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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. Light Den   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Boyish anal rigpig goyim   06/12/25 won't work cracking at-the-ready trailer park   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... Dun gaming laptop   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... Light Den   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend razzle athletic conference   07/25/21 Thanks, man Light Den   07/25/21 ... Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency   07/24/21 ... Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking gaped charcoal pistol   07/24/21 cq Useless puce personal credit line   07/24/21 ... Elite Excitant School Cafeteria   07/24/21 ... iridescent curious step-uncle's house   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... Light Den   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... fear-inspiring church building   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... Light Den   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... Chestnut property   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... Light Den   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... Chestnut property   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... Light Den   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother Chestnut property   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... out-of-control brethren incel   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Useless puce personal credit line   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... Light Den   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... fear-inspiring church building   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? irate piazza   07/24/21 6'2" 245 Light Den   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? irate piazza   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... Light Den   07/24/21 Ungh stirring crackhouse   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? fear-inspiring church building   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Snowy cruel-hearted school ladyboy   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... vibrant magical nowag   07/25/21 ... rusted slap-happy pervert masturbator   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... Yellow electric clown home   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Navy Indirect Expression Locale   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze Pungent trump supporter   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? mauve domesticated sound barrier sanctuary   07/24/21 go back to guangzhong demanding lettuce karate   07/31/21 Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d... Insane Market   07/24/21 the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ... Heady Multi-billionaire Meetinghouse   07/24/21 gl gl Cerebral really tough guy reading party   07/24/21 Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/24/21 Alcohol is poison contagious bipolar milk   07/24/21 ... sable azn   07/25/21 Not going to be much sleep tonight Light Den   07/25/21 Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g... Salmon exciting toilet seat   07/25/21 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend... Light Den   07/25/21 have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge... mauve domesticated sound barrier sanctuary   07/25/21 Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been... Light Den   07/25/21 Just threw up in the shower. Good times. Light Den   07/25/21 Go to a meeting pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/25/21 Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T... Light Den   07/25/21 Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/25/21 what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin... mauve domesticated sound barrier sanctuary   07/26/21 It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/28/21 I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best... Flickering thriller mexican range   07/25/21 I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring Light Den   07/25/21 ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/25/21 Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/25/21 I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot... Light Den   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... 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You may have very minor dependence bu... vibrant magical nowag   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... demanding lettuce karate   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/26/21 ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/26/21 ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... Insane Market   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... Insane Market   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... Light Den   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... Insane Market   07/26/21 4 days down Light Den   07/27/21 nice man. Aquamarine hairraiser lay   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. Insane Market   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink Light Den   07/28/21 180 bro wonderful rehab old irish cottage   07/28/21 8957657365 grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   07/28/21 good job Milky fluffy newt   07/28/21 ... sable azn   07/28/21 ... Shaky transparent death wish crotch   07/28/21 ... bearded twinkling uncleanness jew   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... Cerebral really tough guy reading party   07/28/21 good job. do doing any sports? Saffron Passionate Menage Sex Offender   07/28/21 I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.... Light Den   07/28/21 180 Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard   07/28/21 ... Shivering Box Office   07/28/21 Eat some bananas hyperventilating shrine   07/28/21 I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the... Light Den   07/28/21 Go to a meeting pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/28/21 Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. Light Den   07/29/21 who the fuck has time for that shit? glittery flatulent theatre   07/29/21 They were work meetings Light Den   07/29/21 Those won't keep you sober. pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   07/29/21 That's for sure! *rimshot* Light Den   07/29/21 180 razzle athletic conference   07/28/21 Day 6 nodrink Light Den   07/29/21 ... Navy Indirect Expression Locale   07/29/21 ... Insane Market   07/29/21 Good job bro. One day down one day to go. Naked wine mood stag film   07/29/21 That's how I'm looking at it. Light Den   07/29/21 One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea... Light Den   07/30/21 Keep it up brother! razzle-dazzle senate   07/30/21 ... Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   07/30/21 ... Insane Market   07/30/21 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER Flickering thriller mexican range   07/31/21 ... Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap   07/31/21 ... Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard   07/31/21 You're a camel at this point. Keep going! grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   07/31/21 keep it going my man. geriatric unholy address   07/31/21 8 days down Light Den   07/31/21 Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul... Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   07/31/21 Inspiring. soul-stirring parlour   07/31/21 Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill... Light Den   07/31/21 i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe... Insane Market   07/31/21 A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon... Light Den   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... Insane Market   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... fragrant volcanic crater   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... Light Den   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. Light Den   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark Light Den   08/01/21 ... Insane Market   08/01/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... Light Den   08/02/21 180 Insane Market   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. Light Den   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Fishy locus   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Fishy locus   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Odious mental disorder resort   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps bearded twinkling uncleanness jew   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. Light Den   08/03/21 5445776444554 Beady-eyed Site Double Fault   08/03/21 ... Insane Market   08/03/21 ... Milky fluffy newt   08/03/21 happy for you man Medicated maroon knife   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time razzle athletic conference   08/03/21 Keep it up Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! razzle-dazzle senate   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. Light Den   08/04/21 ... Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard   08/04/21 180 Day two here wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. Light Den   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... Light Den   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/09/21 ... Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. Light Den   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can Light Den   08/06/21 YES Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... Light Den   08/07/21 Day 16 done Light Den   08/08/21 Gj! Shivering Box Office   08/08/21 17 Light Den   08/09/21 180 brother wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here Beady-eyed Site Double Fault   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! soul-stirring parlour   08/09/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... Light Den   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ... Light Den   08/10/21 Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work Bateful library   08/10/21 Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/10/21 Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and... Light Den   08/10/21 Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/10/21 They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ... Light Den   08/10/21 Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/10/21 The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so... Magenta church feces   08/10/21 Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ... Light Den   08/10/21 Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. Light Den   08/10/21 Alcohol prevents covid hot dashing jap   08/13/21 Day 19 done Light Den   08/11/21 180 congrats tripping round eye   08/11/21 Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri... Insane Market   08/11/21 No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink... Light Den   08/11/21 ty Insane Market   08/11/21 CR- every day is a victory Honey-headed roast beef foreskin   08/12/21 hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me... Sienna blathering lodge   08/11/21 Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th... Insane Market   08/12/21 After how long? You did great! Odious mental disorder resort   08/11/21 Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ... Insane Market   08/12/21 I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth... razzle athletic conference   08/12/21 ... Insane Market   08/12/21 ... Narrow-minded black woman   08/12/21 I had four beers tonight. wonderful rehab old irish cottage   08/12/21 Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. Beady-eyed Site Double Fault   08/12/21 ... Insane Market   08/12/21 ... bearded twinkling uncleanness jew   08/12/21 You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ... Hyperactive buff generalized bond   08/12/21 Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ... Insane Market   08/12/21 Nice re today Light Den   08/12/21 Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives... Infuriating Nursing Home   08/12/21 ... Honey-headed roast beef foreskin   08/12/21 ... Insane Market   08/12/21 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d... turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account   08/12/21 Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram... Light Den   08/12/21 Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te... Insane Market   08/12/21 Day 20 in the books. Light Den   08/12/21 180 Insane Market   08/12/21 good job man henna stimulating private investor kitty cat   08/12/21 ... Honey-headed roast beef foreskin   08/13/21 Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! Light Den   08/13/21 180 Narrow-minded black woman   08/13/21 18000000 Insane Market   08/13/21 How you feeling? Light Den   08/13/21 Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon... Insane Market   08/13/21 Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ... Light Den   08/13/21 Ty Insane Market   08/13/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/13/21 ... tripping round eye   08/13/21 stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa... mint diverse abode   08/13/21 You seem mentally stable, friend. Light Den   08/13/21 ... Deranged Stage   08/14/21 ... gaped charcoal pistol   08/14/21 Day 22 and still on the wagon Light Den   08/14/21 ... Insane Market   08/14/21 Day 23 done Light Den   08/15/21 Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w... Slippery lime set party of the first part   08/15/21 Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an... Light Den   08/15/21 Good job dude. Summarize changes for us razzle-dazzle senate   08/15/21 Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ... Light Den   08/15/21 180 Insane Market   08/15/21 Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t... Light Den   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... Insane Market   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. Light Den   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... Lascivious sickened whorehouse legal warrant   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... Light Den   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw Lascivious sickened whorehouse legal warrant   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. Light Den   08/18/21 ... tripping round eye   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... glassy bawdyhouse preventive strike   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? Insane Market   08/16/21 Nice. Congrats. Light Den   08/16/21 Stabby? Magenta church feces   08/19/21 Day 24 Light Den   08/16/21 ... Fighting histrionic point   08/16/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/16/21 180 grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/16/21 ... Insane Market   08/16/21 ... Slippery lime set party of the first part   08/16/21 Day 25 Light Den   08/17/21 ... Insane Market   08/17/21 Day 26 Light Den   08/18/21 do you have the desire to drink Slippery lime set party of the first part   08/18/21 Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho... Light Den   08/18/21 Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.... Slippery lime set party of the first part   08/18/21 I was totally out of control. Light Den   08/18/21 Gj brudda Shaky transparent death wish crotch   08/18/21 Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/18/21 Trust me I am Light Den   08/18/21 Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one Crimson brunch   08/18/21 Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons... Light Den   08/18/21 that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'... bearded twinkling uncleanness jew   08/18/21 ... grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/19/21 180 Insane Market   08/18/21 Day 27 in the books Light Den   08/19/21 180. I’m at around a week. Insane Market   08/19/21 Nice. Keep it up. Light Den   08/19/21 Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi... Light Den   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. Shivering Box Office   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... Insane Market   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... Insane Market   08/20/21 I don't plan to Light Den   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   08/20/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober Light Den   08/27/21 180 razzle athletic conference   08/28/21 ... razzmatazz nofapping toaster potus   08/28/21 180 brother razzle-dazzle senate   09/06/21 Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b... Flickering thriller mexican range   08/28/21 That's amazing Light Den   09/03/21 ... geriatric unholy address   09/06/21 Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w... Light Den   09/03/21 ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   09/06/21 this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months geriatric unholy address   09/06/21 Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p... Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency   09/06/21 ... geriatric unholy address   09/06/21 Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. Light Den   09/06/21 ... geriatric unholy address   09/06/21 Take up golf, or cycling White Theater Stage   09/06/21 I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ... Light Den   09/06/21 Done with week 7. Light Den   09/10/21 ... geriatric unholy address   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. Light Den   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit   09/17/21 That's fucking great. grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... Light Den   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... chrome dragon   09/24/21 ... out-of-control brethren incel   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... grizzly dopamine people who are hurt   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... Light Den   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink Light Den   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Galvanic public bath   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. Light Den   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison geriatric unholy address   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... Light Den   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... Irradiated Awkward Gaping   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... Light Den   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... Irradiated Awkward Gaping   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... Insane Market   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   12/01/21 this sounds right Odious mental disorder resort   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... Twisted useless brakes forum   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... Light Den   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Adventurous know-it-all halford state   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades pink unhinged hunting ground chapel   12/01/21 keep going brother aphrodisiac giraffe   12/01/21 30 days sober today Light Den   12/16/21 180 Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap   12/16/21 6 months dry geriatric unholy address   01/04/22 180 glittery flatulent theatre   01/04/22 Two months sober now Light Den   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today Light Den   03/13/22 180 Day six here. wonderful rehab old irish cottage   03/13/22 One day at a time brother Light Den   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... tripping round eye   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... jet harsh gas station   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. 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Life has never been better. Light Den   06/26/22 ... wonderful rehab old irish cottage   06/26/22 ... Costumed Genital Piercing   06/26/22 good for you bro, good on you, keep it up Garnet mischievous garrison   06/26/22 ... shimmering selfie   06/26/22 ... razzmatazz nofapping toaster potus   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday Light Den   07/17/22 Nine moths today! Light Den   08/16/22 180 Insane Market   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? Light Den   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... Insane Market   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... Light Den   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... Insane Market   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. Nighttime titillating principal's office nibblets   08/16/22 180 Light Den   08/16/22 ... Insane Market   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... Dun gaming laptop   08/16/22 ... 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: razzle athletic conference He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Light Den Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: gaped charcoal pistol how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Useless puce personal credit line cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Elite Excitant School Cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: iridescent curious step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Light Den Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: fear-inspiring church building a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Light Den Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Chestnut property Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Light Den This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Chestnut property When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Light Den I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Chestnut property we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: out-of-control brethren incel You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Useless puce personal credit line Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Light Den That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: fear-inspiring church building set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: irate piazza how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Light Den 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: irate piazza no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Light Den I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Heady Multi-billionaire Meetinghouse the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Cerebral really tough guy reading party gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: contagious bipolar milk Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: sable azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Light Den Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Salmon exciting toilet seat Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Light Den 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: mauve domesticated sound barrier sanctuary have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Light Den Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Light Den Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Light Den Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: mauve domesticated sound barrier sanctuary what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Flickering thriller mexican range I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Light Den I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Light Den I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Light Den 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: bat-shit-crazy marvelous stain Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Light Den From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Light Den Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Amber floppy institution big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Light Den 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: soul-stirring parlour I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Light Den That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Galvanic public bath Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Saffron Passionate Menage Sex Offender can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Light Den Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: frum casino Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: vibrant magical nowag Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: demanding lettuce karate no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: Insane Market I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: Insane Market Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: Light Den Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: Insane Market Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Light Den 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Aquamarine hairraiser lay nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Insane Market 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Light Den Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Milky fluffy newt good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: sable azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Shaky transparent death wish crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Cerebral really tough guy reading party also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Saffron Passionate Menage Sex Offender good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: Light Den I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Shivering Box Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: hyperventilating shrine Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: Light Den I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: Light Den Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: glittery flatulent theatre who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: Light Den They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: Light Den That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Light Den Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Navy Indirect Expression Locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Naked wine mood stag film Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: Light Den That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Light Den One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: razzle-dazzle senate Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Flickering thriller mexican range 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: geriatric unholy address keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: Light Den 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: soul-stirring parlour Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: Light Den Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: Insane Market i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Light Den A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: Insane Market thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: fragrant volcanic crater I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Light Den For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: Light Den Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Light Den Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Light Den 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: Insane Market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: Light Den 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Fishy locus Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Fishy locus It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Odious mental disorder resort nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: Light Den In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: Beady-eyed Site Double Fault 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: Milky fluffy newt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Medicated maroon knife happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: razzle-dazzle senate Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: Light Den BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: Light Den Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Light Den Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Light Den Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Light Den Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Light Den 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: Light Den Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Shivering Box Office Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: Light Den 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: Beady-eyed Site Double Fault This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: soul-stirring parlour Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Light Den Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Light Den Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: Bateful library Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Light Den Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Light Den They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Magenta church feces The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Light Den Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Light Den Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: hot dashing jap Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Light Den Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: tripping round eye 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Insane Market Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Light Den No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: Insane Market ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Honey-headed roast beef foreskin CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Sienna blathering lodge hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: Insane Market Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Odious mental disorder resort After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: Insane Market Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: razzle athletic conference I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Narrow-minded black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Beady-eyed Site Double Fault Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Hyperactive buff generalized bond You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Insane Market Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Light Den Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Infuriating Nursing Home Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Honey-headed roast beef foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: turquoise laughsome antidepressant drug community account 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Light Den Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: Insane Market Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Light Den Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: Insane Market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: henna stimulating private investor kitty cat good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Honey-headed roast beef foreskin (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Light Den Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Narrow-minded black woman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Insane Market 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Light Den How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: Insane Market Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Light Den Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: Insane Market Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: tripping round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: mint diverse abode stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Light Den You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Deranged Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: gaped charcoal pistol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: Light Den Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Light Den Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Light Den Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: razzle-dazzle senate Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Light Den Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Insane Market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Light Den Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Insane Market An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Light Den Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: Lascivious sickened whorehouse legal warrant sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Light Den I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: Lascivious sickened whorehouse legal warrant are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Light Den Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: tripping round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: glassy bawdyhouse preventive strike I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: Insane Market 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Light Den Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Magenta church feces Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Light Den Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: Fighting histrionic point (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: Light Den Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Light Den Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Light Den Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Light Den I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Shaky transparent death wish crotch Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Light Den Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Crimson brunch Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Light Den Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Insane Market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Light Den Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: Insane Market 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Light Den Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Light Den Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Shivering Box Office Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Insane Market Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: Insane Market Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Light Den I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Light Den Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: razzle athletic conference 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: razzmatazz nofapping toaster potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: razzle-dazzle senate 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Flickering thriller mexican range Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Light Den That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Light Den Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: geriatric unholy address this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Coral swashbuckling international law enforcement agency Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Light Den Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: White Theater Stage Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Light Den I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Light Den Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Light Den 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Rebellious love of her life orchestra pit Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Light Den 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: chrome dragon don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: out-of-control brethren incel (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: grizzly dopamine people who are hurt The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Light Den I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Light Den 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Galvanic public bath Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Light Den Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: geriatric unholy address well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Light Den Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Irradiated Awkward Gaping Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Light Den I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Irradiated Awkward Gaping I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: Insane Market Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Odious mental disorder resort this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Twisted useless brakes forum 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Light Den Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Adventurous know-it-all halford state https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: aphrodisiac giraffe keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Light Den 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Opaque Arousing Pit Mad-dog Skullcap 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: geriatric unholy address 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: glittery flatulent theatre 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Light Den Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Light Den 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Light Den One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: tripping round eye Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: jet harsh gas station By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: glittery flatulent theatre 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Light Den 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: glittery flatulent theatre Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Light Den Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Dun gaming laptop 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Motley Sepia Pozpig Main People (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Light Den 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: Startling wrinkle degenerate Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Light Den Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: glittery flatulent theatre Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: glittery flatulent theatre then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: bearded twinkling uncleanness jew cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Garnet mischievous garrison lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Adventurous know-it-all halford state https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Obsidian misunderstood associate 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Big doctorate 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Light Den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Light Den 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Light Den 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: wonderful rehab old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Costumed Genital Piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Garnet mischievous garrison good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: shimmering selfie (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: razzmatazz nofapping toaster potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Light Den Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Light Den Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: Insane Market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Light Den How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: Insane Market i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Light Den Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Insane Market thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Nighttime titillating principal's office nibblets congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Light Den 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Dun gaming laptop congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Light Den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Light Den I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Light Den 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Light Den 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: Insane Market 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Light Den How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: Insane Market haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Light Den 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Insane Market ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: supple office I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Light Den Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Nighttime titillating principal's office nibblets Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: Insane Market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Nighttime titillating principal's office nibblets 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: provocative zippy windowlicker 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Light Den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: hateful mind-boggling trust fund proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Light Den One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Big doctorate 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Light Den 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: geriatric unholy address 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Elite Excitant School Cafeteria congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: geriatric unholy address ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: trip hairy legs business firm Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: geriatric unholy address I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Elite Excitant School Cafeteria 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: geriatric unholy address ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: 180 queen of the night Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Light Den 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: buck-toothed spectacular cruise ship partner (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: geriatric unholy address poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Light Den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: coiffed comical philosopher-king 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Light Den My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: Insane Market Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Light Den Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: Insane Market 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Light Den 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Light Den Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: aromatic bronze plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Odious mental disorder resort 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Light Den In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Disturbing Area Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Light Den Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Disturbing Area I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Light Den Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Light Den Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: razzle athletic conference Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Light Den Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: razzle athletic conference Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Light Den For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Insane Market I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Light Den Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: Insane Market ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Light Den 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: Bateful library 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: geriatric unholy address 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Light Den Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Did you work the steps? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Dun gaming laptop 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Multi-colored station fortuitous meteor 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: topaz immigrant good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: topaz immigrant I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Light Den Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: geriatric unholy address I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Light Den 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Appetizing crawly spot Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Light Den I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793231) Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM Author: Bateful library Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793386) Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM Author: sable azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793452) Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47796042) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard 180, teenage pussy tp (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793229) Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM Author: Rose parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793970) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182547) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM Author: Charismatic submissive boltzmann jewess 180 thread (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793226) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM Author: geriatric unholy address 3 years now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812580) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM Author: aromatic bronze plaza MFCR. 1488 my nigga (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812622) Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM Author: Nighttime titillating principal's office nibblets way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce. long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore. since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Light Den 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Ruddy Vivacious Gay Wizard 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Stubborn stead Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Light Den None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196855) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM Author: Vigorous indian lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182573) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM Author: Shaky transparent death wish crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48196866) Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM Author: pink unhinged hunting ground chapel Nice (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48214820) Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM Author: geriatric unholy address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48374719) Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM Author: Slippery lime set party of the first part (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007400) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM Author: Talented cuckold center I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007544) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM Author: Elite Excitant School Cafeteria (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007547) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM Author: AZNgirl telling 5'4 White Guy He's Tall Enough (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150725) Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM Author: .........\'.........\'\'.......\'\'\' (Dotski Carlisle, You Old Shrew!) 4 years (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150627) Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM Author: Terry Bollea Did Nothing Wrong (TDNW) how has your life changed? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150630) Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM Author: jock itch 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150668) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM Author: brown eyes and i were tired ((zurich is stained)) Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150685) Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM Author: Master Purchase Agreement (No Future) 180 good going man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49150688)