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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. thirsty halford   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started up-to-no-good principal's office   06/12/25 won't work Fluffy Field   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... bipolar multi-billionaire stage   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... thirsty halford   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Talented liquid oxygen site   07/25/21 Thanks, man thirsty halford   07/25/21 ... Abnormal library coffee pot   07/24/21 ... Abnormal library coffee pot   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Wonderful trust fund   07/24/21 cq pearl beady-eyed station turdskin   07/24/21 ... know-it-all spot dingle berry   07/24/21 ... fuchsia old irish cottage   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... thirsty halford   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... thirsty halford   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Diverse associate cumskin   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... thirsty halford   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Diverse associate cumskin   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... thirsty halford   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Diverse associate cumskin   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... nubile scarlet factory reset button   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr pearl beady-eyed station turdskin   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... thirsty halford   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Cerise sick immigrant   07/24/21 6'2" 245 thirsty halford   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Cerise sick immigrant   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... thirsty halford   07/24/21 Ungh Yellow national security agency   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Soggy copper wagecucks candlestick maker   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Razzle-dazzle violet parlour   07/25/21 ... motley lime temple   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... amber startling idea he suggested   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... lascivious self-absorbed tanning salon double fault   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Provocative Hunting Ground   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? plum garrison   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Doobsian buck-toothed boltzmann   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... dull deer antler   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... curious grizzly ceo   07/24/21 gl gl balding forum   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... soul-stirring home police squad   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison razzmatazz cruise ship gunner   07/24/21 ... Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight thirsty halford   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Canary Talking Puppy Range   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... thirsty halford   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... plum garrison   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... thirsty halford   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. thirsty halford   07/25/21 Go to a meeting soul-stirring home police squad   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... thirsty halford   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... soul-stirring home police squad   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... plum garrison   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... soul-stirring home police squad   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Blathering scourge upon the earth brunch   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring thirsty halford   07/25/21 ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... thirsty halford   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... thirsty halford   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Boyish Death Wish   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... thirsty halford   07/25/21 Go to a meeting soul-stirring home police squad   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... thirsty halford   07/26/21 big mistake bro Marvelous Nowag   07/25/21 3 days down thirsty halford   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... glittery big-titted son of senegal   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... Aphrodisiac swollen church   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... glittery big-titted son of senegal   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. thirsty halford   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... poppy floppy university yarmulke   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. soul-stirring home police squad   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... twinkling swashbuckling bawdyhouse doctorate   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... glittery big-titted son of senegal   07/26/21 ... Deep black corn cake institution   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... thirsty halford   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... soul-stirring home police squad   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... brass masturbator casino   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Razzle-dazzle violet parlour   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... soul-stirring home police squad   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Doobsian buck-toothed boltzmann   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/26/21 ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/26/21 ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... dull deer antler   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... dull deer antler   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... thirsty halford   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... dull deer antler   07/26/21 4 days down thirsty halford   07/27/21 nice man. Citrine self-centered location knife   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. dull deer antler   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Appetizing Carnelian Incel Kitchen   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink thirsty halford   07/28/21 180 bro azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   07/28/21 8957657365 glittery big-titted son of senegal   07/28/21 good job Coiffed Indigo Native Foreskin   07/28/21 ... Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold   07/28/21 ... contagious public bath   07/28/21 ... turquoise ungodly round eye   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... balding forum   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? twinkling swashbuckling bawdyhouse doctorate   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... thirsty halford   07/28/21 180 twisted gas station   07/28/21 ... avocado arousing base   07/28/21 Eat some bananas Maroon Adventurous Shitlib Main People   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... thirsty halford   07/28/21 Go to a meeting soul-stirring home police squad   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. thirsty halford   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   07/29/21 They were work meetings thirsty halford   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. soul-stirring home police squad   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* thirsty halford   07/29/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink thirsty halford   07/29/21 ... lascivious self-absorbed tanning salon double fault   07/29/21 ... dull deer antler   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Supple Harsh National Dog Poop   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. thirsty halford   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... thirsty halford   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! trip house-broken locus   07/30/21 ... Frisky indian lodge   07/30/21 ... dull deer antler   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Blathering scourge upon the earth brunch   07/31/21 ... Appetizing Carnelian Incel Kitchen   07/31/21 ... twisted gas station   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! glittery big-titted son of senegal   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Claret Sadistic Reading Party   07/31/21 8 days down thirsty halford   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Frisky indian lodge   07/31/21 Inspiring. Aphrodisiac swollen church   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... thirsty halford   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... dull deer antler   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... thirsty halford   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... dull deer antler   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... painfully honest insecure pistol   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... thirsty halford   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Frisky indian lodge   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. thirsty halford   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark thirsty halford   08/01/21 ... dull deer antler   08/01/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... thirsty halford   08/02/21 180 dull deer antler   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. thirsty halford   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... light affirmative action people who are hurt   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... light affirmative action people who are hurt   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps turquoise ungodly round eye   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. thirsty halford   08/03/21 5445776444554 heady jade dopamine   08/03/21 ... dull deer antler   08/03/21 ... Coiffed Indigo Native Foreskin   08/03/21 happy for you man flickering parlor clown   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Talented liquid oxygen site   08/03/21 Keep it up twisted gas station   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! trip house-broken locus   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. thirsty halford   08/04/21 ... twisted gas station   08/04/21 180 Day two here azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. thirsty halford   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... thirsty halford   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/09/21 ... Frisky indian lodge   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. thirsty halford   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. soul-stirring home police squad   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can thirsty halford   08/06/21 YES Frisky indian lodge   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... thirsty halford   08/07/21 Day 16 done thirsty halford   08/08/21 Gj! avocado arousing base   08/08/21 17 thirsty halford   08/09/21 180 brother azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here heady jade dopamine   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Aphrodisiac swollen church   08/09/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... thirsty halford   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... thirsty halford   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work Exhilarant Really Tough Guy   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... thirsty halford   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... thirsty halford   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Green ladyboy   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... thirsty halford   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. thirsty halford   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid cocky cracking sound barrier resort   08/13/21 Day 19 done thirsty halford   08/11/21 180 congrats Federal selfie chapel   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... dull deer antler   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... thirsty halford   08/11/21 ty dull deer antler   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Indecent charcoal chad   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... exciting nursing home   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... dull deer antler   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... dull deer antler   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Talented liquid oxygen site   08/12/21 ... dull deer antler   08/12/21 ... vivacious persian mental disorder   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. heady jade dopamine   08/12/21 ... dull deer antler   08/12/21 ... turquoise ungodly round eye   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Violent 180 Love Of Her Life Hall   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... dull deer antler   08/12/21 Nice re today thirsty halford   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... electric coldplay fan   08/12/21 ... Indecent charcoal chad   08/12/21 ... dull deer antler   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... thirsty halford   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... dull deer antler   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. thirsty halford   08/12/21 180 dull deer antler   08/12/21 good job man bat shit crazy aromatic orchestra pit   08/12/21 ... Indecent charcoal chad   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! thirsty halford   08/13/21 180 vivacious persian mental disorder   08/13/21 18000000 dull deer antler   08/13/21 How you feeling? thirsty halford   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... dull deer antler   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... thirsty halford   08/13/21 Ty dull deer antler   08/13/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/13/21 ... Federal selfie chapel   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... Bateful Philosopher-king Mexican   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. thirsty halford   08/13/21 ... Pink stirring sex offender patrolman   08/14/21 ... Wonderful trust fund   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon thirsty halford   08/14/21 ... dull deer antler   08/14/21 Day 23 done thirsty halford   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Deep black corn cake institution   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... thirsty halford   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us trip house-broken locus   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... thirsty halford   08/15/21 180 dull deer antler   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... thirsty halford   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... dull deer antler   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. thirsty halford   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... soul-stirring home police squad   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. soul-stirring home police squad   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... galvanic office   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... thirsty halford   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw galvanic office   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. thirsty halford   08/18/21 ... Federal selfie chapel   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... anal rough-skinned party of the first part keepsake machete   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? dull deer antler   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. thirsty halford   08/16/21 Stabby? Green ladyboy   08/19/21 Day 24 thirsty halford   08/16/21 ... effete khaki trailer park   08/16/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/16/21 180 glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/16/21 ... dull deer antler   08/16/21 ... Deep black corn cake institution   08/16/21 Day 25 thirsty halford   08/17/21 ... dull deer antler   08/17/21 Day 26 thirsty halford   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Deep black corn cake institution   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... thirsty halford   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Deep black corn cake institution   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. thirsty halford   08/18/21 Gj brudda contagious public bath   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/18/21 Trust me I am thirsty halford   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Rambunctious hospital tattoo   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... thirsty halford   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... turquoise ungodly round eye   08/18/21 ... glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/19/21 180 dull deer antler   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books thirsty halford   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. dull deer antler   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. thirsty halford   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... thirsty halford   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. avocado arousing base   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... dull deer antler   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... soul-stirring home police squad   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... dull deer antler   08/20/21 I don't plan to thirsty halford   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... glittery big-titted son of senegal   08/20/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober thirsty halford   08/27/21 180 Talented liquid oxygen site   08/28/21 ... Comical walnut athletic conference black woman   08/28/21 180 brother trip house-broken locus   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Blathering scourge upon the earth brunch   08/28/21 That's amazing thirsty halford   09/03/21 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... thirsty halford   09/03/21 ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Claret Sadistic Reading Party   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Abnormal library coffee pot   09/06/21 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. thirsty halford   09/06/21 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling iridescent spectacular queen of the night shrine   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... thirsty halford   09/06/21 Done with week 7. thirsty halford   09/10/21 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. thirsty halford   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Frisky indian lodge   09/17/21 That's fucking great. glittery big-titted son of senegal   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... thirsty halford   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... honey-headed boistinker   09/24/21 ... nubile scarlet factory reset button   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... glittery big-titted son of senegal   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... thirsty halford   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink thirsty halford   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... poppy floppy university yarmulke   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. thirsty halford   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Claret Sadistic Reading Party   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... thirsty halford   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... charismatic maize market   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... thirsty halford   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... charismatic maize market   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... dull deer antler   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... soul-stirring home police squad   12/01/21 this sounds right Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Dashing Hyperactive Center Regret   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... thirsty halford   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Costumed cerebral circlehead   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades soul-stirring home police squad   12/01/21 keep going brother Sickened Giraffe Menage   12/01/21 30 days sober today thirsty halford   12/16/21 180 Appetizing Carnelian Incel Kitchen   12/16/21 6 months dry Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/04/22 180 Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   01/04/22 Two months sober now thirsty halford   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today thirsty halford   03/13/22 180 Day six here. azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   03/13/22 One day at a time brother thirsty halford   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Federal selfie chapel   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... shimmering chest-beating headpube   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   04/09/22 144 days thirsty halford   04/09/22 Good work Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   04/09/22 Thanks brother thirsty halford   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! bipolar multi-billionaire stage   04/09/22 ... very tactful salmon area   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon thirsty halford   05/03/22 Way to go, man. Fear-inspiring theater   05/04/22 Thanks dude thirsty halford   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... turquoise ungodly round eye   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... turquoise ungodly round eye   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already Concupiscible magical point generalized bond   05/04/22 cr turquoise ungodly round eye   05/04/22 lol well-lubricated hot new version   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Costumed cerebral circlehead   05/04/22 18 months sober Onyx Digit Ratio   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. mint stubborn legend locale   05/04/22 ... thirsty halford   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend thirsty halford   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. thirsty halford   06/26/22 ... azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting   06/26/22 ... Slate school   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up well-lubricated hot new version   06/26/22 ... Bearded Pozpig Dilemma   06/26/22 ... Comical walnut athletic conference black woman   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday thirsty halford   07/17/22 Nine moths today! thirsty halford   08/16/22 180 dull deer antler   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? thirsty halford   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... dull deer antler   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... thirsty halford   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... dull deer antler   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. Fragrant Faggot Firefighter   08/16/22 180 thirsty halford   08/16/22 ... dull deer antler   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... bipolar multi-billionaire stage   08/16/22 ... thirsty halford   08/16/22 ... dull deer antler   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! thirsty halford   09/11/22 348 days in the books thirsty halford   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Deep black corn cake institution   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... thirsty halford   10/30/22 180 billion dull deer antler   10/30/22 How are you doing? thirsty halford   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. dull deer antler   10/30/22 180. Stay strong thirsty halford   10/30/22 ty brother. dull deer antler   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... disgusting whorehouse   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it thirsty halford   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... Fragrant Faggot Firefighter   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. soul-stirring home police squad   10/30/22 ... dull deer antler   10/30/22 1800000 Fragrant Faggot Firefighter   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting sooty macaca skinny woman   10/30/22 ... thirsty halford   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... Cordovan Vigorous Mood Hairy Legs   10/30/22 ... twisted gas station   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. thirsty halford   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. mint stubborn legend locale   11/18/22 397 days and counting thirsty halford   12/18/22 180 twisted gas station   12/18/22 18 months Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/04/23 congrats man know-it-all spot dingle berry   01/04/23 ty Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Emerald Gay Wizard   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? know-it-all spot dingle berry   01/04/23 ~15% Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/04/23 Awesome. soul-stirring home police squad   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... silver mind-boggling lodge   01/04/23 180 thirsty halford   01/07/23 ... odious antidepressant drug juggernaut   01/09/23 poison free in 23 Claret Sadistic Reading Party   01/09/23 ... thirsty halford   01/10/23 180 Chartreuse business firm   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... thirsty halford   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... dull deer antler   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. thirsty halford   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it dull deer antler   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. soul-stirring home police squad   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink thirsty halford   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Deep black corn cake institution   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW thirsty halford   03/06/23 180 Topaz infuriating heaven indirect expression   03/06/23 180 Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Deep black corn cake institution   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... thirsty halford   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Medicated hairraiser haunted graveyard   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... thirsty halford   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Medicated hairraiser haunted graveyard   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... thirsty halford   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books thirsty halford   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... Talented liquid oxygen site   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. thirsty halford   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... Talented liquid oxygen site   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... thirsty halford   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... dull deer antler   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. thirsty halford   04/07/23 ty dull deer antler   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. thirsty halford   05/16/23 180 Exhilarant Really Tough Guy   05/16/23 2 years dry Claret Sadistic Reading Party   06/24/23 Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. thirsty halford   06/24/23 Did you work the steps? soul-stirring home police squad   07/01/23 Wow Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold   06/24/23 Day 640 today bros thirsty halford   08/18/23 Day 700 in the books thirsty halford   10/17/23 congrats know-it-all spot dingle berry   10/17/23 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/27/23 2 years and 7 days thirsty halford   11/24/23 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/24/23 ... dull deer antler   11/24/23 Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/25/23 1919 days free. I will never go back. bipolar multi-billionaire stage   11/25/23 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober Demanding irradiated state   11/25/23 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/25/23 good job cobalt stage kitty   11/25/23 I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc... cobalt stage kitty   11/25/23 Nice. Congrats. thirsty halford   11/26/23 I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/27/23 956 days thirsty halford   06/29/24 Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ... Fiercely-loyal sable toilet seat laser beams   06/29/24 I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better... thirsty halford   06/29/24 Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own Exhilarant Really Tough Guy   06/29/24 ... Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold   06/29/24 ... twisted gas station   06/30/24 180, teenage pussy tp twisted gas station   06/29/24 ... Glassy Wild Ape Pocket Flask   06/30/24 ... twisted gas station   10/09/24 180 thread Big hissy fit   06/29/24 3 years now Claret Sadistic Reading Party   07/05/24 MFCR. 1488 my nigga Topaz infuriating heaven indirect expression   07/05/24 way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha... Fragrant Faggot Firefighter   07/05/24 1058 days thirsty halford   10/09/24 180 man twisted gas station   10/09/24 Do you not drink at all now? Passionate alcoholic space   10/09/24 None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does... thirsty halford   10/14/24 ... Embarrassed to the bone messiness den   10/09/24 ... contagious public bath   10/14/24 Nice soul-stirring home police squad   10/19/24 ... Claret Sadistic Reading Party   11/24/24 ... Deep black corn cake institution   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Histrionic territorial windowlicker step-uncle's house   06/12/25 ... know-it-all spot dingle berry   06/12/25 ... Magenta beta ratface   08/02/25 4 years Claret Sadistic Reading Party   08/02/25 how has your life changed? know-it-all spot dingle berry   08/02/25 180 Irate bronze pervert church building   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 Fragrant Faggot Firefighter   08/02/25 180 good going man Thriller Deranged Hell Feces   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: thirsty halford First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: up-to-no-good principal's office 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Fluffy Field won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: bipolar multi-billionaire stage begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: thirsty halford Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: thirsty halford Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Abnormal library coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Abnormal library coffee pot (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Wonderful trust fund how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: pearl beady-eyed station turdskin cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: fuchsia old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: thirsty halford Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: thirsty halford Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Diverse associate cumskin Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: thirsty halford This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Diverse associate cumskin When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: thirsty halford I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Diverse associate cumskin we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: nubile scarlet factory reset button You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: pearl beady-eyed station turdskin Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: thirsty halford That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Cerise sick immigrant how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: thirsty halford 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Cerise sick immigrant no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: thirsty halford I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Yellow national security agency Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Pea-brained Titillating Theater Stage Organic Girlfriend u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Soggy copper wagecucks candlestick maker I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle violet parlour You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: motley lime temple (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: amber startling idea he suggested Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: lascivious self-absorbed tanning salon double fault stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Provocative Hunting Ground Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: plum garrison so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Doobsian buck-toothed boltzmann go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: dull deer antler Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: curious grizzly ceo the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: balding forum gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: razzmatazz cruise ship gunner Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: thirsty halford Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Canary Talking Puppy Range Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: thirsty halford 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: plum garrison have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: thirsty halford Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: thirsty halford Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: thirsty halford Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: plum garrison what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Blathering scourge upon the earth brunch I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: thirsty halford I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: thirsty halford I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: thirsty halford 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Boyish Death Wish Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: thirsty halford From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: thirsty halford Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Marvelous Nowag big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: thirsty halford 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Aphrodisiac swollen church I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: thirsty halford That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: poppy floppy university yarmulke Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: twinkling swashbuckling bawdyhouse doctorate can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: thirsty halford Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: brass masturbator casino Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle violet parlour Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Doobsian buck-toothed boltzmann no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: dull deer antler I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: dull deer antler Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: thirsty halford Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: dull deer antler Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: thirsty halford I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: twisted gas station 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: avocado arousing base (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Maroon Adventurous Shitlib Main People Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: thirsty halford I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: thirsty halford Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: thirsty halford They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: thirsty halford That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: lascivious self-absorbed tanning salon double fault (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Supple Harsh National Dog Poop Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: thirsty halford That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: thirsty halford One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: trip house-broken locus Keep it up brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: thirsty halford 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Frisky indian lodge Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Aphrodisiac swollen church Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: thirsty halford Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: dull deer antler i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: thirsty halford A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: dull deer antler thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: painfully honest insecure pistol I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: thirsty halford For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Frisky indian lodge This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: thirsty halford Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: thirsty halford Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: thirsty halford 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: thirsty halford 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: light affirmative action people who are hurt Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: light affirmative action people who are hurt It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: thirsty halford In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: heady jade dopamine 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Coiffed Indigo Native Foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: flickering parlor clown happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: twisted gas station Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: trip house-broken locus Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: thirsty halford BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: twisted gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: thirsty halford Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: thirsty halford Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Frisky indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: thirsty halford Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Frisky indian lodge YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: thirsty halford 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: avocado arousing base Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: thirsty halford 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: heady jade dopamine This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Aphrodisiac swollen church Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: thirsty halford Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Exhilarant Really Tough Guy Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: thirsty halford Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: thirsty halford They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Green ladyboy The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: thirsty halford Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: thirsty halford Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: cocky cracking sound barrier resort Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Federal selfie chapel 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: dull deer antler Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: thirsty halford No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: dull deer antler ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Indecent charcoal chad CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: exciting nursing home hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: dull deer antler Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: dull deer antler Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: vivacious persian mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: heady jade dopamine Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Violent 180 Love Of Her Life Hall You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: dull deer antler Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: thirsty halford Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: electric coldplay fan Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Indecent charcoal chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Ultramarine awkward corner lettuce 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: thirsty halford Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: dull deer antler Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: bat shit crazy aromatic orchestra pit good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Indecent charcoal chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: thirsty halford Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: vivacious persian mental disorder 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: dull deer antler 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: thirsty halford How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: dull deer antler Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: thirsty halford Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: dull deer antler Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Federal selfie chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Bateful Philosopher-king Mexican stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: thirsty halford You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Pink stirring sex offender patrolman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Wonderful trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: thirsty halford Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: trip house-broken locus Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: thirsty halford Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: thirsty halford Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: dull deer antler An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: thirsty halford Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: soul-stirring home police squad You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: galvanic office sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: thirsty halford I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: galvanic office are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: thirsty halford Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Federal selfie chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: anal rough-skinned party of the first part keepsake machete I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: dull deer antler 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: thirsty halford Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Green ladyboy Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: effete khaki trailer park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: thirsty halford Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: thirsty halford I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: contagious public bath Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: thirsty halford Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Rambunctious hospital tattoo Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: thirsty halford Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: dull deer antler 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: thirsty halford Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: thirsty halford Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: avocado arousing base Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: dull deer antler Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: dull deer antler Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: thirsty halford I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: thirsty halford Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Comical walnut athletic conference black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: trip house-broken locus 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Blathering scourge upon the earth brunch Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: thirsty halford That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: thirsty halford Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Abnormal library coffee pot Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: thirsty halford Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: iridescent spectacular queen of the night shrine Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: thirsty halford I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: thirsty halford Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: thirsty halford 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Frisky indian lodge Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: thirsty halford 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: honey-headed boistinker don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: nubile scarlet factory reset button (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: glittery big-titted son of senegal The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: thirsty halford I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: thirsty halford 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: poppy floppy university yarmulke Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: thirsty halford Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: thirsty halford Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: charismatic maize market Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: thirsty halford I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: charismatic maize market I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: dull deer antler Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Dashing Hyperactive Center Regret 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: thirsty halford Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Costumed cerebral circlehead https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Sickened Giraffe Menage keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: thirsty halford 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Appetizing Carnelian Incel Kitchen 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: thirsty halford Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: thirsty halford 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: thirsty halford One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Federal selfie chapel Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: shimmering chest-beating headpube By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: thirsty halford 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: thirsty halford Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: bipolar multi-billionaire stage 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: very tactful salmon area (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: thirsty halford 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Fear-inspiring theater Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: thirsty halford Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Concupiscible magical point generalized bond then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: turquoise ungodly round eye cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: well-lubricated hot new version lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Costumed cerebral circlehead https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Onyx Digit Ratio 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: mint stubborn legend locale 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: thirsty halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: thirsty halford 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: thirsty halford 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: azure duck-like box office famous landscape painting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Slate school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: well-lubricated hot new version good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Bearded Pozpig Dilemma (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Comical walnut athletic conference black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: thirsty halford Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: thirsty halford Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: thirsty halford How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: dull deer antler i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: thirsty halford Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: dull deer antler thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Fragrant Faggot Firefighter congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: thirsty halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: bipolar multi-billionaire stage congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: thirsty halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: thirsty halford I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: thirsty halford 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: thirsty halford 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: dull deer antler 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: thirsty halford How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: dull deer antler haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: thirsty halford 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: dull deer antler ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: disgusting whorehouse I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: thirsty halford Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Fragrant Faggot Firefighter Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Fragrant Faggot Firefighter 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: sooty macaca skinny woman 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: thirsty halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Cordovan Vigorous Mood Hairy Legs proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: twisted gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: thirsty halford One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: mint stubborn legend locale 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: thirsty halford 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: twisted gas station 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Emerald Gay Wizard Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: silver mind-boggling lodge Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: thirsty halford 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: odious antidepressant drug juggernaut (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: thirsty halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Chartreuse business firm 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: thirsty halford My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: dull deer antler Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: thirsty halford Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: dull deer antler 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: thirsty halford 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: thirsty halford Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Topaz infuriating heaven indirect expression 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Hideous Rose Azn Sandwich 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Deep black corn cake institution Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: thirsty halford In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Medicated hairraiser haunted graveyard Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: thirsty halford Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Medicated hairraiser haunted graveyard I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: thirsty halford Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: thirsty halford Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Talented liquid oxygen site Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: thirsty halford For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: dull deer antler I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: thirsty halford Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: dull deer antler ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: thirsty halford 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Exhilarant Really Tough Guy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: thirsty halford Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: thirsty halford Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: thirsty halford 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: dull deer antler (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: bipolar multi-billionaire stage 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Demanding irradiated state 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: cobalt stage kitty good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: cobalt stage kitty I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: thirsty halford Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: thirsty halford 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal sable toilet seat laser beams Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: thirsty halford I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Exhilarant Really Tough Guy Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: Flesh Stimulating Senate Cuckold (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: twisted gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: twisted gas station 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Glassy Wild Ape Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: twisted gas station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Big hissy fit 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Topaz infuriating heaven indirect expression MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Fragrant Faggot Firefighter way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: thirsty halford 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: twisted gas station 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Passionate alcoholic space Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: thirsty halford None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Embarrassed to the bone messiness den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: contagious public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: soul-stirring home police squad Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Deep black corn cake institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Histrionic territorial windowlicker step-uncle's house I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: Magenta beta ratface (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: Claret Sadistic Reading Party 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: know-it-all spot dingle berry how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: Irate bronze pervert church building 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: Fragrant Faggot Firefighter Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Thriller Deranged Hell Feces 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49150688)