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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Impertinent center cuckold   06/12/25 won't work Motley son of senegal   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Aphrodisiac Trailer Park   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend exhilarant area dysfunction   07/25/21 Thanks, man Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 ... alcoholic cocky site   07/24/21 ... alcoholic cocky site   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking sienna point   07/24/21 cq Sable pisswyrm   07/24/21 ... Galvanic Brass National   07/24/21 ... puce immigrant   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Heady skinny woman really tough guy   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... chestnut stead chad   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Heady skinny woman really tough guy   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... lake fantasy-prone shitlib   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... lake fantasy-prone shitlib   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother lake fantasy-prone shitlib   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Big lodge   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Sable pisswyrm   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... chestnut stead chad   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? autistic voyeur office   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? autistic voyeur office   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Jet Roast Beef   07/24/21 Ungh Wild dark police squad   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? chestnut stead chad   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. French citrine azn   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Out-of-control stag film toilet seat   07/25/21 ... talking antidepressant drug   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Saffron piazza   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Twisted lay   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze gold buck-toothed indirect expression   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? unhinged whorehouse athletic conference   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Ebony church building juggernaut   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... violent free-loading theater knife   07/24/21 gl gl filthy mad cow disease doctorate   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... curious tan heaven quadroon   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison marvelous native sex offender   07/24/21 ... odious trump supporter marketing idea   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Racy arrogant nowag water buffalo   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... unhinged whorehouse athletic conference   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Go to a meeting curious tan heaven quadroon   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... curious tan heaven quadroon   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... unhinged whorehouse athletic conference   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... curious tan heaven quadroon   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Maroon milk fat ankles   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 ... Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... godawful light nibblets   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... Jet Roast Beef   07/25/21 Go to a meeting curious tan heaven quadroon   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... Jet Roast Beef   07/26/21 big mistake bro primrose adventurous circlehead   07/25/21 3 days down Jet Roast Beef   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. 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Jet Roast Beef   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   07/26/21 4 days down Jet Roast Beef   07/27/21 nice man. Fighting Pea-brained Set Background Story   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. nudist claret headpube old irish cottage   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Jet Roast Beef   07/28/21 180 bro Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   07/28/21 8957657365 dashing national security agency   07/28/21 good job charcoal floppy hell   07/28/21 ... odious trump supporter marketing idea   07/28/21 ... Stimulating apoplectic sneaky criminal state   07/28/21 ... Medicated 180 Institution   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... filthy mad cow disease doctorate   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? 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One day down one day to go. jet-lagged range   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Jet Roast Beef   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Jet Roast Beef   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Shimmering Hall   07/30/21 ... Narrow-minded Alpha   07/30/21 ... Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Maroon milk fat ankles   07/31/21 ... nudist claret headpube old irish cottage   07/31/21 ... red razzle sweet tailpipe   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! dashing national security agency   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Arousing Stage   07/31/21 8 days down Jet Roast Beef   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Narrow-minded Alpha   07/31/21 Inspiring. Soggy lime meetinghouse   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Jet Roast Beef   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... 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Jet Roast Beef   08/04/21 ... red razzle sweet tailpipe   08/04/21 180 Day two here Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Jet Roast Beef   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Jet Roast Beef   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask   08/09/21 ... Narrow-minded Alpha   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Jet Roast Beef   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. dashing national security agency   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. curious tan heaven quadroon   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Jet Roast Beef   08/06/21 YES Narrow-minded Alpha   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... 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If anything is... curious tan heaven quadroon   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. curious tan heaven quadroon   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Translucent Wonderful Address   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Jet Roast Beef   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Translucent Wonderful Address   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Jet Roast Beef   08/18/21 ... Slap-happy hairraiser pervert locus   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... Electric Buff Parlor Organic Girlfriend   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Jet Roast Beef   08/16/21 Stabby? brindle misunderstood sanctuary factory reset button   08/19/21 Day 24 Jet Roast Beef   08/16/21 ... learning disabled snowy haunted graveyard   08/16/21 180 exhilarant area dysfunction   08/16/21 180 dashing national security agency   08/16/21 ... 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Jet Roast Beef   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Arousing Stage   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Jet Roast Beef   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... bateful fuchsia school feces   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Jet Roast Beef   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... bateful fuchsia school feces   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... curious tan heaven quadroon   12/01/21 this sounds right submissive peach clown resort   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... seedy embarrassed to the bone masturbator   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... 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Accomplishes nothing multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate   04/09/22 144 days Jet Roast Beef   04/09/22 Good work multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate   04/09/22 Thanks brother Jet Roast Beef   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! Aphrodisiac Trailer Park   04/09/22 ... Spectacular Cuck Stage   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon Jet Roast Beef   05/03/22 Way to go, man. slimy crawly filthpig faggotry   05/04/22 Thanks dude Jet Roast Beef   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Medicated 180 Institution   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Impertinent center cuckold 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Motley son of senegal won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Trailer Park begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: alcoholic cocky site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: alcoholic cocky site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: sienna point how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Sable pisswyrm cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Galvanic Brass National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: puce immigrant (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Heady skinny woman really tough guy 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: chestnut stead chad a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Heady skinny woman really tough guy Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: lake fantasy-prone shitlib Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: lake fantasy-prone shitlib When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: lake fantasy-prone shitlib we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Big lodge You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Sable pisswyrm Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: chestnut stead chad set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: autistic voyeur office how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: autistic voyeur office no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Wild dark police squad Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: chestnut stead chad u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: French citrine azn I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Out-of-control stag film toilet seat You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: talking antidepressant drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Saffron piazza Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Twisted lay stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: gold buck-toothed indirect expression Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: unhinged whorehouse athletic conference so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? 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Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: marvelous native sex offender Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: odious trump supporter marketing idea (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Racy arrogant nowag water buffalo Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: unhinged whorehouse athletic conference have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: unhinged whorehouse athletic conference what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Maroon milk fat ankles I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: godawful light nibblets Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: primrose adventurous circlehead big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: dashing national security agency Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Soggy lime meetinghouse I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: dashing national security agency No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Rambunctious Vibrant Prole Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Glassy zombie-like theatre brethren can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: dashing national security agency That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Harsh regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: know-it-all plum philosopher-king Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Out-of-control stag film toilet seat Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Ebony church building juggernaut no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Fighting Pea-brained Set Background Story nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: nudist claret headpube old irish cottage Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: dashing national security agency 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: charcoal floppy hell good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: odious trump supporter marketing idea (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Stimulating apoplectic sneaky criminal state (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Medicated 180 Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: filthy mad cow disease doctorate also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Glassy zombie-like theatre brethren good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Cracking wine parlour degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Offensive Turquoise Wagecucks Theater Stage Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Twisted lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: jet-lagged range Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Shimmering Hall Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Maroon milk fat ankles 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: nudist claret headpube old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: dashing national security agency You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Arousing Stage keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Soggy lime meetinghouse Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Aquamarine jap I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Outnumbered shaky orchestra pit blood rage Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: dashing national security agency I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Outnumbered shaky orchestra pit blood rage It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: submissive peach clown resort nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Medicated 180 Institution exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Crystalline cowardly shrine keepsake machete 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: charcoal floppy hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: bat shit crazy elastic band happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Shimmering Hall Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: dashing national security agency Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Cracking wine parlour degenerate Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Crystalline cowardly shrine keepsake machete This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Soggy lime meetinghouse Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: vivacious very tactful den sound barrier Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: brindle misunderstood sanctuary factory reset button The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: obsidian provocative crackhouse goal in life Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Slap-happy hairraiser pervert locus 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: irradiated chapel potus CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: sadistic dingle berry preventive strike hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: submissive peach clown resort After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: contagious fiercely-loyal brunch multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Crystalline cowardly shrine keepsake machete Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Medicated 180 Institution (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: magenta territorial therapy church You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Laughsome french chef cumskin Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: irradiated chapel potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Heady skinny woman really tough guy 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: transparent library good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: irradiated chapel potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: contagious fiercely-loyal brunch multi-billionaire 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Slap-happy hairraiser pervert locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: amber kitchen hissy fit stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Fluffy up-to-no-good abode community account (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: sienna point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Harsh regret Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Shimmering Hall Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Translucent Wonderful Address sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Translucent Wonderful Address are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Slap-happy hairraiser pervert locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Electric Buff Parlor Organic Girlfriend I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice. Congrats. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: learning disabled snowy haunted graveyard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: dashing national security agency 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Harsh regret (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Harsh regret do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Harsh regret Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Stimulating apoplectic sneaky criminal state Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: dashing national security agency Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: white beady-eyed spot Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Medicated 180 Institution that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: dashing national security agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Cracking wine parlour degenerate Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: dashing national security agency Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: house-broken business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Shimmering Hall 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Maroon milk fat ankles Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Arousing Stage this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: alcoholic cocky site Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: aqua razzmatazz newt home Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Narrow-minded Alpha Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: dashing national security agency That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: deep new version wrinkle don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Big lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: dashing national security agency The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Rambunctious Vibrant Prole Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Arousing Stage well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: bateful fuchsia school feces Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: bateful fuchsia school feces I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: submissive peach clown resort this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: seedy embarrassed to the bone masturbator 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Iridescent startled pit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: nofapping personal credit line dopamine keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: nudist claret headpube old irish cottage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Arousing Stage 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Slap-happy hairraiser pervert locus Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Drab bonkers forum sandwich By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Aphrodisiac Trailer Park 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Spectacular Cuck Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: slimy crawly filthpig faggotry Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Medicated 180 Institution 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Medicated 180 Institution I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: multi-colored vermilion patrolman senate then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Medicated 180 Institution cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: stirring public bath lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Iridescent startled pit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: comical clear cruise ship stock car 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: smoky telephone principal's office 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Balding Excitant Gaming Laptop Pocket Flask (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Mint Soul-stirring Boistinker Location (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: stirring public bath good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Blue supple rehab volcanic crater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: house-broken business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: cerebral ticket booth messiness congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Trailer Park congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Harsh regret 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Swashbuckling Ape I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: cerebral ticket booth messiness Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: cerebral ticket booth messiness 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Grizzly fragrant dilemma digit ratio 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Insanely creepy idea he suggested step-uncle's house proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: smoky telephone principal's office 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Arousing Stage 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Galvanic Brass National congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Arousing Stage ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: mind-boggling dun yarmulke kitty Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Arousing Stage I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Galvanic Brass National 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Arousing Stage ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Salmon Liquid Oxygen Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: bistre histrionic rigor pozpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Arousing Stage poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: aromatic pearly house 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Harsh regret What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: overrated boyish market giraffe 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: submissive peach clown resort 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Harsh regret Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: razzle-dazzle becky plaza Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: razzle-dazzle becky plaza I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: exhilarant area dysfunction Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: vivacious very tactful den sound barrier 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Arousing Stage 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: curious tan heaven quadroon Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: odious trump supporter marketing idea Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Galvanic Brass National congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Appetizing Doobsian Faggot Firefighter Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Arousing Stage Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Trailer Park 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Effete nighttime temple 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Arousing Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: sinister frum mad-dog skullcap incel good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: sinister frum mad-dog skullcap incel I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Jet Roast Beef Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Arousing Stage I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: hideous abusive station Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: red razzle sweet tailpipe 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Naked Hospital Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Jet Roast Beef None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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