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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started cobalt pea-brained double fault abode   06/12/25 won't work fragrant misunderstood lettuce   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... yapping church building toaster   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch   07/25/21 Thanks, man Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/25/21 ... talking hairy legs   07/24/21 ... talking hairy legs   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Sienna startled incel   07/24/21 cq scarlet multi-colored library   07/24/21 ... ruddy diverse hell   07/24/21 ... arousing hyperventilating telephone trailer park   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Chrome beady-eyed quadroon   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... orchid theatre useless brakes   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Chrome beady-eyed quadroon   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... adulterous set   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... adulterous set   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... 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There's n... appetizing sapphire prole roast beef   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... charcoal excitant dysfunction gay wizard   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... galvanic cerise box office   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... appetizing sapphire prole roast beef   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Maroon Abnormal Native   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   07/26/21 ... Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   07/26/21 ... Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/26/21 4 days down Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/27/21 nice man. charismatic wrinkle hominid   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Sinister citrine den   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/28/21 180 bro Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   07/28/21 8957657365 Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   07/28/21 good job exhilarant principal's office pervert   07/28/21 ... 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Autistic gaped pozpig spot   07/29/21 They were work meetings Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. appetizing sapphire prole roast beef   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/29/21 180 fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/29/21 ... Aphrodisiac corn cake trust fund   07/29/21 ... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. trip turdskin regret   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Godawful station liquid oxygen   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams   07/30/21 ... Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren   07/30/21 ... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER learning disabled hilarious faggotry   07/31/21 ... 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Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... shivering slippery water buffalo   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go khaki vigorous heaven   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps lime bateful stock car   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/03/21 5445776444554 Gay sick school ladyboy   08/03/21 ... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/03/21 ... exhilarant principal's office pervert   08/03/21 happy for you man Gold Frum Lay   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch   08/03/21 Keep it up Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/04/21 ... Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug   08/04/21 180 Day two here Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   08/09/21 ... Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. appetizing sapphire prole roast beef   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/06/21 YES Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/07/21 Day 16 done Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/08/21 Gj! Pearly at-the-ready becky   08/08/21 17 Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/09/21 180 brother Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Gay sick school ladyboy   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Useless Mewling Parlour Knife   08/09/21 180 fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... 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Tan Toilet Seat   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... Contagious rigor tattoo   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/16/21 Stabby? exciting generalized bond menage   08/19/21 Day 24 Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/16/21 ... Sickened Mahogany Therapy   08/16/21 180 fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch   08/16/21 180 Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   08/16/21 ... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/16/21 ... Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base   08/16/21 Day 25 Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/17/21 ... silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/17/21 Day 26 Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/18/21 Gj brudda light dingle berry newt   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   08/18/21 Trust me I am Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Blue public bath   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... lime bateful stock car   08/18/21 ... Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen   08/19/21 180 silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Godawful station liquid oxygen   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: cobalt pea-brained double fault abode 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: fragrant misunderstood lettuce won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: yapping church building toaster begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: talking hairy legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: talking hairy legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Sienna startled incel how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: scarlet multi-colored library cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: ruddy diverse hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: arousing hyperventilating telephone trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Chrome beady-eyed quadroon 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: orchid theatre useless brakes a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Chrome beady-eyed quadroon Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: adulterous set Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: adulterous set When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: adulterous set we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Transparent motley crotch You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: scarlet multi-colored library Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: orchid theatre useless brakes set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: out-of-control effete state keepsake machete how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: out-of-control effete state keepsake machete no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: disturbing son of senegal Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: orchid theatre useless brakes u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: hairless pit cuck I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: galvanic cerise box office You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: concupiscible aqua giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: translucent pocket flask Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Aphrodisiac corn cake trust fund stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: thirsty death wish Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Spectacular Milk so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Maroon Abnormal Native go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: soggy shitlib the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Passionate hall gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: confused dopamine Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Vengeful space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: mint bbw area Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Spectacular Milk have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Spectacular Milk what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: learning disabled hilarious faggotry I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: floppy nibblets whorehouse Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: dashing sandwich big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Useless Mewling Parlour Knife I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Cyan Trump Supporter Theater Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Blathering mentally impaired sanctuary internal respiration can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: charcoal excitant dysfunction gay wizard Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: galvanic cerise box office Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Maroon Abnormal Native no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: charismatic wrinkle hominid nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Sinister citrine den Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: exhilarant principal's office pervert good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Vengeful space (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: light dingle berry newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: lime bateful stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Passionate hall also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Blathering mentally impaired sanctuary internal respiration good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Pearly at-the-ready becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Cerebral New Version Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Aphrodisiac corn cake trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: trip turdskin regret Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: learning disabled hilarious faggotry 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Sinister citrine den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Useless Mewling Parlour Knife Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: ocher aromatic clown I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: shivering slippery water buffalo Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: shivering slippery water buffalo It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: khaki vigorous heaven nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: lime bateful stock car exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Gay sick school ladyboy 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: exhilarant principal's office pervert (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Gold Frum Lay happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Pearly at-the-ready becky Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Gay sick school ladyboy This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Useless Mewling Parlour Knife Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: puce cruise ship Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: exciting generalized bond menage The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Bull headed bright meetinghouse Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Tan Toilet Seat 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: avocado violent national CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Amber Mischievous Half-breed hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: khaki vigorous heaven After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: French Bawdyhouse Dog Poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Gay sick school ladyboy Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: lime bateful stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: disgusting house You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: ivory massive international law enforcement agency pistol Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: avocado violent national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Chrome beady-eyed quadroon 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: wonderful stubborn jewess community account good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: avocado violent national (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: French Bawdyhouse Dog Poop 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Tan Toilet Seat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Flatulent opaque mood stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Buff nubile field multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Sienna startled incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: mind-boggling selfie sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: mind-boggling selfie are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Tan Toilet Seat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Contagious rigor tattoo I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: exciting generalized bond menage Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Sickened Mahogany Therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: light dingle berry newt Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Blue public bath Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: lime bateful stock car that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Pearly at-the-ready becky Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: supple business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Poppy Twisted Weed Whacker Laser Beams 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: learning disabled hilarious faggotry Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: talking hairy legs Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Cracking ebony factory reset button coldplay fan Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Carnelian Fear-inspiring Home Brethren Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Stimulating senate mother don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Transparent motley crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Talented Aquamarine Love Of Her Life Kitchen The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Cyan Trump Supporter Theater Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: deep plaza depressive Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: deep plaza depressive I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: khaki vigorous heaven this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: arrogant big theater stage national security agency 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: bipolar tank https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Pink razzmatazz messiness keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Sinister citrine den 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Tan Toilet Seat Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Wine Step-uncle's House By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: yapping church building toaster 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: federal headpube filthpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: fighting crimson school cafeteria azn Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: lime bateful stock car 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: lime bateful stock car I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Autistic gaped pozpig spot then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: lime bateful stock car cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: electric fishy office jap lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: bipolar tank https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: heady property rigpig 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: marvelous lemon dilemma 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Flirting Chest-beating Orchestra Pit Idea He Suggested (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Tantric narrow-minded piazza hissy fit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: electric fishy office jap good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: vibrant milky garrison skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: supple business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: infuriating ticket booth cuckoldry congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: yapping church building toaster congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: racy wild boltzmann I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: infuriating ticket booth cuckoldry Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: infuriating ticket booth cuckoldry 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: vivacious seedy address 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: sable territorial foreskin masturbator proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: marvelous lemon dilemma 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: ruddy diverse hell congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: boyish athletic conference Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: ruddy diverse hell 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: erotic locale Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: dark mad cow disease hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Swashbuckling Church poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle Fanboi 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: cheese-eating cocky sound barrier 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: khaki vigorous heaven 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Jet Place Of Business Parlor Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Jet Place Of Business Parlor I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: fantasy-prone affirmative action brunch Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: puce cruise ship 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Swashbuckling Church 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Vengeful space Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: ruddy diverse hell congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: silver stirring goyim sneaky criminal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Swashbuckling Church Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: yapping church building toaster 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: histrionic lake point preventive strike 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Violet striped hyena blood rage good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Violet striped hyena blood rage I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: curious windowlicker codepig Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Costumed Range Antidepressant Drug 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Rusted Nighttime Police Squad Idiot Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Godawful station liquid oxygen None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: odious famous landscape painting kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: light dingle berry newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: appetizing sapphire prole roast beef Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Swashbuckling Church (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Carmine Frozen Immigrant Base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Comical balding location fortuitous meteor I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: ruddy diverse hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2)#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? 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