Spent 2 weeks in childhood hometown. Overwhelming pain and sorrow
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:09 PM Author: Judgmental theater stage
Not because its all full of Mexicans or fentanyl or anything, like you sometimes read about.
Its still beautiful. Minor league baseball. Barns and farms. Rolls of hay. Bubbled from all the radicalizing stuff. People can be lib with no consequence, live and die happily.
But while visiting, you - or at least I - constantly know none of it is real. It all ended in the 1990s for me. I left. I can never really come back. Visiting is as unreal as a dream.
The landmarks are all places where BIG THINGS happened: i kissed some girl, or wrecked a car, etc etc
You cannot live in a dream.
"Home is made for coming from and dreams of going to / which with any luck will never come true."
Im not even Jewish and Im a wandering exile. Fuck my ass.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2],#49122254) |
Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:18 PM Author: Flesh doobsian chad corner
I know that feeling
Nostalgia can be dangerous. It's seductive and sucks you in but you can never catch that dragon again no matter how hard you try or how much you want to
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:19 PM Author: lemon boltzmann
Reading this was like heading down that Red Dirt Road with Brooks & Dunn
https://youtu.be/zBTpoKvre84?si=5cT0eMdPFjbXHyHf
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2],#49122301)
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Date: July 22nd, 2025 3:25 PM Author: Arousing double fault
Imagine if you had stayed there, maybe learned a trade like HVAC. Started your own HVAC company after a few years. Got married, had a few kids. Running a small business, maybe 2 or 3 HVAC crews. Making $200k per year but living like a king with a big house on a couple acres, taking your kids to little league and fishing at the lake on the weekend.
But you chose to chase the email life, brother. We all did. And we all chose wrong.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2],#49122317)
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Date: July 23rd, 2025 1:53 PM Author: Azure sadistic location gay wizard
This.
A friend of mine from high school started a roofing company, lives in a nice house with a cute wife, probably brings in $150,000 a year tops, but seems to have a 180 life.
To be fair one of his kids turned into a troon that offed itself.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5753407&forum_id=2],#49124927) |
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