really genuinely hate being alive but dont know exactly why
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Date: July 25th, 2018 1:50 AM Author: cruel-hearted piazza incel
I really really want/ need to do mdma psychotherapy but have no idea where to go
I’ve hard nothing but great things
I know there’s a wave of emotion I need to release that I unfortunately need chemicals to titrate
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Date: July 25th, 2018 1:53 AM Author: Orange odious parlour
i dont know about therapy on it. and when you take it its mysterious why it feels so good. you feel like your heart opens up. you literally feel like you are in heaven, but its complicated. something inside feels like heaven, like you are taking it from somewhere and borrowing it, your heart balloons to the brim with it, whatever it is, and then it just sits there, like a shining diamond, but what you do with it is earthly and simple. everything just feels magical. its the weirdest drug there is. its a very rich experience. not just pure pleasure. its literally some soul shit. but eventually it spits you out on the shores of this dirty reality in a way that is painful. even inside the trip, the regular things that people do will come back to haunt you in their baseness and smallness and pitifulness compared to the magesty of what you felt.
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