Date: August 3rd, 2019 3:10 PM
Author: fantasy-prone laughsome orchestra pit
He hasn't come out and said so, but his tone when discussing the injury (it's quite severe) suggests I made him feel like our lovemaking had become clinical/uninspired. I suppose I did mention this a couple times, but we've always been able to tell one another anything. Well, he took it upon himself to start doing yoga to increase his flexibility, in the hope that this would let him make love to me more creatively (he would do anything for me).
I guess he took things farther in our bedroom than his body could safely handle. He's a contractor and often works right alongside his crews, that's why they love him so much. Now he can't even walk, so going out and bidding on jobs has been extremely difficult for him, to say nothing of working with his crews. He enjoys swinging a hammer, too, so I feel responsible for depriving him of that enjoyment also.
I don't know what we're going to do once the job that they're scheduled to finish this week ends, because my husband hasn't been able to go out and look for the next one. His poor employees and their families are dependent on him, and most of them are undocumented, so I don't know what will happen to them, but God forbid my husband doesn't drum up something.
I feel terrible, like I never should have told my husband how routine the sex with him had gotten.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4315511&forum_id=2#38631811)