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I remember having my head held into the floor being told I was worthless

And would never make it. I remember the blood and saliva sp...
self-absorbed glassy site
  05/11/24
Fucking liars
adventurous tanning salon
  05/11/24
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curious fluffy mental disorder lay
  05/11/24
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bright learning disabled school dingle berry
  05/11/24
Does Resolve work for cum stains on the carpet?
Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction
  05/11/24
I don’t know about that. I also have flashbacks about...
self-absorbed glassy site
  05/11/24
Why’d your step dad beat you up so much?
Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction
  05/11/24
I think the more important question is why in those moments ...
self-absorbed glassy site
  05/11/24
Probably because it was scary and traumatic.
Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction
  05/11/24
I'm very sorry for you if not flame. I'm still sorry for ...
Exciting gas station nowag
  05/11/24
Thanks brother. I don’t think it’s flame. The me...
self-absorbed glassy site
  05/11/24
To answer your question with a metaphor, every memory is a p...
Exciting gas station nowag
  05/11/24
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curious fluffy mental disorder lay
  05/11/24
But enough about Biglaw
Disgusting bronze dog poop
  05/11/24
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Exciting gas station nowag
  05/11/24


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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:16 AM
Author: self-absorbed glassy site

And would never make it.

I remember the blood and saliva spraying out in little droplets as I tried to catch my breath.

I remember my whole world shrinking to just watching those droplets spray out across the carpet fibers.

I remember thinking I would die.

I remember my mom’s husband telling me not to tell anyone when he dropped me off at school for seventh grade.

I remember getting picked on for having marks on my face.

I remember getting home that day and desperately trying to clean the bloodstain on the carpet with Resolve to erase my shame.

I remember.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652803)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 4:34 AM
Author: adventurous tanning salon

Fucking liars

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Date: May 11th, 2024 6:08 AM
Author: curious fluffy mental disorder lay



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Date: May 11th, 2024 9:52 AM
Author: bright learning disabled school dingle berry



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:22 AM
Author: Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction

Does Resolve work for cum stains on the carpet?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652804)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:25 AM
Author: self-absorbed glassy site

I don’t know about that.

I also have flashbacks about this other time where the was this fight and I just remember watching the blood drop, drop, drop down on the linoleum while I called 911 and then the cops came and asked me all these questions and I got to ride in the ambulance to the ER.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652805)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:25 AM
Author: Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction

Why’d your step dad beat you up so much?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652808)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:31 AM
Author: self-absorbed glassy site

I think the more important question is why in those moments did it feel like the world shrank to a very small place, why did I feel so scared, and why do I have vivid flashbacks and relive this shit decades later?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652821)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 9:45 AM
Author: Violent Vivacious Boiling Water Dysfunction

Probably because it was scary and traumatic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47653124)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:47 AM
Author: Exciting gas station nowag

I'm very sorry for you if not flame.

I'm still sorry for you if flame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652831)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 3:50 AM
Author: self-absorbed glassy site

Thanks brother. I don’t think it’s flame. The memory is too vivid for that. Keeps me up at night.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652832)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 4:16 AM
Author: Exciting gas station nowag

To answer your question with a metaphor, every memory is a physical, chemical burn somewhere in your hippocampus. The scars can be deeper or shallower, and when your mind drifts towards a deeper scar it is pulled in like gravity.

I'm very lucky in that I never had any real trauma as a child nor anyone who meant me real harm, but I know so many people who were hurt this way. It pains my heart to know that there are evil people who inflict these scars on others and against whom no retribution could possibly do justice for the damage they've done. I hope you find some measure of peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47652852)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 9:46 AM
Author: curious fluffy mental disorder lay



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Date: May 11th, 2024 9:53 AM
Author: Disgusting bronze dog poop

But enough about Biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47653142)



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Date: May 11th, 2024 10:49 AM
Author: Exciting gas station nowag



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5527383&forum_id=2#47653293)