I like a little danger on my plate. Also, I am very very isolated right now. All of my work interactions are through the computer and I feel like they don’t even want me to be there anymore.
any friends in your area? couple friends of you and your wife? if you were childfree i'd say just go out and meet people, i make new friends all the time just by being out and about. but i know it's different if you have to like arrange for childcare in order to hit up a bar with only the possibility of meeting people. so i get why you do destructive things like poast
He’s a musician. I watched him play his set then tried to convince him to come with me through the Holland Tunnel to find a house party where RSF was allegedly chilling with his zoomer harem. But he declined, so we both drove back to Morristown, and then I intimidated a local with my sheer size.
that sounds so fucking 18000000. keep more company like that and less like scumbag cslg imo. what do you mean intimidated a local? and did you go to RSF and the supposed zoomer harem?
No. I never crossed into New York or MFH. I stayed in Jersey.
Apparently these Morristown bars all have downstairs areas which are darker and more private so you can do coke. Apparently I bumped into a guy who was headed into that abyss, and he turned around as if to fight me, but upon taking account of mass apparently thought twice and slunk away into his shadows.
Some might say ambition, greed even? Maybe I can’t deal with sitting alone with myself and my accomplishments and not trying to build something more. My therapist seems to think I have these defense mechanisms around wanting to outwork everyone around me and prove that I’m better and can’t be taken down. She’s trying to get me to see that I’m no longer running the race with anyone except myself and the past.
yeah just remember all the mental energy you put into caring about increasing your nw is energy you're not devoting to enjoying being with your loved ones. it just seems shallow to fixate on. it's probably cslg's influence smh.