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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. blue boiling water   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started overrated olive university   06/12/25 won't work obsidian beta center   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... twinkling principal's office   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... blue boiling water   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Sinister Boistinker   07/25/21 Thanks, man blue boiling water   07/25/21 ... Shaky indirect expression   07/24/21 ... Shaky indirect expression   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking crystalline fat ankles twinkling uncleanness   07/24/21 cq vivacious bonkers sanctuary   07/24/21 ... stirring spot haunted graveyard   07/24/21 ... mischievous skinny woman nursing home   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... blue boiling water   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Aphrodisiac brilliant theater   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... blue boiling water   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Aphrodisiac brilliant theater   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... marvelous institution   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... blue boiling water   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... marvelous institution   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... blue boiling water   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother marvelous institution   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Passionate Dog Poop   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr vivacious bonkers sanctuary   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... blue boiling water   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? up-to-no-good charismatic personal credit line organic girlfriend   07/24/21 6'2" 245 blue boiling water   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? up-to-no-good charismatic personal credit line organic girlfriend   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... blue boiling water   07/24/21 Ungh wine laser beams idea he suggested   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. cowardly stead   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... snowy love of her life   07/25/21 ... mentally impaired scarlet sandwich hospital   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Low-t base   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Self-absorbed immigrant   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Free-loading Stain Orchestra Pit   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Transparent hateful piazza   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong tan glittery knife   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Emerald dysfunction nowag   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Naked infuriating legal warrant whorehouse   07/24/21 gl gl Plum Lascivious Juggernaut   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... Brindle racy theater stage quadroon   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison Aquamarine cruise ship   07/24/21 ... 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Then I became dependen... blue boiling water   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. abnormal national fanboi   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. blue boiling water   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark blue boiling water   08/01/21 ... Emerald dysfunction nowag   08/01/21 180 Sinister Boistinker   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... blue boiling water   08/02/21 180 Emerald dysfunction nowag   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. blue boiling water   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... slimy wagecucks   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Angry Dingle Berry Garrison   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... slimy wagecucks   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go bateful lettuce parlour   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps pearly hilarious sound barrier box office   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. blue boiling water   08/03/21 5445776444554 mewling beady-eyed dilemma   08/03/21 ... Emerald dysfunction nowag   08/03/21 ... Well-lubricated Milk   08/03/21 happy for you man laughsome library   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Sinister Boistinker   08/03/21 Keep it up gay meetinghouse pistol   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Diverse flesh step-uncle's house persian   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. blue boiling water   08/04/21 ... gay meetinghouse pistol   08/04/21 180 Day two here primrose excitant round eye lodge   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. blue boiling water   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... primrose excitant round eye lodge   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... blue boiling water   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... primrose excitant round eye lodge   08/09/21 ... abnormal national fanboi   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. blue boiling water   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Angry Dingle Berry Garrison   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. Brindle racy theater stage quadroon   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can blue boiling water   08/06/21 YES abnormal national fanboi   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. 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A month ago I didn't thi... blue boiling water   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. sexy mediation property   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Emerald dysfunction nowag   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... Brindle racy theater stage quadroon   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Emerald dysfunction nowag   08/20/21 I don't plan to blue boiling water   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Angry Dingle Berry Garrison   08/20/21 180 Sinister Boistinker   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober blue boiling water   08/27/21 180 Sinister Boistinker   08/28/21 ... Painfully honest abode   08/28/21 180 brother Diverse flesh step-uncle's house persian   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Heady zombie-like native   08/28/21 That's amazing blue boiling water   09/03/21 ... razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... blue boiling water   09/03/21 ... primrose excitant round eye lodge   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Shaky indirect expression   09/06/21 ... razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. blue boiling water   09/06/21 ... razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling violent jewess locus   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... blue boiling water   09/06/21 Done with week 7. blue boiling water   09/10/21 ... razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site   09/12/21 8 weeks. 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I hit 4 years on June 12 WNBA dildo   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: blue boiling water First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: overrated olive university 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: obsidian beta center won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: twinkling principal's office begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: blue boiling water Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Sinister Boistinker He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: blue boiling water Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Shaky indirect expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Shaky indirect expression (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: crystalline fat ankles twinkling uncleanness how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: vivacious bonkers sanctuary cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: stirring spot haunted graveyard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: mischievous skinny woman nursing home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: blue boiling water Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Aphrodisiac brilliant theater 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: blue boiling water Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Aphrodisiac brilliant theater Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: marvelous institution Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: blue boiling water This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: marvelous institution When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: blue boiling water I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: marvelous institution we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Passionate Dog Poop You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: vivacious bonkers sanctuary Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: blue boiling water That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: up-to-no-good charismatic personal credit line organic girlfriend how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: blue boiling water 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: up-to-no-good charismatic personal credit line organic girlfriend no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: blue boiling water I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: wine laser beams idea he suggested Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Floppy school cafeteria factory reset button u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: cowardly stead I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: snowy love of her life You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: mentally impaired scarlet sandwich hospital (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Low-t base Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Self-absorbed immigrant stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Free-loading Stain Orchestra Pit Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Transparent hateful piazza so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: tan glittery knife go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Naked infuriating legal warrant whorehouse the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Plum Lascivious Juggernaut gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Aquamarine cruise ship Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Adulterous Sable Trailer Park (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: blue boiling water Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Vermilion hell Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: blue boiling water 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Transparent hateful piazza have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: blue boiling water Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: blue boiling water Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: blue boiling water Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Transparent hateful piazza what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Heady zombie-like native I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: blue boiling water I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: blue boiling water I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: blue boiling water 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. 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But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Shivering Sapphire Rehab Pervert big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: blue boiling water 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: adventurous garnet business firm toaster I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: blue boiling water That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: aromatic shimmering forum filthpig Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: multi-colored azure house can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: blue boiling water Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Razzle very tactful feces Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: snowy love of her life Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: tan glittery knife no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: blue boiling water Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: blue boiling water I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: gay meetinghouse pistol 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: sexy mediation property (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Boyish trust fund masturbator Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: blue boiling water I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: blue boiling water Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Odious crotch who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: blue boiling water They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Those won't keep you sober. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: blue boiling water That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: blue boiling water One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Diverse flesh step-uncle's house persian Keep it up brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: blue boiling water 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: abnormal national fanboi Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: adventurous garnet business firm toaster Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: blue boiling water Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: blue boiling water A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Dun Blathering Indian Lodge Windowlicker I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: blue boiling water For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: abnormal national fanboi This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: blue boiling water Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: blue boiling water Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: blue boiling water 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: blue boiling water 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: slimy wagecucks Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: slimy wagecucks It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: bateful lettuce parlour nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: blue boiling water In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: blue boiling water BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: gay meetinghouse pistol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: blue boiling water Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: blue boiling water Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: abnormal national fanboi (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: blue boiling water Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: abnormal national fanboi YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: blue boiling water 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: sexy mediation property Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: blue boiling water 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: mewling beady-eyed dilemma This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: adventurous garnet business firm toaster Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: blue boiling water Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: maniacal marketing idea space Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: blue boiling water Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: blue boiling water They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: dull location The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: blue boiling water Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: blue boiling water Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Cyan Messiness Toilet Seat Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Aqua halford 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: blue boiling water No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Irradiated clear faggotry associate CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Bossy mother hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: bateful lettuce parlour After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Sinister Boistinker I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: exhilarant field (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: mewling beady-eyed dilemma Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Provocative rusted background story You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: blue boiling water Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Galvanic corn cake Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Irradiated clear faggotry associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Aphrodisiac brilliant theater 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: blue boiling water Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Gold Gunner good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Irradiated clear faggotry associate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: blue boiling water Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: exhilarant field 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: blue boiling water How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: blue boiling water Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Aqua halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Charcoal Heaven Main People stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: blue boiling water You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: concupiscible bawdyhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: crystalline fat ankles twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: blue boiling water Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Diverse flesh step-uncle's house persian Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: blue boiling water Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: blue boiling water Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: blue boiling water Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: big coral temple dragon sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: blue boiling water I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: big coral temple dragon are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: blue boiling water Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Aqua halford (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: glassy preventive strike I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: blue boiling water Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: dull location Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: stimulating nighttime keepsake machete rigor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: blue boiling water Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: blue boiling water I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Talented chrome school psychic Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: blue boiling water Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Vibrant big-titted theatre Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: blue boiling water Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: blue boiling water Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: blue boiling water Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: sexy mediation property Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: blue boiling water I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: blue boiling water Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Sinister Boistinker 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Painfully honest abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Diverse flesh step-uncle's house persian 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Heady zombie-like native Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: blue boiling water That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: blue boiling water Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Shaky indirect expression Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: blue boiling water Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: violent jewess locus Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: blue boiling water I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: blue boiling water Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: blue boiling water 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: abnormal national fanboi Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: blue boiling water 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Black Twisted Plaza don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Passionate Dog Poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Angry Dingle Berry Garrison The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: blue boiling water I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: blue boiling water 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: aromatic shimmering forum filthpig Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: blue boiling water Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: blue boiling water Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Erotic half-breed Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: blue boiling water I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Erotic half-breed I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: bateful lettuce parlour this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Swashbuckling kitchen degenerate 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: blue boiling water Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: rough-skinned aggressive stock car https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Motley circlehead prole keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: blue boiling water 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Odious crotch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: blue boiling water Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: blue boiling water 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: blue boiling water One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Aqua halford Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: cracking coffee pot partner By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Odious crotch 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: blue boiling water 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Odious crotch Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: blue boiling water Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: twinkling principal's office 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: fluffy magenta rigpig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: blue boiling water 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Titillating stage athletic conference Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: blue boiling water Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Odious crotch Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Odious crotch then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: pearly hilarious sound barrier box office cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Fiercely-loyal fragrant brunch lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: rough-skinned aggressive stock car https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: orchid razzmatazz den yarmulke 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Deranged pocket flask depressive 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: blue boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: blue boiling water 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: blue boiling water 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: primrose excitant round eye lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Duck-like Smoky Patrolman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal fragrant brunch good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: Maize parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Painfully honest abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: blue boiling water Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: blue boiling water Nine moths today! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: blue boiling water 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: twinkling principal's office congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: blue boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: blue boiling water I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: blue boiling water 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: blue boiling water 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: blue boiling water How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: blue boiling water 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: sadistic grizzly giraffe candlestick maker I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: blue boiling water Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Misunderstood unholy area new version Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Brindle racy theater stage quadroon 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Misunderstood unholy area new version 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: supple peach church building gaming laptop 180 man. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: blue boiling water 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: gay meetinghouse pistol 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: stirring spot haunted graveyard congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Curious Chartreuse Macaca Party Of The First Part Biggest health change? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: anal spectacular becky roommate Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: blue boiling water 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: electric mint crackhouse tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: blue boiling water (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Drunken Mad Cow Disease 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: blue boiling water My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: blue boiling water 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: blue boiling water Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Umber Address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: bateful lettuce parlour 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Claret Blood Rage Multi-billionaire Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: blue boiling water In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Frozen pontificating hissy fit Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: blue boiling water Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Frozen pontificating hissy fit I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: blue boiling water Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: blue boiling water Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: blue boiling water Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Sinister Boistinker Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: blue boiling water For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: blue boiling water Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Emerald dysfunction nowag ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: blue boiling water 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: maniacal marketing idea space 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: razzle-dazzle hyperventilating site 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2).#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: blue boiling water Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. 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