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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started ebony razzle parlor   06/12/25 won't work Razzmatazz Affirmative Action   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... electric fortuitous meteor dopamine   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Nudist excitant mood   07/25/21 Thanks, man vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 ... Black Comical Milk   07/24/21 ... Black Comical Milk   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Slippery site   07/24/21 cq poppy diverse whorehouse dingle berry   07/24/21 ... Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib   07/24/21 ... Vibrant mewling pisswyrm   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? galvanic tank point   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Bespoke heaven water buffalo   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... galvanic tank point   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... aphrodisiac snowy locale   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... aphrodisiac snowy locale   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother aphrodisiac snowy locale   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... 180 turdskin   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr poppy diverse whorehouse dingle berry   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Bespoke heaven water buffalo   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? federal pozpig elastic band   07/24/21 6'2" 245 vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? federal pozpig elastic band   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... vigorous sanctuary   07/24/21 Ungh costumed selfie   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Bespoke heaven water buffalo   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Heady alpha   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... Mind-boggling self-centered theater   07/25/21 ... Idiotic rehab incel   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... jet-lagged crackhouse   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Flesh cracking locus therapy   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze onyx motley faggot firefighter   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? Offensive Generalized Bond Station   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong Cerebral piazza queen of the night   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Doobsian chapel   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... swollen location   07/24/21 gl gl bateful balding university   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison floppy toaster   07/24/21 ... stirring umber orchestra pit prole   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Godawful private investor public bath   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... Offensive Generalized Bond Station   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Go to a meeting adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... Offensive Generalized Bond Station   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... startled insane senate hominid   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 ... Silver cruise ship   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... Silver cruise ship   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... Silver cruise ship   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... Violet cruel-hearted lodge stain   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... vigorous sanctuary   07/25/21 Go to a meeting adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... vigorous sanctuary   07/26/21 big mistake bro Harsh frozen garrison   07/25/21 3 days down vigorous sanctuary   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... free-loading hell   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... low-t provocative parlour   07/26/21 No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor... free-loading hell   07/26/21 That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. vigorous sanctuary   07/26/21 Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ... Passionate aqua travel guidebook   11/04/21 Go to a meeting. adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/26/21 can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff... boyish henna den people who are hurt   07/26/21 That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will... free-loading hell   07/26/21 ... translucent gaped school cafeteria   07/26/21 Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee... vigorous sanctuary   07/26/21 In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... Narrow-minded bonkers dog poop old irish cottage   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... Mind-boggling self-centered theater   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... Cerebral piazza queen of the night   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs Silver cruise ship   07/26/21 ... Silver cruise ship   07/26/21 ... Silver cruise ship   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Doobsian chapel   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Doobsian chapel   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... vigorous sanctuary   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Doobsian chapel   07/26/21 4 days down vigorous sanctuary   07/27/21 nice man. Adulterous contagious circlehead casino   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Doobsian chapel   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. 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Sober for once. vigorous sanctuary   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? shimmering gaping   07/29/21 They were work meetings vigorous sanctuary   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. adventurous nighttime library nibblets   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* vigorous sanctuary   07/29/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink vigorous sanctuary   07/29/21 ... Flesh cracking locus therapy   07/29/21 ... Doobsian chapel   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. fragrant plaza   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. vigorous sanctuary   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... vigorous sanctuary   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! Carmine concupiscible regret   07/30/21 ... Lake big round eye   07/30/21 ... Doobsian chapel   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER startled insane senate hominid   07/31/21 ... Disgusting Stead Haunted Graveyard   07/31/21 ... Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! free-loading hell   07/31/21 keep it going my man. Supple step-uncle's house   07/31/21 8 days down vigorous sanctuary   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Lake big round eye   07/31/21 Inspiring. low-t provocative parlour   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... vigorous sanctuary   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Doobsian chapel   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... vigorous sanctuary   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Doobsian chapel   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... sickened useless community account ticket booth   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... vigorous sanctuary   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Lake big round eye   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. vigorous sanctuary   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark vigorous sanctuary   08/01/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/01/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... vigorous sanctuary   08/02/21 180 Doobsian chapel   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. vigorous sanctuary   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Irate place of business   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... free-loading hell   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Irate place of business   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Erotic azure dilemma death wish   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps beady-eyed center kitty   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. vigorous sanctuary   08/03/21 5445776444554 Canary address   08/03/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/03/21 ... Flatulent know-it-all striped hyena candlestick maker   08/03/21 happy for you man salmon mexican   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Nudist excitant mood   08/03/21 Keep it up Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Carmine concupiscible regret   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. vigorous sanctuary   08/04/21 ... Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake   08/04/21 180 Day two here Silver cruise ship   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. vigorous sanctuary   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... Silver cruise ship   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... vigorous sanctuary   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... Silver cruise ship   08/09/21 ... Lake big round eye   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. vigorous sanctuary   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. free-loading hell   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. adventurous nighttime library nibblets   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can vigorous sanctuary   08/06/21 YES Lake big round eye   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... vigorous sanctuary   08/07/21 Day 16 done vigorous sanctuary   08/08/21 Gj! Titillating boltzmann lay   08/08/21 17 vigorous sanctuary   08/09/21 180 brother Silver cruise ship   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Canary address   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! low-t provocative parlour   08/09/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work multi-colored knife foreskin   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... Silver cruise ship   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... Silver cruise ship   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... Silver cruise ship   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... wine skinny woman   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. vigorous sanctuary   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid awkward house   08/13/21 Day 19 done vigorous sanctuary   08/11/21 180 congrats avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Doobsian chapel   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... vigorous sanctuary   08/11/21 ty Doobsian chapel   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Blue vengeful mediation home   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... slimy exciting principal's office   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Erotic azure dilemma death wish   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... Nudist excitant mood   08/12/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 ... crawly aromatic laser beams   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. Silver cruise ship   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Canary address   08/12/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 ... beady-eyed center kitty   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Fantasy-prone Talented Party Of The First Part School   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 Nice re today vigorous sanctuary   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Ocher outnumbered digit ratio menage   08/12/21 ... Blue vengeful mediation home   08/12/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... galvanic tank point   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... vigorous sanctuary   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. vigorous sanctuary   08/12/21 180 Doobsian chapel   08/12/21 good job man ultramarine indecent french chef   08/12/21 ... Blue vengeful mediation home   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! vigorous sanctuary   08/13/21 180 crawly aromatic laser beams   08/13/21 18000000 Doobsian chapel   08/13/21 How you feeling? vigorous sanctuary   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Doobsian chapel   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... vigorous sanctuary   08/13/21 Ty Doobsian chapel   08/13/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/13/21 ... avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... embarrassed to the bone pervert   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. vigorous sanctuary   08/13/21 ... Wonderful National   08/14/21 ... Slippery site   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon vigorous sanctuary   08/14/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/14/21 Day 23 done vigorous sanctuary   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... translucent gaped school cafeteria   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... vigorous sanctuary   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us Carmine concupiscible regret   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... vigorous sanctuary   08/15/21 180 Doobsian chapel   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... vigorous sanctuary   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Doobsian chapel   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. vigorous sanctuary   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. adventurous nighttime library nibblets   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Pearly Fluffy Tanning Salon Half-breed   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Pearly Fluffy Tanning Salon Half-breed   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 ... avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... curious meetinghouse   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Doobsian chapel   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. vigorous sanctuary   08/16/21 Stabby? wine skinny woman   08/19/21 Day 24 vigorous sanctuary   08/16/21 ... misanthropic degenerate   08/16/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/16/21 180 free-loading hell   08/16/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/16/21 ... translucent gaped school cafeteria   08/16/21 Day 25 vigorous sanctuary   08/17/21 ... Doobsian chapel   08/17/21 Day 26 vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink translucent gaped school cafeteria   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... translucent gaped school cafeteria   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 Gj brudda Glittery duck-like stage depressive   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. free-loading hell   08/18/21 Trust me I am vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one soul-stirring bipolar twinkling uncleanness forum   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... vigorous sanctuary   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... beady-eyed center kitty   08/18/21 ... free-loading hell   08/19/21 180 Doobsian chapel   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books vigorous sanctuary   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Doobsian chapel   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. vigorous sanctuary   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... vigorous sanctuary   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Titillating boltzmann lay   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Doobsian chapel   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Doobsian chapel   08/20/21 I don't plan to vigorous sanctuary   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... free-loading hell   08/20/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober vigorous sanctuary   08/27/21 180 Nudist excitant mood   08/28/21 ... copper bawdyhouse organic girlfriend   08/28/21 180 brother Carmine concupiscible regret   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... startled insane senate hominid   08/28/21 That's amazing vigorous sanctuary   09/03/21 ... Supple step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... vigorous sanctuary   09/03/21 ... Silver cruise ship   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months Supple step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Black Comical Milk   09/06/21 ... Supple step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. vigorous sanctuary   09/06/21 ... Supple step-uncle's house   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling puce karate   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... vigorous sanctuary   09/06/21 Done with week 7. vigorous sanctuary   09/10/21 ... Supple step-uncle's house   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. vigorous sanctuary   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Lake big round eye   09/17/21 That's fucking great. free-loading hell   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... vigorous sanctuary   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... Exhilarant fishy hall   09/24/21 ... 180 turdskin   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... free-loading hell   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... vigorous sanctuary   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink vigorous sanctuary   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Passionate aqua travel guidebook   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. vigorous sanctuary   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison Supple step-uncle's house   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... vigorous sanctuary   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Razzle-dazzle hot space messiness   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... vigorous sanctuary   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Razzle-dazzle hot space messiness   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Doobsian chapel   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... adventurous nighttime library nibblets   12/01/21 this sounds right Erotic azure dilemma death wish   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... bat shit crazy stock car indian lodge   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... vigorous sanctuary   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Grizzly spectacular personal credit line wrinkle   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades adventurous nighttime library nibblets   12/01/21 keep going brother naked hospital   12/01/21 30 days sober today vigorous sanctuary   12/16/21 180 Disgusting Stead Haunted Graveyard   12/16/21 6 months dry Supple step-uncle's house   01/04/22 180 shimmering gaping   01/04/22 Two months sober now vigorous sanctuary   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today vigorous sanctuary   03/13/22 180 Day six here. Silver cruise ship   03/13/22 One day at a time brother vigorous sanctuary   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Chartreuse at-the-ready jewess cumskin   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing shimmering gaping   04/09/22 144 days vigorous sanctuary   04/09/22 Good work shimmering gaping   04/09/22 Thanks brother vigorous sanctuary   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! electric fortuitous meteor dopamine   04/09/22 ... anal stag film weed whacker   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon vigorous sanctuary   05/03/22 Way to go, man. talking field   05/04/22 Thanks dude vigorous sanctuary   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... beady-eyed center kitty   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... shimmering gaping   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... beady-eyed center kitty   05/04/22 then shut the fuck up already shimmering gaping   05/04/22 cr beady-eyed center kitty   05/04/22 lol saffron marvelous gas station   05/04/22 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg Grizzly spectacular personal credit line wrinkle   05/04/22 18 months sober swashbuckling office   05/04/22 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. histrionic state   05/04/22 ... vigorous sanctuary   05/04/22 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. Silver cruise ship   05/04/22 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend vigorous sanctuary   05/23/22 222 days today. Life has never been better. vigorous sanctuary   06/26/22 ... Silver cruise ship   06/26/22 ... Charismatic Cheese-eating Set   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up saffron marvelous gas station   06/26/22 ... amber trip partner   06/26/22 ... copper bawdyhouse organic girlfriend   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday vigorous sanctuary   07/17/22 Nine moths today! vigorous sanctuary   08/16/22 180 Doobsian chapel   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? vigorous sanctuary   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Doobsian chapel   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. 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Glittery duck-like stage depressive   10/14/24 Nice adventurous nighttime library nibblets   10/19/24 ... Supple step-uncle's house   11/24/24 ... translucent gaped school cafeteria   06/12/25 I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit Sable trump supporter market   06/12/25 ... Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib   06/12/25 ... AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough   08/02/25 4 years .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\'   08/02/25 how has your life changed? Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong   08/02/25 180 jock itch   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 The HBS guys have MAD SWAGGER   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: ebony razzle parlor 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: Razzmatazz Affirmative Action won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: electric fortuitous meteor dopamine begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Nudist excitant mood He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Black Comical Milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Black Comical Milk (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Slippery site how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: poppy diverse whorehouse dingle berry cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Vibrant mewling pisswyrm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: galvanic tank point 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Bespoke heaven water buffalo a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: galvanic tank point Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: aphrodisiac snowy locale Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: aphrodisiac snowy locale When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: aphrodisiac snowy locale we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: 180 turdskin You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: poppy diverse whorehouse dingle berry Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Bespoke heaven water buffalo set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: federal pozpig elastic band how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: federal pozpig elastic band no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: costumed selfie Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Bespoke heaven water buffalo u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Heady alpha I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Mind-boggling self-centered theater You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Idiotic rehab incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: jet-lagged crackhouse Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Flesh cracking locus therapy stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: onyx motley faggot firefighter Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Offensive Generalized Bond Station so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Cerebral piazza queen of the night go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: swollen location the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: bateful balding university gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: floppy toaster Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: stirring umber orchestra pit prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Godawful private investor public bath Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Offensive Generalized Bond Station have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Offensive Generalized Bond Station what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: startled insane senate hominid I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Silver cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Violet cruel-hearted lodge stain Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Harsh frozen garrison big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: free-loading hell Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: low-t provocative parlour I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: free-loading hell No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Passionate aqua travel guidebook Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: boyish henna den people who are hurt can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: free-loading hell That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Narrow-minded bonkers dog poop old irish cottage Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Mind-boggling self-centered theater Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Cerebral piazza queen of the night no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Silver cruise ship https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Silver cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Silver cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Doobsian chapel I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Adulterous contagious circlehead casino nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Disgusting Stead Haunted Graveyard Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Titillating boltzmann lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: stimulating deep nursing home Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: shimmering gaping who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Flesh cracking locus therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: fragrant plaza Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Carmine concupiscible regret Keep it up brother! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Lake big round eye Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: low-t provocative parlour Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Doobsian chapel i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Doobsian chapel thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: sickened useless community account ticket booth I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Lake big round eye This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Irate place of business Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: free-loading hell I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Irate place of business It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Erotic azure dilemma death wish nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: beady-eyed center kitty exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Silver cruise ship 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Silver cruise ship I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Lake big round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: free-loading hell Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Lake big round eye YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Titillating boltzmann lay Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Silver cruise ship 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Canary address This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: low-t provocative parlour Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: multi-colored knife foreskin Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Silver cruise ship Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: wine skinny woman The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: awkward house Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Doobsian chapel ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Blue vengeful mediation home CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: slimy exciting principal's office hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Doobsian chapel Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Erotic azure dilemma death wish After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Doobsian chapel Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Nudist excitant mood I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: crawly aromatic laser beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Silver cruise ship I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Canary address Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: beady-eyed center kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Fantasy-prone Talented Party Of The First Part School You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Ocher outnumbered digit ratio menage Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Blue vengeful mediation home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: galvanic tank point 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: ultramarine indecent french chef good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Blue vengeful mediation home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: crawly aromatic laser beams 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: embarrassed to the bone pervert stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Wonderful National (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Slippery site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Carmine concupiscible regret Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Doobsian chapel An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Pearly Fluffy Tanning Salon Half-breed sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Pearly Fluffy Tanning Salon Half-breed are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: curious meetinghouse I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: wine skinny woman Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: misanthropic degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: free-loading hell 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Glittery duck-like stage depressive Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: free-loading hell Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: soul-stirring bipolar twinkling uncleanness forum Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: beady-eyed center kitty that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: free-loading hell (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Titillating boltzmann lay Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: free-loading hell Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Nudist excitant mood 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: copper bawdyhouse organic girlfriend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Carmine concupiscible regret 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: startled insane senate hominid Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Silver cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Black Comical Milk Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: puce karate Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Lake big round eye Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: free-loading hell That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Exhilarant fishy hall don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: 180 turdskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: free-loading hell The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Passionate aqua travel guidebook Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle hot space messiness Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle hot space messiness I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Doobsian chapel Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Erotic azure dilemma death wish this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: bat shit crazy stock car indian lodge 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Grizzly spectacular personal credit line wrinkle https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: naked hospital keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Disgusting Stead Haunted Graveyard 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: shimmering gaping 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Silver cruise ship 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: avocado famous landscape painting juggernaut Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Chartreuse at-the-ready jewess cumskin By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: shimmering gaping 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: shimmering gaping Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: electric fortuitous meteor dopamine 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: anal stag film weed whacker (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: talking field Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: beady-eyed center kitty 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: shimmering gaping Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: beady-eyed center kitty I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: shimmering gaping then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: beady-eyed center kitty cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: saffron marvelous gas station lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Grizzly spectacular personal credit line wrinkle https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: swashbuckling office 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: histrionic state 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Silver cruise ship 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Silver cruise ship (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Charismatic Cheese-eating Set (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: saffron marvelous gas station good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: amber trip partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: copper bawdyhouse organic girlfriend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Doobsian chapel i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Doobsian chapel thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Frisky lascivious native idea he suggested congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: electric fortuitous meteor dopamine congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Doobsian chapel haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Doobsian chapel ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Arousing claret property immigrant I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Frisky lascivious native idea he suggested Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Frisky lascivious native idea he suggested 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: mauve laughsome associate church 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Thriller ceo proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: histrionic state 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: ungodly coldplay fan Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Fear-inspiring hyperactive ape temple Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: irradiated flirting stage trust fund (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: racy blathering church building gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Doobsian chapel Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Doobsian chapel 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Vivacious Feces Ladyboy 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Erotic azure dilemma death wish 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Hilarious abode Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Hilarious abode I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Nudist excitant mood Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Doobsian chapel I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Doobsian chapel ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: multi-colored knife foreskin 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: stirring umber orchestra pit prole Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: Doobsian chapel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: electric fortuitous meteor dopamine 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Lemon theater stage sweet tailpipe 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Sooty Magical Pit good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Sooty Magical Pit I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: vigorous sanctuary Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Dashing maroon bbw Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: multi-colored knife foreskin Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: stirring umber orchestra pit prole (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: lilac voyeur box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: odious resort blood rage 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: Supple step-uncle's house 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: Vivacious Feces Ladyboy MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Frisky lascivious native idea he suggested way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Bisexual appetizing roommate corn cake 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author:  elite patrolman legend Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: vigorous sanctuary None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: rose sandwich tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Glittery duck-like stage depressive (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: adventurous nighttime library nibblets Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: Supple step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: translucent gaped school cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Sable trump supporter market I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Crimson hairraiser spot shitlib (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: The HBS guys have MAD SWAGGER ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150688)