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Stay strong Beta market   10/30/22 ty brother. vermilion plaza   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... odious theater stage   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it Beta market   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... Buck-toothed area macaca   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. Amethyst Boiling Water   10/30/22 ... vermilion plaza   10/30/22 1800000 Buck-toothed area macaca   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting Titillating coldplay fan   10/30/22 ... Beta market   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... doobsian messiness hell   10/30/22 ... Amber greedy reading party   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. Beta market   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. well-lubricated walnut dilemma   11/18/22 397 days and counting Beta market   12/18/22 180 Amber greedy reading party   12/18/22 18 months bossy regret goyim   01/04/23 congrats man Confused infuriating den   01/04/23 ty bossy regret goyim   01/04/23 Biggest health change? vengeful lascivious institution   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... bossy regret goyim   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Confused infuriating den   01/04/23 ~15% bossy regret goyim   01/04/23 Awesome. Amethyst Boiling Water   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... French Federal Hospital Volcanic Crater   01/04/23 180 Beta market   01/07/23 ... contagious metal new version   01/09/23 poison free in 23 bossy regret goyim   01/09/23 ... Beta market   01/10/23 180 Talking lemon principal's office hominid   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... Beta market   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... vermilion plaza   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. Beta market   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it vermilion plaza   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. Amethyst Boiling Water   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink Beta market   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... laughsome garrison cuckold   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW Beta market   03/06/23 180 Vibrant Translucent Toaster Piazza   03/06/23 180 Clear personal credit line preventive strike   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... laughsome garrison cuckold   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... Beta market   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? Judgmental halford school cafeteria   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... Beta market   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... Judgmental halford school cafeteria   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... Beta market   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books Beta market   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. Beta market   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... Beta market   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... vermilion plaza   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. Beta market   04/07/23 ty vermilion plaza   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. Beta market   05/16/23 180 startling sooty stage   05/16/23 2 years dry bossy regret goyim   06/24/23 Nice. 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I hit 4 years on June 12 brown eyes and i were tired   08/02/25 180 good going man Master Purchase Agreement   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: Beta market First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: provocative gas station 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: beady-eyed internal respiration orchestra pit won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: flushed thriller forum persian begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: Beta market Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: Beta market Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Racy international law enforcement agency locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Racy international law enforcement agency locale (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: bespoke razzle-dazzle trailer park boistinker how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Black Harsh Place Of Business Kitty Cat cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Confused infuriating den (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: razzmatazz splenetic spot therapy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Beta market Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Cerise knife 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: nudist turquoise hissy fit a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Beta market Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Cerise knife Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: cheese-eating low-t school Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Beta market This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: cheese-eating low-t school When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: Beta market I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: cheese-eating low-t school we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: swashbuckling tanning salon old irish cottage You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Black Harsh Place Of Business Kitty Cat Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Beta market That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: nudist turquoise hissy fit set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: claret church how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Beta market 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: claret church no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Beta market I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Heady spruce cruise ship friendly grandma Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: nudist turquoise hissy fit u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: hilarious talented haunted graveyard I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: Appetizing Mustard Property Faggot Firefighter You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Lake abode hunting ground (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: red dragon Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Free-loading legend pisswyrm stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: hot hall Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Unhinged Multi-colored Menage so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: Vivacious Hairless Police Squad go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: vermilion plaza Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: maniacal whorehouse the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: boyish opaque skinny woman gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: Glassy Associate Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: sapphire narrow-minded stain giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: Beta market Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: navy wrinkle Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: Beta market 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Unhinged Multi-colored Menage have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: Beta market Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: Beta market Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: Beta market Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Unhinged Multi-colored Menage what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Bonkers codepig corner I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Beta market I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: Beta market I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Beta market 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Cerebral learning disabled incel foreskin Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: Beta market From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: Beta market Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Adventurous library big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Beta market 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Diverse base bbw Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: alcoholic thirsty public bath I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: Motley offensive stead can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Diverse base bbw That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. 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And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Appetizing Mustard Property Faggot Firefighter Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Vivacious Hairless Police Squad no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: vermilion plaza I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. 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There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: vermilion plaza i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: Beta market A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: vermilion plaza thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: filthy mental disorder I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: Beta market For me, it was great for a few years. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Topaz pungent juggernaut address Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Diverse base bbw I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Topaz pungent juggernaut address It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Beta market Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: obsidian puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: Beta market Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Diverse base bbw Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Beta market Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: obsidian puppy YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Beta market 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: Beta market Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Beta market Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: startling sooty stage Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: Beta market Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: Beta market They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Pale floppy shitlib The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: Beta market Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: Beta market Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Mind-boggling Box Office Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: Beta market Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: dashing station 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: vermilion plaza Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: Beta market No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: vermilion plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Rose territorial multi-billionaire blood rage CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: wine mad cow disease crackhouse hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: vermilion plaza Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Clear personal credit line preventive strike After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: vermilion plaza Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Concupiscible azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: Aphrodisiac flirting sanctuary sex offender Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Self-centered office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Light Irradiated Fat Ankles You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: vermilion plaza Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: Beta market Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: impertinent submissive circlehead Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Rose territorial multi-billionaire blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Cerise knife 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: Beta market Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: vermilion plaza Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: Beta market Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: smoky drunken resort good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Rose territorial multi-billionaire blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: Beta market Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Concupiscible azn 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: vermilion plaza 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Beta market How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: vermilion plaza Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: Beta market Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: vermilion plaza Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: dashing station (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Soul-stirring Cream Becky stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Beta market You seem mentally stable, friend. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: Beta market Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: avocado exciting ladyboy deer antler Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: Beta market Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: Beta market Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: vermilion plaza An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Beta market Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: costumed galvanic home gunner sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: Beta market I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: costumed galvanic home gunner are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: Beta market Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. 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There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: laughsome garrison cuckold Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Beta market I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Razzle jewess brethren Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Diverse base bbw Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: Beta market Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Mewling black woman sneaky criminal Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: Beta market Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Self-centered office that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Diverse base bbw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: Beta market Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: Beta market Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: Beta market Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: trip frum field Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: vermilion plaza Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: vermilion plaza Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: Beta market I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Diverse base bbw Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Beta market Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: spectacular hateful step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: avocado exciting ladyboy deer antler 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Bonkers codepig corner Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Beta market That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: Beta market Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: bossy regret goyim this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Racy international law enforcement agency locale Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Beta market Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Disgusting milk stag film Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: Beta market I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: Beta market Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: Beta market 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: obsidian puppy Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Diverse base bbw That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: Beta market 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Medicated Bateful Chapel Feces don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: swashbuckling tanning salon old irish cottage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Diverse base bbw The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: Beta market I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: Beta market 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: marvelous national security agency Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Beta market Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: bossy regret goyim well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Beta market Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: stirring slap-happy stage corn cake Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: Beta market I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: stirring slap-happy stage corn cake I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: vermilion plaza Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Clear personal credit line preventive strike this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: Vigorous Location Weed Whacker 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Beta market Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Bat shit crazy twinkling uncleanness roommate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Duck-like jap keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Beta market 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: cracking henna potus death wish 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: bossy regret goyim 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: awkward native 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: Beta market Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: Beta market 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: Beta market One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: dashing station Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: pink doctorate By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: awkward native 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: Beta market 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: awkward native Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: Beta market Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: flushed thriller forum persian 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Know-it-all very tactful genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: Beta market 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: charismatic bawdyhouse Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: Beta market Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Self-centered office 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: awkward native Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Self-centered office I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: awkward native then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Self-centered office cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Aromatic carmine brunch generalized bond lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Bat shit crazy twinkling uncleanness roommate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: milky parlor 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: well-lubricated walnut dilemma 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: Beta market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: Beta market 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Beta market 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Sexy shivering candlestick maker chad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Excitant trump supporter degenerate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Aromatic carmine brunch generalized bond good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: histrionic crotch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: spectacular hateful step-uncle's house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: Beta market Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: Beta market Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: Beta market How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: vermilion plaza i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: Beta market Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vermilion plaza thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: Buck-toothed area macaca congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Beta market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: flushed thriller forum persian congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: Beta market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: Beta market I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: Beta market 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: laughsome garrison cuckold 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: Beta market 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: Beta market How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: vermilion plaza haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: Beta market 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: vermilion plaza ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: odious theater stage I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: Beta market Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: Buck-toothed area macaca Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: Buck-toothed area macaca 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Titillating coldplay fan 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: Beta market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: doobsian messiness hell proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Amber greedy reading party (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: Beta market One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: well-lubricated walnut dilemma 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: Beta market 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Amber greedy reading party 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: bossy regret goyim 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Confused infuriating den congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: bossy regret goyim ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: vengeful lascivious institution Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: bossy regret goyim I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Confused infuriating den 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: bossy regret goyim ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: French Federal Hospital Volcanic Crater Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: Beta market 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: contagious metal new version (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: bossy regret goyim poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: Beta market (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Talking lemon principal's office hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: Beta market My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: vermilion plaza Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: Beta market Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: vermilion plaza 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: Beta market 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: laughsome garrison cuckold What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: Beta market Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Vibrant Translucent Toaster Piazza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Clear personal credit line preventive strike 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: laughsome garrison cuckold Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: Beta market In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: Judgmental halford school cafeteria Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: Beta market Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: Judgmental halford school cafeteria I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: Beta market Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: Beta market Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: Beta market Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: rebellious wonderful organic girlfriend digit ratio Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: Beta market For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: vermilion plaza I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: Beta market Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: vermilion plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: Beta market 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: startling sooty stage 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: bossy regret goyim 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: Beta market Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Amethyst Boiling Water Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: sapphire narrow-minded stain giraffe Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: Beta market Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: Beta market Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Confused infuriating den congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: Beta market 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: vermilion plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: bossy regret goyim Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: flushed thriller forum persian 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: brindle fragrant shrine telephone 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: bossy regret goyim (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Fishy Sweet Tailpipe People Who Are Hurt good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Fishy Sweet Tailpipe People Who Are Hurt I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: Beta market Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: bossy regret goyim I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: Beta market 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Umber Party Of The First Part Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: Beta market I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#47812654) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM Author: Beta market 1058 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182543) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM Author: Amber greedy reading party 180 man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182545) Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM Author: Haunting gold community account mediation Do you not drink at all now? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2],#48182570) Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM Author: Beta market None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff. 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