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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
pink ceo
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
laughsome theatre milk
  06/12/25
won't work
cruel-hearted step-uncle's house
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Topaz lodge
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Harsh church nowag
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
pink ceo
  07/25/21
...
sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park
  07/24/21
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sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park
  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
Frozen impertinent market pervert
  07/24/21
cq
Zombie-like frum gas station kitty cat
  07/24/21
...
charcoal striped hyena becky
  07/24/21
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Lake disrespectful point
  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
Marvelous bossy wrinkle
  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
Judgmental underhanded double fault station
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
Marvelous bossy wrinkle
  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
french hairraiser parlor doctorate
  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
french hairraiser parlor doctorate
  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
french hairraiser parlor doctorate
  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
Razzmatazz flushed hall
  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
Zombie-like frum gas station kitty cat
  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
Judgmental underhanded double fault station
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
180 patrolman sound barrier
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
pink ceo
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
180 patrolman sound barrier
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
pink ceo
  07/24/21
Ungh
Appetizing crusty chapel
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
Judgmental underhanded double fault station
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Irradiated mentally impaired menage famous landscape painting
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
rusted range
  07/25/21
...
Saffron stage
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Spectacular Internet-worthy House
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
multi-colored boistinker locale
  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
galvanic shimmering forum giraffe
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Trip plaza
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
Mewling French Chef
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
insecure resort pistol
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
sable queen of the night
  07/24/21
gl gl
Jet fantasy-prone pit coffee pot
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
contagious turdskin
  07/24/21
...
Titillating business firm juggernaut
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
awkward lascivious box office
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Trip plaza
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Trip plaza
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
learning disabled histrionic set private investor
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
pink ceo
  07/25/21
...
alcoholic stock car stain
  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
alcoholic stock car stain
  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
alcoholic stock car stain
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
Azure pungent cruise ship
  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
pink ceo
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
pink ceo
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
beta chartreuse idiot
  07/25/21
3 days down
pink ceo
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
thriller cuck athletic conference
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
pink ceo
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
tan narrow-minded ape toilet seat
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
White church building
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  07/26/21
...
razzle site
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
pink ceo
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Cowardly Sneaky Criminal
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
rusted range
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
Mewling French Chef
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
alcoholic stock car stain
  07/26/21
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alcoholic stock car stain
  07/26/21
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alcoholic stock car stain
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
insecure resort pistol
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
insecure resort pistol
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
pink ceo
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
insecure resort pistol
  07/26/21
4 days down
pink ceo
  07/27/21
nice man.
indecent well-lubricated nursing home
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
insecure resort pistol
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
Fuchsia affirmative action
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
pink ceo
  07/28/21
180 bro
alcoholic stock car stain
  07/28/21
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Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  07/28/21
good job
Beady-eyed whorehouse
  07/28/21
...
Titillating business firm juggernaut
  07/28/21
...
Floppy Chestnut Black Woman
  07/28/21
...
flickering supple regret heaven
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
Jet fantasy-prone pit coffee pot
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
White church building
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
pink ceo
  07/28/21
180
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  07/28/21
...
wonderful light orchestra pit
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
Silver Area
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
pink ceo
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
pink ceo
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
pink ceo
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
pink ceo
  07/29/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
pink ceo
  07/29/21
...
multi-colored boistinker locale
  07/29/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
Fragrant Angry Codepig Property
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
pink ceo
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
pink ceo
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate
  07/30/21
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black goal in life
  07/30/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  07/30/21
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learning disabled histrionic set private investor
  07/31/21
...
Fuchsia affirmative action
  07/31/21
...
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
arousing school hairy legs
  07/31/21
8 days down
pink ceo
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
black goal in life
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
thriller cuck athletic conference
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
pink ceo
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
insecure resort pistol
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
pink ceo
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
insecure resort pistol
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Stimulating party of the first part
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
pink ceo
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
black goal in life
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
pink ceo
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
pink ceo
  08/01/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/01/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
pink ceo
  08/02/21
180
insecure resort pistol
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
pink ceo
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Useless concupiscible national trump supporter
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Useless concupiscible national trump supporter
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
Odious Space Sex Offender
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
flickering supple regret heaven
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
pink ceo
  08/03/21
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Confused university incel
  08/03/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/03/21
...
Beady-eyed whorehouse
  08/03/21
happy for you man
aggressive hideous dilemma
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Harsh church nowag
  08/03/21
Keep it up
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
pink ceo
  08/04/21
...
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
pink ceo
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
pink ceo
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/09/21
...
black goal in life
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
pink ceo
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
pink ceo
  08/06/21
YES
black goal in life
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
pink ceo
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
pink ceo
  08/08/21
Gj!
wonderful light orchestra pit
  08/08/21
17
pink ceo
  08/09/21
180 brother
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
Confused university incel
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
thriller cuck athletic conference
  08/09/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
Wine heady psychic
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
Flirting Aquamarine Office Volcanic Crater
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
pink ceo
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
Swashbuckling shrine
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
pink ceo
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Thirsty indigo principal's office
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
insecure resort pistol
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
pink ceo
  08/11/21
ty
insecure resort pistol
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
peach kitchen newt
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
Amber stage dopamine
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
Odious Space Sex Offender
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Harsh church nowag
  08/12/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
...
Excitant carmine meetinghouse
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
alcoholic stock car stain
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
Confused university incel
  08/12/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
...
flickering supple regret heaven
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
Zippy Theater Stage Pozpig
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
Nice re today
pink ceo
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
Elite slate native
  08/12/21
...
peach kitchen newt
  08/12/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
Marvelous bossy wrinkle
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
pink ceo
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
pink ceo
  08/12/21
180
insecure resort pistol
  08/12/21
good job man
Garnet locus keepsake machete
  08/12/21
...
peach kitchen newt
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
pink ceo
  08/13/21
180
Excitant carmine meetinghouse
  08/13/21
18000000
insecure resort pistol
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
pink ceo
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
insecure resort pistol
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
pink ceo
  08/13/21
Ty
insecure resort pistol
  08/13/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/13/21
...
Thirsty indigo principal's office
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
Sexy claret community account
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
pink ceo
  08/13/21
...
vermilion filthy state mother
  08/14/21
...
Frozen impertinent market pervert
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
pink ceo
  08/14/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
pink ceo
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
razzle site
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
pink ceo
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
pink ceo
  08/15/21
180
insecure resort pistol
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
pink ceo
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
pink ceo
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
Diverse rigpig casino
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
pink ceo
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
Diverse rigpig casino
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
pink ceo
  08/18/21
...
Thirsty indigo principal's office
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
Buck-toothed Metal Hell
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
pink ceo
  08/16/21
Stabby?
Flirting Aquamarine Office Volcanic Crater
  08/19/21
Day 24
pink ceo
  08/16/21
...
Stubborn potus pocket flask
  08/16/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/16/21
180
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/16/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/21
...
razzle site
  08/16/21
Day 25
pink ceo
  08/17/21
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/17/21
Day 26
pink ceo
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
razzle site
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
pink ceo
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
razzle site
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
pink ceo
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Floppy Chestnut Black Woman
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
pink ceo
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
Bateful sickened field
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
pink ceo
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
flickering supple regret heaven
  08/18/21
...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/19/21
180
insecure resort pistol
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
pink ceo
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
insecure resort pistol
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
pink ceo
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
pink ceo
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
wonderful light orchestra pit
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
insecure resort pistol
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
insecure resort pistol
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
pink ceo
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  08/20/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
pink ceo
  08/27/21
180
Harsh church nowag
  08/28/21
...
snowy comical death wish background story
  08/28/21
180 brother
bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
learning disabled histrionic set private investor
  08/28/21
That's amazing
pink ceo
  09/03/21
...
arousing school hairy legs
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
pink ceo
  09/03/21
...
alcoholic stock car stain
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
arousing school hairy legs
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park
  09/06/21
...
arousing school hairy legs
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
pink ceo
  09/06/21
...
arousing school hairy legs
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
Erotic public bath puppy
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
pink ceo
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
pink ceo
  09/10/21
...
arousing school hairy legs
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
pink ceo
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
black goal in life
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
pink ceo
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
curious bawdyhouse quadroon
  09/24/21
...
Razzmatazz flushed hall
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Adventurous Magenta Rigor
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
pink ceo
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
pink ceo
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
tan narrow-minded ape toilet seat
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
pink ceo
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
arousing school hairy legs
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
pink ceo
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
sienna cheese-eating tanning salon
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
pink ceo
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
sienna cheese-eating tanning salon
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
insecure resort pistol
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  12/01/21
this sounds right
Odious Space Sex Offender
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
buff personal credit line
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
pink ceo
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
big turquoise macaca electric furnace
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  12/01/21
keep going brother
aromatic faggot firefighter
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
pink ceo
  12/16/21
180
Fuchsia affirmative action
  12/16/21
6 months dry
arousing school hairy legs
  01/04/22
180
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
pink ceo
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
pink ceo
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
alcoholic stock car stain
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
pink ceo
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Thirsty indigo principal's office
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Grizzly Mind-boggling Corner Laser Beams
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  04/09/22
144 days
pink ceo
  04/09/22
Good work
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
pink ceo
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Topaz lodge
  04/09/22
...
Motley Bearded Wagecucks
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
pink ceo
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
bull headed sooty kitty deer antler
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
pink ceo
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
flickering supple regret heaven
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
flickering supple regret heaven
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Rebellious Address Boiling Water
  05/04/22
cr
flickering supple regret heaven
  05/04/22
lol
red swollen hospital
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
big turquoise macaca electric furnace
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Stirring slap-happy spot marketing idea
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
idiotic azn base
  05/04/22
...
pink ceo
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
alcoholic stock car stain
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
pink ceo
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
pink ceo
  06/26/22
...
alcoholic stock car stain
  06/26/22
...
Translucent piazza people who are hurt
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
red swollen hospital
  06/26/22
...
talking genital piercing
  06/26/22
...
snowy comical death wish background story
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
pink ceo
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
pink ceo
  08/16/22
180
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
pink ceo
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
pink ceo
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
spruce sanctuary depressive
  08/16/22
180
pink ceo
  08/16/22
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Topaz lodge
  08/16/22
...
pink ceo
  08/16/22
...
insecure resort pistol
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
pink ceo
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
pink ceo
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
razzle site
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
pink ceo
  10/30/22
180 billion
insecure resort pistol
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
pink ceo
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
insecure resort pistol
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
pink ceo
  10/30/22
ty brother.
insecure resort pistol
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
passionate emerald temple persian
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
pink ceo
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
spruce sanctuary depressive
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  10/30/22
...
insecure resort pistol
  10/30/22
1800000
spruce sanctuary depressive
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
Racy Shitlib Ticket Booth
  10/30/22
...
pink ceo
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Charismatic medicated school cafeteria son of senegal
  10/30/22
...
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
pink ceo
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
idiotic azn base
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
pink ceo
  12/18/22
180
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  12/18/22
18 months
arousing school hairy legs
  01/04/23
congrats man
charcoal striped hyena becky
  01/04/23
ty
arousing school hairy legs
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
Exciting Den Water Buffalo
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
arousing school hairy legs
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
charcoal striped hyena becky
  01/04/23
~15%
arousing school hairy legs
  01/04/23
Awesome.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
Electric national security agency institution
  01/04/23
180
pink ceo
  01/07/23
...
cerise clown
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
arousing school hairy legs
  01/09/23
...
pink ceo
  01/10/23
180
bistre stag film ratface
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
pink ceo
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
insecure resort pistol
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
pink ceo
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
insecure resort pistol
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
pink ceo
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
razzle site
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
pink ceo
  03/06/23
180
Lavender haunting mediation
  03/06/23
180
Odious Space Sex Offender
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
razzle site
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
pink ceo
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Abnormal parlour
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
pink ceo
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Abnormal parlour
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
pink ceo
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
pink ceo
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Harsh church nowag
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
pink ceo
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Harsh church nowag
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
pink ceo
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
insecure resort pistol
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
pink ceo
  04/07/23
ty
insecure resort pistol
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
pink ceo
  05/16/23
180
Wine heady psychic
  05/16/23
2 years dry
arousing school hairy legs
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
pink ceo
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  07/01/23
Wow
Titillating business firm juggernaut
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
pink ceo
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
pink ceo
  10/17/23
congrats
charcoal striped hyena becky
  10/17/23
...
arousing school hairy legs
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
pink ceo
  11/24/23
...
arousing school hairy legs
  11/24/23
...
insecure resort pistol
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
arousing school hairy legs
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Topaz lodge
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
pontificating vigorous garrison
  11/25/23
...
arousing school hairy legs
  11/25/23
good job
Vivacious Crackhouse
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
Vivacious Crackhouse
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
pink ceo
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
arousing school hairy legs
  11/27/23
956 days
pink ceo
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
startled chrome brunch lettuce
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
pink ceo
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
Wine heady psychic
  06/29/24
...
Titillating business firm juggernaut
  06/29/24
...
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  06/29/24
...
Soul-stirring old irish cottage
  06/30/24
...
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  10/09/24
180 thread
Poppy talented center bbw
  06/29/24
3 years now
arousing school hairy legs
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Lavender haunting mediation
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
spruce sanctuary depressive
  07/05/24
1058 days
pink ceo
  10/09/24
180 man
submissive citrine friendly grandma
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
dashing philosopher-king jew
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
pink ceo
  10/14/24
...
Ivory alcoholic roommate tank
  10/09/24
...
Floppy Chestnut Black Woman
  10/14/24
Nice
Razzle-dazzle alpha
  10/19/24
...
arousing school hairy legs
  11/24/24
...
razzle site
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
drunken filthpig
  06/12/25
...
charcoal striped hyena becky
  06/12/25
...
Cerebral carnelian dragon police squad
  08/02/25
4 years
arousing school hairy legs
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
charcoal striped hyena becky
  08/02/25
180
glittery jewess headpube
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
spruce sanctuary depressive
  08/02/25
180 good going man
Painfully Honest Dark Preventive Strike
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: pink ceo

First 24 hrs is in the books.

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: laughsome theatre milk

5 years is just getting started

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: cruel-hearted step-uncle's house

won't work

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Topaz lodge

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Harsh church nowag

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks, man

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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: Frozen impertinent market pervert

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: Zombie-like frum gas station kitty cat

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Lake disrespectful point



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: pink ceo

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Marvelous bossy wrinkle

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Judgmental underhanded double fault station

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: pink ceo

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: Marvelous bossy wrinkle

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: french hairraiser parlor doctorate

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: pink ceo

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: french hairraiser parlor doctorate

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: pink ceo

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: french hairraiser parlor doctorate

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Razzmatazz flushed hall

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Zombie-like frum gas station kitty cat

Crrrrrrr

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: pink ceo

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Judgmental underhanded double fault station

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: 180 patrolman sound barrier

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: pink ceo

6'2" 245

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: 180 patrolman sound barrier

no muscle or jacked?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: pink ceo

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Appetizing crusty chapel

Ungh

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Judgmental underhanded double fault station

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Irradiated mentally impaired menage famous landscape painting

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: rusted range

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: Saffron stage



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Spectacular Internet-worthy House

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: multi-colored boistinker locale

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: galvanic shimmering forum giraffe

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Trip plaza

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: Mewling French Chef

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: sable queen of the night

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Jet fantasy-prone pit coffee pot

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: contagious turdskin

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: Titillating business firm juggernaut



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: pink ceo

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: awkward lascivious box office

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: pink ceo

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Trip plaza

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: pink ceo

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: pink ceo

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: pink ceo

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Trip plaza

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: learning disabled histrionic set private investor

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: pink ceo

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: pink ceo

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Azure pungent cruise ship

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: pink ceo

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: pink ceo

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: beta chartreuse idiot

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: pink ceo

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: thriller cuck athletic conference

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: pink ceo

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: tan narrow-minded ape toilet seat

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: White church building

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: razzle site



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: pink ceo

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Cowardly Sneaky Criminal

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: rusted range

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: Mewling French Chef

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: pink ceo

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: pink ceo

4 days down

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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: indecent well-lubricated nursing home

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: Fuchsia affirmative action

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

8957657365

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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Beady-eyed whorehouse

good job

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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: Titillating business firm juggernaut



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Floppy Chestnut Black Woman



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Jet fantasy-prone pit coffee pot

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: White church building

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: pink ceo

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma

180

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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: wonderful light orchestra pit



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Silver Area

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: pink ceo

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: pink ceo

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: pink ceo

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: pink ceo

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: multi-colored boistinker locale



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: Fragrant Angry Codepig Property

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: pink ceo

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: pink ceo

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate

Keep it up brother!

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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: black goal in life



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: learning disabled histrionic set private investor

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: Fuchsia affirmative action



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: pink ceo

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: black goal in life

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: thriller cuck athletic conference

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: pink ceo

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Stimulating party of the first part

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: pink ceo

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: black goal in life

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: pink ceo

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: pink ceo

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: pink ceo

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: pink ceo

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Useless concupiscible national trump supporter

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Useless concupiscible national trump supporter

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: Odious Space Sex Offender

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: pink ceo

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: Confused university incel

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Beady-eyed whorehouse



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: aggressive hideous dilemma

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: pink ceo

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: pink ceo

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: pink ceo

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: black goal in life



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: pink ceo

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: black goal in life

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: pink ceo

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: wonderful light orchestra pit

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: pink ceo

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: Confused university incel

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: thriller cuck athletic conference

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: Wine heady psychic

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: pink ceo

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: pink ceo

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Flirting Aquamarine Office Volcanic Crater

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: pink ceo

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: pink ceo

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: Swashbuckling shrine

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Thirsty indigo principal's office

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: pink ceo

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: peach kitchen newt

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: Amber stage dopamine

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: Odious Space Sex Offender

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Harsh church nowag

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Excitant carmine meetinghouse



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: Confused university incel

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: Zippy Theater Stage Pozpig

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: Elite slate native

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: peach kitchen newt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: Marvelous bossy wrinkle

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: pink ceo

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Garnet locus keepsake machete

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: peach kitchen newt



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: pink ceo

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Excitant carmine meetinghouse

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: pink ceo

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Ty

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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Thirsty indigo principal's office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: Sexy claret community account

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: pink ceo

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: vermilion filthy state mother



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: Frozen impertinent market pervert



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: razzle site

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: pink ceo

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: pink ceo

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: pink ceo

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: pink ceo

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: Diverse rigpig casino

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: pink ceo

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: Diverse rigpig casino

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Thirsty indigo principal's office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: Buck-toothed Metal Hell

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: Flirting Aquamarine Office Volcanic Crater

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: Stubborn potus pocket flask



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: razzle site



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: razzle site

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: pink ceo

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: razzle site

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Floppy Chestnut Black Woman

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Bateful sickened field

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: pink ceo

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: pink ceo

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: wonderful light orchestra pit

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: pink ceo

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: pink ceo

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Harsh church nowag

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: snowy comical death wish background story



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: bonkers mildly autistic gay wizard senate

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: learning disabled histrionic set private investor

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: sticky mad-dog skullcap trailer park

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: pink ceo

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: Erotic public bath puppy

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: pink ceo

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: pink ceo

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: black goal in life

Fuck yeah

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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: curious bawdyhouse quadroon

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Razzmatazz flushed hall



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Adventurous Magenta Rigor

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: pink ceo

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: pink ceo

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: tan narrow-minded ape toilet seat

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: pink ceo

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: sienna cheese-eating tanning salon

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: pink ceo

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: sienna cheese-eating tanning salon

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: Odious Space Sex Offender

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: buff personal credit line

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: pink ceo

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: big turquoise macaca electric furnace

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: aromatic faggot firefighter

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: pink ceo

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Fuchsia affirmative action

180

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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

6 months dry

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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: pink ceo

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: pink ceo

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Thirsty indigo principal's office

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Grizzly Mind-boggling Corner Laser Beams

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: pink ceo

144 days

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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Topaz lodge

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: Motley Bearded Wagecucks



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: pink ceo

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: bull headed sooty kitty deer antler

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Rebellious Address Boiling Water

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: flickering supple regret heaven

cr

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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: red swollen hospital

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: big turquoise macaca electric furnace

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Stirring slap-happy spot marketing idea

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: idiotic azn base

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: pink ceo



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: pink ceo

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: pink ceo

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: alcoholic stock car stain



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Translucent piazza people who are hurt



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: red swollen hospital

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: talking genital piercing



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: snowy comical death wish background story



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: pink ceo

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: pink ceo

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: pink ceo

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: spruce sanctuary depressive

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: pink ceo

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Topaz lodge

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: pink ceo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: pink ceo

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: pink ceo

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: razzle site

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: pink ceo

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: pink ceo

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: pink ceo

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: passionate emerald temple persian

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: pink ceo

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: spruce sanctuary depressive

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: spruce sanctuary depressive

1800000

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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: Racy Shitlib Ticket Booth

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: pink ceo



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Charismatic medicated school cafeteria son of senegal

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: pink ceo

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: idiotic azn base

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: pink ceo

397 days and counting

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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma

180

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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

18 months

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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

ty

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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: Exciting Den Water Buffalo

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

~15%

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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: Electric national security agency institution

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: pink ceo

180

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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: cerise clown



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: pink ceo



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: bistre stag film ratface

180

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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: pink ceo

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: insecure resort pistol

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: pink ceo

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

180. Glad to hear it

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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: pink ceo

475 days of nodrink

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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: razzle site

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: pink ceo

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Lavender haunting mediation

180

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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: Odious Space Sex Offender

180

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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: razzle site

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: pink ceo

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Abnormal parlour

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: pink ceo

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Abnormal parlour

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: pink ceo

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 507 in the books

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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: pink ceo

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Harsh church nowag

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: pink ceo

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol

ty

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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: pink ceo

18 months tomorrow.

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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: Wine heady psychic

180

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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

2 years dry

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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: pink ceo

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Did you work the steps?

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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: Titillating business firm juggernaut

Wow

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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 640 today bros

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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: pink ceo

Day 700 in the books

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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky

congrats

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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: pink ceo

2 years and 7 days

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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: insecure resort pistol



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Topaz lodge

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: pontificating vigorous garrison

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: Vivacious Crackhouse

good job

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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: Vivacious Crackhouse

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: pink ceo

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: pink ceo

956 days

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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: startled chrome brunch lettuce

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: pink ceo

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: Wine heady psychic

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: Titillating business firm juggernaut



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma

180, teenage pussy tp

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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Soul-stirring old irish cottage



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: Poppy talented center bbw

180 thread

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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

3 years now

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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Lavender haunting mediation

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: spruce sanctuary depressive

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: pink ceo

1058 days

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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: submissive citrine friendly grandma

180 man

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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: dashing philosopher-king jew

Do you not drink at all now?

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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: pink ceo

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: Ivory alcoholic roommate tank



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Floppy Chestnut Black Woman



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: Razzle-dazzle alpha

Nice

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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: razzle site



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: drunken filthpig

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: Cerebral carnelian dragon police squad



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: arousing school hairy legs

4 years

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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: charcoal striped hyena becky

how has your life changed?

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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: glittery jewess headpube

180

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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: spruce sanctuary depressive

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: Painfully Honest Dark Preventive Strike

180 good going man

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