guess that was the mistake I made. My friend left and it was just me and the 2 girls laying on the sofa, if they were complete strangers, I would not have stayed, but they were people I used to know so I didn't really have a problem staying there. But then I realized that their intention was not really to chill with us but they wanted to have sex, I did not realize it, I am kind of a social autist so I have a hard time figuring stuff out, even when I'm not intoxicated. I realized this first when one of the girls put her hand between my legs, and asked does this feel good. I was pretty much shocked and didn't say anything, until she took my hand and put it in her panties, I immediately said no and tried to remove my hand, slowly because I was still kinda high and I couldn't move my muscles really well. Then we talked for a little while why I can't have sex with them and so on that they are lovely people but I really can't and so on. Little time passes on and one of the girls , starts makeing out with me while climbing on top of me while the other removes my pants. I was so confused and scared I didn't know how to react or respond so I just layd there. Idk I couldn't scream couldn't do anything since I was just to Frozen or scared. I don't even know why I didn't try to fight them or just use basic self defence. And then blackout. I can't remember anything after that. Only next thing I have memory of is me walking down the street and calling my friend, not knowing what to do and where the fuck am i. I don't know what to think of this, am i in fault for staying there? And if I got hard, could that even be considered rape? I usually don't think about this shit but this just stayed in my mind and I can't get it out. Because of this I have had really bad nightmares, wakeuping up in the middle of the night screaming. I don't know what to do, who is even gonna believe me that women raped men?

EDIT: I think alot of people misunderstood when I said blacked out. Prior to that I felt really dizzy and weak. My brain felt foggy and I just couldn't think straight. I didn't physically black out but mentally. I have no memory of what I did, but I know I did something since I remember small bits of what happaned.

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