rehab pussy is definitely not CR though, ill explain later

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366177)

but does it entail that i needed detox/rehab inpatient program so i'm subjected to an endless rotation of fentanyl-spun tattooed zoomers who usually AMA within a day maybe a couple hours at the time, and the occasional really old court-ordered white guy who just yaps on and on about his last ex-wife and child custody shit, spending most days between "group therapy circles" just contemplating how or why God still hasn't underhand tossed this clown planet in to the clown sun of a clown universe, and lastly and finally is only covered by a fraction by platinum PPO?

nah.

but at the moment and the present, i can state this. i'm not consuming any mind-altering or psychotropic substances. otherwise, i'm back to slaving for GC and catching up on a bunch of other gay shit -- that hasn't changed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366230)

now, as cynical as i am about the whole process and the fundamental notion of addiction -- but at the moment i feel great, just feel calm and 'neutral' not overly excited to the point of chronic cardiovascular issues and not so tired to the point that i can't even drag myself out of the bed to the bathroom to urinate so i end up pissing in a bottle nearly but since i'm in a drunken stupor i end up just pissing all over the bed

so yeah, haven't felt like this in a while. i'll see long i can keep this up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366263)

it was nuts

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366245)

The entire board admitted to being Jewish while you were gone

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366247)

and -- woah, cr. seems like a very cr development for our ZoZo

can't wait to see what's in store for tomorrow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366273)

my roommate was an auctioneer addicted to crack lol. but while i was there we had a Harvard educated liver doctor, a well-known professional WWE wrestler, a published romance author, couple airline pilots/nurses/pharmacists, a ncaa baseball umpire and the rest were your standard depressed wage slaves and retired boomers.

we had some zoomers too who were all in for drugs and unbearable to be around. rich and entitled little shitheads. we were kept segregated from the women so i didnt interact with any of them, but from the stories they seemed like nutcases

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366320)

yeah there were people there around my age bracket (millennial to gen-x) although a much smaller fraction than i expected. like about 70% zoomers, 20% people within my range, and 10% old people (and amongst this category, the occasional paranoid schizophrenic crank who seems quiet but is actually on their last frayed strand of sanity and ends up getting arrested after assaulting chaperones/staff during "group circle" therapy)

and the fucking zoomers there man, they're either completely unabashed wanton sluts or asexual eunuchs -- well actually i guess this isn't that different from outside of rehab

fortunately, didn't have a roommate there because if i did i would've bailed on the first nite

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366377)

it was a major wakeup call for me to get my shit together because at first i kind of looked down on alot of people in there. hearing their stories from the therapy sessions about their trainwreck lives: multiple marriages, complete alienation from family, stealing from family members, etc. it was easy for me to write alot of them off because i thought they were trashy people and "i would NEVER do something like that".

after a couple days it clicked. i was right there with them and needed to be there just as much as them. it was a humbling experience.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5216796&forum_id=2#45366414)