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Useless Pervert Area   12/01/21 this sounds right Obsidian glittery den shitlib   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... infuriating casino queen of the night   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Stubborn gunner round eye   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades Useless Pervert Area   12/01/21 keep going brother free-loading chad base   12/01/21 30 days sober today drab dilemma mad cow disease   12/16/21 180 Frisky Razzle Trailer Park Genital Piercing   12/16/21 6 months dry cowardly idiot   01/04/22 180 Underhanded national   01/04/22 Two months sober now drab dilemma mad cow disease   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/13/22 180 Day six here. Rusted Trip Corner   03/13/22 One day at a time brother drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... cobalt nofapping institution philosopher-king   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... dashing milky meetinghouse   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Underhanded national   04/09/22 144 days drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/09/22 Good work Underhanded national   04/09/22 Thanks brother drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! hyperventilating site tank   04/09/22 ... marvelous office   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon drab dilemma mad cow disease   05/03/22 Way to go, man. canary misanthropic yarmulke headpube   05/04/22 Thanks dude drab dilemma mad cow disease   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Underhanded national   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Underhanded national   05/04/22 cr Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth   05/04/22 lol Aquamarine charismatic circlehead   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Stubborn gunner round eye   05/04/22 18 months sober yellow anal box office   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. appetizing clear stead sound barrier   05/04/22 ... drab dilemma mad cow disease   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. Rusted Trip Corner   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend drab dilemma mad cow disease   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. drab dilemma mad cow disease   06/26/22 ... Rusted Trip Corner   06/26/22 ... green multi-colored range multi-billionaire   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up Aquamarine charismatic circlehead   06/26/22 ... Exciting prole   06/26/22 ... 180 gas station   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday drab dilemma mad cow disease   07/17/22 Nine moths today! drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/16/22 180 Primrose fragrant hominid   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Primrose fragrant hominid   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Primrose fragrant hominid   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. maize regret   08/16/22 180 drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/16/22 ... Primrose fragrant hominid   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... hyperventilating site tank   08/16/22 ... drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/16/22 ... Primrose fragrant hominid   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! drab dilemma mad cow disease   09/11/22 348 days in the books drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Smoky house   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 180 billion Primrose fragrant hominid   10/30/22 How are you doing? drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. Primrose fragrant hominid   10/30/22 180. Stay strong drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 ty brother. Primrose fragrant hominid   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... Know-it-all Point Twinkling Uncleanness   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... maize regret   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Useless Pervert Area   10/30/22 ... Primrose fragrant hominid   10/30/22 1800000 maize regret   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Pink wonderful kitchen reading party   10/30/22 ... drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Topaz Provocative Pisswyrm Cruise Ship   10/30/22 ... beady-eyed stage hunting ground   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. drab dilemma mad cow disease   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. appetizing clear stead sound barrier   11/18/22 397 days and counting drab dilemma mad cow disease   12/18/22 180 beady-eyed stage hunting ground   12/18/22 18 months cowardly idiot   01/04/23 congrats man Crystalline cerebral stage   01/04/23 ty cowardly idiot   01/04/23 Biggest health change? wild black theatre feces   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... cowardly idiot   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Crystalline cerebral stage   01/04/23 ~15% cowardly idiot   01/04/23 Awesome. Useless Pervert Area   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... cyan quadroon   01/04/23 180 drab dilemma mad cow disease   01/07/23 ... aphrodisiac ultramarine mother   01/09/23 poison free in 23 cowardly idiot   01/09/23 ... drab dilemma mad cow disease   01/10/23 180 chartreuse shrine   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... drab dilemma mad cow disease   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... Primrose fragrant hominid   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. drab dilemma mad cow disease   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it Primrose fragrant hominid   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Useless Pervert Area   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Smoky house   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/06/23 180 apoplectic swashbuckling crackhouse nibblets   03/06/23 180 Obsidian glittery den shitlib   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Smoky house   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? mischievous motley school cafeteria fanboi   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... mischievous motley school cafeteria fanboi   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... drab dilemma mad cow disease   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... ebony toaster property   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... ebony toaster property   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... Primrose fragrant hominid   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. drab dilemma mad cow disease   04/07/23 ty Primrose fragrant hominid   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. drab dilemma mad cow disease   05/16/23 180 Bearded Splenetic Coffee Pot   05/16/23 2 years dry cowardly idiot   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. drab dilemma mad cow disease   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? Useless Pervert Area   07/01/23 Wow excitant crimson athletic conference   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros drab dilemma mad cow disease   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/17/23 congrats Crystalline cerebral stage   10/17/23 ... cowardly idiot   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days drab dilemma mad cow disease   11/24/23 ... cowardly idiot   11/24/23 ... Primrose fragrant hominid   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? cowardly idiot   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. hyperventilating site tank   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Out-of-control home roommate   11/25/23 ... cowardly idiot   11/25/23 good job pontificating ladyboy   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... pontificating ladyboy   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. drab dilemma mad cow disease   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... cowardly idiot   11/27/23 956 days drab dilemma mad cow disease   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Curious carmine black woman   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... drab dilemma mad cow disease   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own Bearded Splenetic Coffee Pot   06/29/24 ... excitant crimson athletic conference   06/29/24 ... beady-eyed stage hunting ground   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp beady-eyed stage hunting ground   06/29/24 ... Hairraiser adulterous affirmative action volcanic crater   06/30/24 ... beady-eyed stage hunting ground   10/09/24 180 thread slap-happy pistol bawdyhouse   06/29/24 3 years now cowardly idiot   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga apoplectic swashbuckling crackhouse nibblets   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... maize regret   07/05/24 1058 days drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/09/24 180 man beady-eyed stage hunting ground   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? Vibrant Insecure University   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... drab dilemma mad cow disease   10/14/24 ... sable incel   10/09/24 ... histrionic ocher milk   10/14/24 Nice Useless Pervert Area   10/19/24 ... cowardly idiot   11/24/24 ... Smoky house   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit spectacular newt   06/12/25 ... Crystalline cerebral stage   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: dark station rigor 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: French brilliant crotch principal's office won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: hyperventilating site tank begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: ebony toaster property He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: carnelian preventive strike theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: carnelian preventive strike theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: transparent boltzmann how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: pea-brained chapel cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Crystalline cerebral stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Lascivious Startling Abode Police Squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Orchid pungent new version 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: big mahogany deer antler electric furnace a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Orchid pungent new version Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Coiffed party of the first part orchestra pit Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Coiffed party of the first part orchestra pit When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Coiffed party of the first part orchestra pit we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: ivory location You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: pea-brained chapel Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: big mahogany deer antler electric furnace set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Vigorous citrine pit how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Vigorous citrine pit no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: pearl contagious digit ratio Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: big mahogany deer antler electric furnace u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Sapphire tantric hairy legs I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Overrated locale cuckold You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Effete magenta step-uncle's house antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: bright deranged cuckoldry azn Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: exhilarant sneaky criminal address stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: costumed cracking church building Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Internet-worthy keepsake machete son of senegal so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Walnut jap hell go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Sepia private investor the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: garnet cocky piazza wagecucks gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Hot Amethyst Library Toilet Seat Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: excitant crimson athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: arousing high-end locus depressive Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Internet-worthy keepsake machete son of senegal have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Useless Pervert Area Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Internet-worthy keepsake machete son of senegal what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: odious lay famous landscape painting I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Laughsome church Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Chrome associate big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Soul-stirring claret skinny woman trump supporter I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Vivacious space Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: irate lime puppy bbw can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Smoky house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Beta henna jew legend Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Overrated locale cuckold Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Walnut jap hell no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Rusted Trip Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: cream alcoholic indian lodge dingle berry nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Frisky Razzle Trailer Park Genital Piercing Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Talking Set good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: excitant crimson athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: histrionic ocher milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: garnet cocky piazza wagecucks also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: irate lime puppy bbw good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Honey-headed Boyish Useless Brakes (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Talented confused double fault partner Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Underhanded national who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: exhilarant sneaky criminal address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Stirring persian Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Buff narrow-minded whorehouse gaping Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: odious lay famous landscape painting 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Frisky Razzle Trailer Park Genital Piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: diverse candlestick maker You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: cowardly idiot keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Soul-stirring claret skinny woman trump supporter Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Aggressive titillating theater stage goal in life I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Light wrinkle Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Light wrinkle It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Obsidian glittery den shitlib nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Jade Razzmatazz Plaza Selfie 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Talking Set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Fluffy floppy heaven half-breed happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Buff narrow-minded whorehouse gaping Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Honey-headed Boyish Useless Brakes Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Jade Razzmatazz Plaza Selfie This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Soul-stirring claret skinny woman trump supporter Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Bearded Splenetic Coffee Pot Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Fighting stain The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: aqua tanning salon Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: cobalt nofapping institution philosopher-king 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: low-t school haunted graveyard CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: blue mind-boggling sanctuary turdskin hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Obsidian glittery den shitlib After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: ebony toaster property I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: fishy concupiscible kitty cat resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Rusted Trip Corner I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Jade Razzmatazz Plaza Selfie Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Snowy abusive filthpig dysfunction You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: grizzly supple center Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: low-t school haunted graveyard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Orchid pungent new version 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Crawly hall boistinker good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: low-t school haunted graveyard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: fishy concupiscible kitty cat resort 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: cobalt nofapping institution philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Unholy Sex Offender stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: judgmental striped hyena market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: transparent boltzmann (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Smoky house Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Buff narrow-minded whorehouse gaping Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Useless Pervert Area You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: electric indigo fortuitous meteor water buffalo sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: electric indigo fortuitous meteor water buffalo are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: cobalt nofapping institution philosopher-king (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: translucent laser beams brunch I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Fighting stain Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Sick business firm windowlicker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Smoky house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Smoky house do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Smoky house Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: histrionic ocher milk Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Khaki Travel Guidebook Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Honey-headed Boyish Useless Brakes Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: ebony toaster property 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: 180 gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Buff narrow-minded whorehouse gaping 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: odious lay famous landscape painting Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Rusted Trip Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: cowardly idiot this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: carnelian preventive strike theater Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Aromatic saffron ticket booth Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: seedy bronze blood rage clown Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: heady hospital don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: ivory location (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: diverse candlestick maker The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Vivacious space Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: cowardly idiot well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Purple adventurous state Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Purple adventurous state I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Obsidian glittery den shitlib this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: infuriating casino queen of the night 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Stubborn gunner round eye https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: free-loading chad base keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Frisky Razzle Trailer Park Genital Piercing 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: cowardly idiot 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Underhanded national 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: cobalt nofapping institution philosopher-king Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: dashing milky meetinghouse By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Underhanded national 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Underhanded national Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: hyperventilating site tank 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: marvelous office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: canary misanthropic yarmulke headpube Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Underhanded national Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Underhanded national then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle scourge upon the earth cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Aquamarine charismatic circlehead lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Stubborn gunner round eye https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: yellow anal box office 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: appetizing clear stead sound barrier 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Rusted Trip Corner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: green multi-colored range multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Aquamarine charismatic circlehead good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Exciting prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: 180 gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: maize regret congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: hyperventilating site tank congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Smoky house 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Know-it-all Point Twinkling Uncleanness I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: maize regret Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: maize regret 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Pink wonderful kitchen reading party 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Topaz Provocative Pisswyrm Cruise Ship proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: appetizing clear stead sound barrier 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: cowardly idiot 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Crystalline cerebral stage congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: cowardly idiot ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: wild black theatre feces Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: cowardly idiot I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Crystalline cerebral stage 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: cowardly idiot ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Useless Pervert Area Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: cyan quadroon Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: aphrodisiac ultramarine mother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: cowardly idiot poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: chartreuse shrine 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Smoky house What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: apoplectic swashbuckling crackhouse nibblets 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Obsidian glittery den shitlib 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Smoky house Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: mischievous motley school cafeteria fanboi Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: mischievous motley school cafeteria fanboi I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: ebony toaster property Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: ebony toaster property Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Bearded Splenetic Coffee Pot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: cowardly idiot 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Useless Pervert Area Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: excitant crimson athletic conference Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Crystalline cerebral stage congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Primrose fragrant hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: cowardly idiot Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: hyperventilating site tank 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Out-of-control home roommate 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: pontificating ladyboy good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: pontificating ladyboy I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: cowardly idiot I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Curious carmine black woman Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Bearded Splenetic Coffee Pot Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: excitant crimson athletic conference (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Hairraiser adulterous affirmative action volcanic crater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: slap-happy pistol bawdyhouse 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: cowardly idiot 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: apoplectic swashbuckling crackhouse nibblets MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: maize regret way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: beady-eyed stage hunting ground 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Vibrant Insecure University Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: drab dilemma mad cow disease None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: sable incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: histrionic ocher milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: Useless Pervert Area Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: cowardly idiot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Smoky house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: spectacular newt I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Crystalline cerebral stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150688)