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Two weeks sober, thoughts and observations
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:31 AM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Not once did I “need” alcohol. The pull was mainly that I was bored/lonely and wanted to go out to interact with people (I go to the same places where the staff and patrons know me and talk to me). So I went out and drank some NA beers (this confused my bartenders but they were cool about it). Previously, starting at lent, I gave up hard liquor (mostly) and was drinking beer which, frankly, did not do a whole lot for me as far as feeling anything close to a buzz. More like it was something to do that was not work to relax. Comparing my experience to others I know who would try to stop, I consider myself pretty lucky. During these two weeks I had some pretty great things and a not so great thing happen and I did not drink, or really feel any need to. I credit diet, exercise, vitamins, and our Lord and Savior for the calm. I don’t think I will drink until I hit my weight and fitness goals, but rather do a sober summer. It reinforces my view that I am not an alcoholic insofar as I am dependent on it, but rather I am a drunk who likes to drink.
PS NA beer tastes better and is fewer calories than actual beer. I had never tried it before. |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:38 AM Author: Topaz elastic band church building Thank You,
Signed, your liver, kidneys, heart, intestinal flora, brain and mood |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:57 PM Author: pearl faggot firefighter area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032539) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:58 PM Author: mahogany pozpig legend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032540) |
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Date: June 25th, 2025 11:23 PM Author: Chrome trip senate pocket flask You forgot soul (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49050528) |
Date: June 19th, 2025 9:38 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo reminds me of when i quit all forms of nicotine. it had no positive effect other than being a distraction; no more buzz. i realized i didn't "need" it and just quit cold turkey. intense cravings for around three days, but after that it wasn't so bad. over one year later now, and i have absolutely no interest in nicotine. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031548) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:39 AM Author: Salmon Chapel I quit adderall and miss it every day. It's 180 and poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031555) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:41 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo i miss Addy because it's much better than nicotine/caffeine/etc. i've been trying to steer my doctor into giving me a prescription without looking like a drug-seeker. no success so far despite many attempts. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031561) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:50 AM Author: swashbuckling business firm weed whacker because he can tell you're a faggot drug seeker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031591) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:54 AM Author: Salmon Chapel Nigger psychiatrists are the laziest scumbags imaginable. I walked in and filled out some form and BAM! I had adhd+prescription for dextroamphetamine 20mg. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031605) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:54 AM Author: shimmering whorehouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031608) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:03 AM Author: Impressive lay filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031629) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:40 AM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Nicotine is a bear to quit. Trying to phase into exclusively nicorette. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031558) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:46 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo Nicorette is better than cigarettes, but nicotine is still bad for heart health. once you realize you don't "need" nicotine and quitting isn't as bad as you think, it's really not that bad. i did this program to internalize and accept this, would recommend it: https://www.freedomfromsmoking.org/. it's basically a short form of e-therapy to change your mind from "i need this" and "quitting is nearly impossible" to "i don't need this at all, and quitting is not that hard." (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031578) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:49 AM Author: Spectacular set shut the fuck up you are a jewish scammer and a sociopath. nobody is buying this fucking act |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:50 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference Evidence on heart health? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031592) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:53 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo just google "nicotine heart health." it raises blood pressure and heart rate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031601) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:54 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference Doesn't caffeine do that too? IS COFFEE GOOD FOR YOU? |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:56 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo nicotine can worsen/speed up heart disease. iirc there's consensus around nicotine being bad for heart health, whereas caffeine is probably safe unless you're consuming over like 600 mg a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031613) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:07 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage Nicotine totally messed up my mood and memory when I was using heavy. It’s much better now that I’ve quit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031639) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:06 PM Author: exhilarant yapping antidepressant drug There’s no real consensus unless you already have high bp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032223) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:00 PM Author: Supple Poppy Rigpig So does "exercise" (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032200) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:06 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage You just lucked out with your biology if you didn’t find nicotine tough to quit. That’s not a universal truth for all people. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031637) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:11 AM Author: swollen dopamine orchestra pit I just had really shitty head aches for a week, but that was about it. I didn't have any strong cravings like I had to have it, but just strong headaches that I was like "this headache could go away right now if I just pop a Zyn" (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031652) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:21 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage Good for you. How much zyn were you taking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031681) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:22 AM Author: swollen dopamine orchestra pit 6mg pouches (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031688) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:25 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage How many pouches (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031698) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:46 PM Author: Heady puppy i'm at 2-4/day how fucked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032351) |
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Date: June 22nd, 2025 1:41 PM Author: Rebellious blood rage That’s nothing. I was at 25 pouches a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49040184) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:16 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo IME it's more psychological than anything. i'm not saying it's easy, but it's not an enormous challenge that you might think it is. i tried to quit several times but failed. once i did some relatively quick online therapy on quitting, i quit for good. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031670) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:19 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage It isn’t a psychological thing. It’s a physical thing. Your brain literally creates new receptors to deal with nicotine intake and when the nicotine is removed those receptors start screaming. But there is a range in intensity as to how many receptors a brain will create.
Again, you are assuming your biology is universal for everyone.
Also it makes a big difference how much you are taking. I was powering through like 30 zyn pouches a day.
I have quit btw |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:26 AM Author: aromatic silver gas station tattoo to be clear, there obviously is a physiological component to it since you're stopping an addictive substance, which is why i had intense cravings for days. but the psychological component can't be ignored; if you don't want to quit or think it's impossible to quit, you're probably not going to succeed. if you understand and accept that it is possible, but that it will be uncomfortable for up to a week and commit to powering through it, you can succeed. acknowledging the health benefits of quitting can help, too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031707) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:58 AM Author: Rebellious blood rage Not all addictive substances cause physical dependence in the way that nicotine does. There’s a reason why some drugs are categorized as causing physical dependence. You don’t seem to appreciate this point.
You are also arguing against a point I haven’t made, I never said it was impossible to succeed or that psychology doesn’t matter. Obviously it does. |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:08 AM Author: razzmatazz hall This is 100% correct. I’m not an “addictive” type. But nicotine is a motherfucker, physically. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031917) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 12:17 PM Author: Rebellious blood rage I am an addictive type and quitting was a difficult arduous process of using patches to wean myself off and then timing my complete removal of nicotine with an extended period of leave from work. It was impossible for me to fully quit while still working in a functional way. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032087) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:01 PM Author: diverse boiling water Cool advice. Keep getting fucked up the ass by men, jewish computerfaggot! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032206) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:07 AM Author: razzmatazz hall I found nicotine much easier (strike that, I mean possible with plenty of pain rather than impossible) to quit without alcohol. I used to love both smoking and drinking, they were among my very favorite things to do. Now a few years later, I’m not interested in and never think about either. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031911) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:00 PM Author: Supple Poppy Rigpig Nicorette is 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032201) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:30 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping It’s actually more nicotine than vaping or ripping darts which makes it a problem. Generic is also dirt cheap. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032636) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:43 AM Author: mahogany pozpig legend 18000000000000000000000000000000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031568) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:46 AM Author: Electric field organic girlfriend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031576) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:47 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference NA beer is 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031579) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:00 AM Author: smoky vivacious dingle berry striped hyena What are your top 3 NA beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031622) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:02 AM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping I have not had many, but Peroni and Corona are 180. Then again I like beer that is easy drinking. The athletic golden is not bad either if you are into healthy beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031627) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:07 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031642) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:10 AM Author: multi-colored mint resort ladyboy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031649) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:07 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference Peroni, Erdinger, Corona
Smoothest I've tried is this one - https://harmonsbeer.com/products/harmons-lunchbox?srsltid=AfmBOopsS9ocokIwf5wF4EaAVSwiaV4x0fM6kQ0jjXh4Hxxj7BckUoxg |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:32 AM Author: fishy laughsome internal respiration menage incredible poast:moniker synergy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031737) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:17 AM Author: Henna jap athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031939) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 12:50 PM Author: Gold casino shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032164) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:28 PM Author: Judgmental Trailer Park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032478) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:05 AM Author: multi-colored mint resort ladyboy I’m going to get some athletic beers from the store tonight
I have given up alcohol for indefinite indeterminate amount of time. Going on 8 days but plan on much longer. |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:22 AM Author: charismatic aggressive plaza toilet seat you should consider staying sober. alcohol is terrible for you.
my unraveling is well documented here, so i kinda had to stop but i was shocked at how easy it was for me. i did some bullshit program where i did meetings on zoom for a couple months (wife told me i had to or else i couldn't have my kids over at my apt). after about a month i didn't have cravings or anything. |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:30 AM Author: swollen dopamine orchestra pit "my wife is good at computer haha" (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031715) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:40 AM Author: charismatic aggressive plaza toilet seat i told her you said that just the other day, and she was kind of surprised that a shutin nerd thinks it's implausible she found all my poasts. all the stuff is on wayback machine and easily findable.
you're clearly a foreveralone loser, you should at least be "good at computer." do you have any actual skills? |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:44 AM Author: Salmon Chapel why are you arguing with pumos nobody can keep track of (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032001) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:52 AM Author: charismatic aggressive plaza toilet seat this particular guy has been following me around for 3 years accusing me of flaem. i dunno why i'm engaging with this dumb fag who lives in a basement, though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032025) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:46 AM Author: Passionate library trust fund This board is getting so lame about booze, tough to see (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031803) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:48 AM Author: multi-colored mint resort ladyboy You’re an in shape eurochad who takes 20000 steps a day. We’re fat gay Americans taking 10000 at best. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031815) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:16 AM Author: Passionate library trust fund I’ve gained some weight over last couple of years following an ankle injury that stops me from running. My average steps per day is like 13k. I’m trying to get into biking now though. I won’t stop drinking! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031938) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:01 PM Author: Supple Poppy Rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032204) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:09 PM Author: diverse boiling water You’re a fat jew! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032229) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:46 PM Author: comical background story sex offender Models and bottles has become nagging wives and sober summers (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032349) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:00 PM Author: Passionate library trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032400) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:29 AM Author: unhinged arousing temple I feel like NA beer backfired for me. It was NA, so I wouldn’t feel bad about drinking it early and drinking lots of it. Then, when I switched back to regular beer, my brain was primed to drink early and voluminously. It actually took some willpower to keep my drinking reasonable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49031965) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 10:01 PM Author: Exciting cordovan sneaky criminal This is why the big brewers are making NA beer. I believe their research shows drinking NA beer makes you drink MORE alcoholic beers. And they get to charge you the same price as real beer for something that they pay way lower taxes to produce. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49033723) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 11:55 AM Author: shaky private investor rehab Just have a drink like a fucking man you pussy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032045) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 12:46 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping I should note that the GF half my age wanted to quit so I am doing this in solidarity. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032147) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:08 PM Author: diverse boiling water wow what a fucking winner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032228) |
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Date: June 20th, 2025 2:02 AM Author: Bateful digit ratio describe her tats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49034075) |
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Date: June 25th, 2025 10:20 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping None. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49050416) |
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Date: June 25th, 2025 10:25 PM Author: provocative dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49050427) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:06 PM Author: clear degenerate I'm six months sober and it's dismal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032222) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:43 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping I did nine months sober about 12 years ago. I was a much less effective person sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032505) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:38 PM Author: comical background story sex offender NA beer has gotten shockingly good.
You’ve never struck me as an alcoholic because it does not seem to significantly interfere with your life. When that changes you’ve made the jump. |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:46 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping I put the fun in functional. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032346) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:39 PM Author: 180 rough-skinned institution useless brakes drinking alcohol is 100% attributable to people being thoughtless lemmings who just do whatever they need to do to "socialize" regardless of the consequences. in other words, drinking alcohol means you are weak (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032308) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 1:45 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Maybe. I would drink because it was fun. I would always say, never drink to feel good, only drink to feel better. It’s also a nice way to turn down your brain if you are like me and thinking all the time. Finally, it makes sex more enjoyable if you are both a little tipsy. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032342) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:58 PM Author: purple coffee pot i think its the opposite. too much thinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032544) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:26 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032619) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 7:49 PM Author: comical background story sex offender (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49033375) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 2:59 PM Author: pearl faggot firefighter area drinking with friends and people that I enjoy is literally my favorite thing to do in the world and its not even close (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032546) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:00 PM Author: Tripping awkward sanctuary legal warrant I am sober a month or longer now but I always drank to quell my restless mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032552) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:03 PM Author: bearded community account Post smells like DUCK SAUCE (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032561) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:26 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Or Gefilte fish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032621) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:32 PM Author: Mustard flatulent office i.e. Irish (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032641) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:35 PM Author: 180 rough-skinned institution useless brakes (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032654) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:31 PM Author: provocative dilemma happy to hear it, brother. good luck on achieving your goals. you've already gotten over one big hurdle, which is getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032640) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 3:40 PM Author: adventurous stag film sweet tailpipe Stopping (almost) drinking was the best thing I ever did. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49032666) |
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Date: June 19th, 2025 9:06 PM Author: racy anal coldplay fan Haven’t drank in 3 weeks and I feel like I’m a better lawyer with alcohol, just an overall better person and having a better time with alcohol inside me. But booze makes me gain weight incredibly fast so I have to take breaks. Can’t wait to sue someone and slam a beer again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49033589) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 6:38 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping This is me. I am much less patient when I am sober, maybe it was because of trying to quit nicotine though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49054915) |
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Date: June 20th, 2025 1:22 AM Author: Glassy Spot this is less believable than evan pretending to be straight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49034034) |
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Date: June 20th, 2025 1:58 AM Author: yellow disrespectful house personal credit line NA beer has gotten better but is still lame as fuck, sad to see a good man fall, but the guiness version is the best I tried (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49034067) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 6:36 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Three week update. Last Sunday I really wanted to drink as Sunday night is my preferred drinking night and things were shit all around in my life. I did not drink.
What I have learned, drinking NA beer is a fine excuse to sit at a bar and no one seems to care (or notice) but it’s still wasted calories. I have found the athletic golden to be my preferred beer (45 calories, gluten free). I need to try the athletic lite (25 calories) but I have not seen it at a bar.
I did not lose a pound (still 195) but somehow lost a notch on my belt. Maybe it’s muscle gain and water retention from creatine? Maybe I need to take a shit (probably). Ordered a cheap bench so I can do some more exercises with my dumbbells. Been walking around now that it’s not 99 degrees out.
I have done so much work around the house. Basically I would say fuck it and go out as opposed to doing chores and repairs.
Anyway, sobriety, no porn, crazy diet (sub 1000 calories of veggies and lean protein) is BORING. I will probably go on a bender soon. PS quitting nicotine is impossible. |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 7:05 PM Author: Curious Metal Tanning Salon It's not BORING. Your brain is interpreting what you're feeling as that, but it's really a different set of feelings from being stuck in a boring movie/lecture/etc. You have to give your dopamine system more time to adjust and re-sensitize itself. At least 6-12 months, probably 2-3 years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49054973) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 8:57 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Nah, bender it is. Independence Day weekend is coming up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055214) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 9:30 PM Author: Curious Metal Tanning Salon Stop being such a faggot and just post to your damn bible verse thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055251) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 10:02 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping It’s not tomorrow yet. It’s a banger right up XO’s alley. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055311) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 10:05 PM Author: Curious Metal Tanning Salon Yeah. Call a friend over and take that first sip with a penis right up your ass (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055316) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 10:14 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping lol who hurt you friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055338) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 10:46 PM Author: Curious Metal Tanning Salon enjoy the cs lewis schtick while you can, you're giving it up to go back to being a lousy drunk shortly (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055385) |
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Date: June 27th, 2025 10:15 PM Author: bonkers vigorous locale national security agency 180 for productivity. It's like life on easy mode. But that gets boring sometimes. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055339) |
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Date: June 28th, 2025 8:42 AM Author: provocative dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49055810) |
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Date: July 3rd, 2025 3:26 PM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Had one drink last night with GFHMA, she had three (two at an event earlier, one with me). It was chill. No drama, no craziness, great to connect spiritually and emotionally. Still deciding on bender or not this weekend …. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49069603) |
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Date: August 2nd, 2025 3:52 AM Author: carmine sadistic kitty gaping Six or so week update. GFHMA has not been drunk since we started this and I only drink when she and I are together. We had four drinks each and then called it a night. I started out saying I drink too often and you drink too much. It was a tough conversation but I think it was good for both of us. No sense in quitting drinking entirely (although I am not opposed to it), but rather to keep it in check. Cue the AA crowd about one is too many. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5740383&forum_id=2)#49150618) |