Date: February 17th, 2025 7:28 AM Author: Stubborn big-titted house electric furnace
It's sad because I have no real friends, the only social outlets I have are screen based & technologically mediated
None of these people know im non white, at least most of them dont since there is that distance of just being online acquaintances/gamers, none think to ask, maybe some know or realize through context clues or being able to intuit certain accent irregularities (only locals) noone has made a point of it it or asked explicitly
not quite sure why I do this? the narcissistic injury of simply admitting it/being 'known' is insurmountable for my tiny colonized brain. I just cant relax unless im "neutral" if that makes sense? I just want to fit in.