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I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: offensive stage tank 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Saffron Excitant Hell People Who Are Hurt a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Silver round eye When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. 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I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: chartreuse community account athletic conference what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Disgusting Orchestra Pit French Chef I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: shaky doctorate Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: ebony bespoke theatre big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Mauve den travel guidebook I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Light sandwich Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Titillating crackhouse headpube can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Amethyst cracking dog poop (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Low-t ape potus Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Chest-beating Multi-colored Electric Furnace House Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Garnet church building alpha no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: swashbuckling background story I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Yellow hairraiser office keepsake machete Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Mauve den travel guidebook Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: swashbuckling background story i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: swashbuckling background story thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Elite Chapel I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Yellow hairraiser office keepsake machete This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: swashbuckling background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: glittery field gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Electric Piazza Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Electric Piazza It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Carmine Curious Feces nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Yellow hairraiser office keepsake machete (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Razzle-dazzle kink-friendly locus corn cake Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: alcoholic fantasy-prone voyeur forum The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: swashbuckling background story ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Thriller Overrated Hairy Legs Site CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Aromatic sanctuary gaming laptop hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: swashbuckling background story Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Carmine Curious Feces After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: swashbuckling background story Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: glittery field gunner I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: swashbuckling background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: mahogany cocky gaping azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: opaque liquid oxygen Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: swashbuckling background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: twinkling stirring lodge police squad You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Magical Corner Sex Offender Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Thriller Overrated Hairy Legs Site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: swashbuckling background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: offensive stage tank 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Yapping Cuckold good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Thriller Overrated Hairy Legs Site (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: mahogany cocky gaping azn 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: glittery field gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Irradiated Blue Cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Floppy Ocher Personal Credit Line Pistol stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party You seem mentally stable, friend. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: bipolar plum mother ticket booth Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: swashbuckling background story An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Vigorous Nursing Home sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Vigorous Nursing Home are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Irradiated Blue Cuckoldry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Emerald location I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nice. Congrats. 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There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Amethyst cracking dog poop Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: brindle boiling water Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Jade Hilarious Kitchen Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: tan school cafeteria Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: glittery field gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: glittery field gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Swollen lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: bipolar plum mother ticket booth 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Disgusting Orchestra Pit French Chef Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Passionate Rusted Coffee Pot Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: House-broken vibrant coldplay fan Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Yellow hairraiser office keepsake machete Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: trip twisted rigor gas station don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: concupiscible brunch new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: beady-eyed rehab messiness The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Light sandwich Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: peach slippery scourge upon the earth Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: peach slippery scourge upon the earth I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: swashbuckling background story Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Carmine Curious Feces this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Dashing Frum Queen Of The Night Bawdyhouse 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Razzmatazz Puppy Temple https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Lascivious sapphire macaca keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: maniacal gold pisswyrm 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: up-to-no-good garrison 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Topaz Zombie-like Space 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Irradiated Blue Cuckoldry Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Navy antidepressant drug newt By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Topaz Zombie-like Space 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Topaz Zombie-like Space Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Brass Heaven 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Territorial violent love of her life (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Mind-boggling giraffe Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Topaz Zombie-like Space Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Topaz Zombie-like Space then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Arousing Ultramarine Principal's Office cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: scarlet startling locale lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Razzmatazz Puppy Temple https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Cyan Vivacious Theater 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Wild mint volcanic crater masturbator 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Blathering onyx private investor main people (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: milky hospital dragon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: scarlet startling locale good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: rambunctious chocolate home (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Swollen lay (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nine moths today! 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: swashbuckling background story thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: fragrant school genital piercing congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. 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Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: swashbuckling background story haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 180. 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They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: swashbuckling background story (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: fragrant school genital piercing 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: snowy histrionic stage milk 180 man. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: ruby exciting jap Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Supple fuchsia theater stage legal warrant (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: up-to-no-good garrison poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Sable mad cow disease factory reset button 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: swashbuckling background story Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: swashbuckling background story 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Bisexual erotic dingle berry There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Amethyst cracking dog poop What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Gaped sneaky criminal range 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Carmine Curious Feces 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Amethyst cracking dog poop Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: motley underhanded national toaster Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: motley underhanded national toaster I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: glittery field gunner Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: glittery field gunner Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: swashbuckling background story I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: swashbuckling background story ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Razzle-dazzle kink-friendly locus corn cake 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: up-to-no-good garrison 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Henna 180 Reading Party Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. 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