age, race, measurements, personality, tattoos and piercings, etc

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49433787)

now she is 28

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49433796)

I miss her so much I have worked so hard in her absence and am finally ready, but I said so many horrible things to her in the aftermath that I am not sure I can navigate. My life is ruined

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49433863)

I basically did that. She started lashing out at me for sucking shit and I just doubled down :( so cooked bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49434373)

"I can’t give you the paragraph verbatim (copyright), but here’s the gist of that “rolodex of memories” moment:

Hyoi pushes back on Ransom’s very human FOMO about good experiences being “over.”

He says that a pleasure is only fully grown when it’s remembered – you’re mistaken if you treat the event and the memory as two different things. The remembering is like the final movement of a poem: it’s the last part of the pleasure, not some ghostly after-image.

He tells Ransom that when they first met, the meeting itself was “nothing” compared to what that meeting will become as he remembers it over the rest of his life—even “when I lie down to die.” The real meeting is what that experience has grown into inside him over time."

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49434401)

but he's caught golden-handed. very awkward.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5798544&forum_id=2],#49434748)