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I hate my life and I wake up each morning thinking about killself

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally...
luke the drifter
  04/21/26
I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am ...
""''"'''"'
  04/21/26
Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the...
luke the drifter
  04/21/26
Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?
futtbucker
  04/21/26
Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, ...
luke the drifter
  04/21/26
you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\
/_\
  04/21/26
moar liek Vagine de Vagine
toilet paper
  04/21/26
Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding bu...
oomox
  04/21/26
I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or tal...
luke the drifter
  04/21/26
I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and ...
oomox
  04/21/26
I think my posting predates any marital animosity
luke the drifter
  04/21/26
According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the ...
luke the drifter
  04/21/26


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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:13 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

Killself and my concrete plan to carry out same is literally the first thought I have each morning. No cap.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833018)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:17 PM
Author: ""''"'''"'

I usually don’t think about killself until about 10am but once I do it’s all I think about for the rest of the day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833031)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

Wow that's dark. I usually think killself first thing in the morning, then things improve, and it returns when I'm trying to handle my kids in the evening time. I try not talking to my fat wife as we go to bed.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833035)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:45 PM
Author: futtbucker

Isn't your wife significantly thinner than you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833243)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 10:10 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

Yes, I am severely overweight. I eat because I hate myself, and I hate myself because I eat. It’s a vicious cycle.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833295)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:19 PM
Author: /_\

you need Angine de Poitrine, post haste /_\

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833034)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: toilet paper

moar liek Vagine de Vagine

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833047)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:20 PM
Author: oomox

Are there things that you used to enjoy or find rewarding but no longer do? Or have you never had anything to look forward to?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833036)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 8:25 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

I think there was a time that I enjoyed going outside or talking to my wife. I don't do either anymore. I just stay inside all day. I remember there was a time when I was interested in home improvement projects. Lol at that now. There was a time when I wanted to play catch with my sons, but they hate the game and so I came to hate it too. There were some other hobbies too that I absolutely cannot stand now. I would say on a scale of 1 to Anhedonia, I'm safely in the "A zone."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833048)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:05 PM
Author: oomox

I definitely think you should explore different hobbies and see if something brings you joy.

Were you already poasting before you started hating your wife? It's possible XO misogyny is exacerbating your resentment or even caused it in the first place.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833166)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:43 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

I think my posting predates any marital animosity

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833237)



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Date: April 21st, 2026 9:02 PM
Author: luke the drifter (definite and ineradicable gauge of its upward moving)

According to AI this is normal. Self awareness peaks in the morning and in the evening.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5859213&forum_id=2),#49833157)