Husband and I have been swinging since early January. We've met and fucked five different groups of people (couples, single girls) in six weeks. The only respite I got was period week and that was because I put my foot down.

Because of some erection issues he's been on this quest to 'burn through some couples' and gain some experience. He hasn't wanted to return to the same couple twice until he's worked through it and knows he can sustain an erection.

From the beginning I have expressed that I wanted connection and relationship with the couples I sleep with. I prefer couples but I like women, but I also like having someone to myself, and most of all I like having a dick in me (or dick shaped object.).

However Husband's erection issues have dominated all of the decision making and my wants haven't been the priority. I've been trying to be a good wife and roll with it, but after last weekend I'm done.

Storytime:

We met this couple last weekend. They were clearly on something but denied it. At a very minimum they were drunk. And there was far more drinks throughout the evening.

We took them back to our hotel room. I went to the bathroom, and they were chatting about rules etc. I made the terrible assumption that my rules had been established and did not discuss these myself before stripping off and getting into it.

It was going fine. This motherfucker had a massive cock but I did my best. I'm not a size queen. I'm all about the motion of the ocean, not the size of your boat. I was not aware of this until clothes were off. Husband said he really wanted to see me take it.

I told him to use some lube and he grabbed my face wash, not the lube. So I'm taking this fucking massive cock with soap, and that probably why I'm so sore today. Husband said it's my fault for putting it on the table near to the lube. Fine, I'll own that one. But this guy didn't realize when it fucking soaped up in his hand that maybe something was off?

The part I'm most upset by is that I cannot believe this man put his dick in me without protection. It was only when his girlfriend reminded him not to come inside me and on my back instead that I twigged.

After, I said to him, "you've had a vasectomy right?"

He laughed. "Don't worry I was safe."

That wasn't what I asked. I said, "Well do you?"

"No."

NO?! homeboy, what do you mean no?! Were you just assuming it would be fine?? I am not on birth control!!

BigCock then jokes to me, "if I sit naked on a couch it gets pregnant..."

What the fuck are you doing anything without condoms for then?? Did you think the condoms on the bedside table were just for decoration?

Husband then tells me it's probably his fault because when he discussed rules with the lady she said she was on birth control and was happy for him to fuck without condoms (not sure I'm thrilled with this either because husband and I have previously agreed on condoms). Nothing was apparently discussed about my rules and BigCock just assumed the same rules applied.

I know it's my own fault. I know now I can't trust anyone to advocate for me, except me. And I'm still not sure why I didn't, other than that we were hella drunk and I assumed it had been discussed. I've learned a significant lesson. If I don't explicitly say it, then it hasn't been said.

I've also told husband I'm done with randoms. He needs to figure his dick out and work through the embarrassment of losing it during the second session, because I am so done just meeting these random people and being expected to be on board.

I'm still sore and bleeding the next day and super emotional that there might be even the slightest risk of being pregnant. I'm tired, after a shitty night sleep in a hotel which isn't helping. I feel disrespected, and I know the guy didn't intend to make me feel this way, but I feel violated.

Husband wants to see this couple again and they are asking to see us again. I am feeling emotional about the entire thing and honestly I've cried a fair bit following the encounter. we have other couples messaging us and asking to meet and I don't want to even look at the texts.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5835197&forum_id=2).#49672623)