My 16 year old self would be proud of me (CSLG)
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Date: March 14th, 2023 1:09 AM Author: silver ratface
Honestly, I think very few people would actually say that. My life is turning out exactly like I would have wanted. I never had to sacrifice what was important to me for financial success. Life is really short, brothers. Swing big, don't take shit too personally, and really value your family (because they are the only ones who truly care about you).
Even though all my projects give me anxiety (it is definitely stressful to take on as much as I do), I wouldn't have it any other way and I feel enormous amounts of happiness each and every day. And more importantly, very little (almost none) anger or sadness. I'm grateful for all of you and the friendships I have made here! Got to hang out with Disco today and have a really great chat for 90 minutes, going to see Box's concert with most of my office in a couple months, and hanging out with Kenny and our families at Great Wolf Lodge this weekend.
Can't wait for what the next 40 years brings.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46048862) |
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Date: March 14th, 2023 1:30 AM Author: silver ratface
Here is my honest assessment because I consider you a good friend. I think you're a very smart and ambitious guy. I don't think you are enough of a perfectionist and you don't stick with things long enough to make significant money at them. Success requires tunnel vision and near obsession with what you are doing.
Chandler can tell you that I am insane with my involvement in the firm. Even with my restaurant, I was supposed to be a silent investor. I've been there multiple times a week, have daily phone calls with my partners, take a very active part in picking everything, and am doing above and beyond what is expected.
I think if you buckled down and picked one thing to do better than anyone else, you would be very wealthy. But I think you get distracted a lot. Success is a slow process the first time and most people have a hard time waiting for it to come. You're still young and I truly believe in you and think highly of you.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46048880) |
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Date: March 14th, 2023 1:48 AM Author: Comical Macaca
Thank you. I became an EMT and then a paramedic at a VERY young age. I was also in extremely good shape. When I was interning at the local fire department, I initially got asked if I was part of the sheriff SWAT team--I literally looked the part. I mention this, because during my training, tunnel vision was vehemently discouraged. It's something that stuck with me, so I have this developed aversion to tunnel vision. I suppose in some respects, it's necessary. There have been many times when I'm able to sit down, focus, and get shit done.
I think I've always found utility in being good at a lot of different things, even if it means not being the best at any one thing. I'm a very hard worker, but I spread myself out too thin. Everyday is a struggle because of this, but I will make it.
Believe it or not, I am a perfectionist. Even when I'm doing work at home, like housework or hanging shelves or anything of the sort, including cooking, I'm an ultra-perfectionist. For example, I recently installed pegboards and Craftsman Versatrack in a small spare room that we have. I made sure everything was spaced perfectly, down to 1/16". I'm the same way with coding. I like to cover every possible outcome and tend to overthink certain aspects of development. That's why I love Github co-pilot and OpenAI so much. It allows me to orchestrate perfect development rather than endure the drudgery of implementation to the degree otherwise necessary.
Where I think I excel more than anyone else, however, is in my optimism and overall outlook toward the world. No one can deny that I'm a genuine optimist and see the beauty in everything, regardless of how mundane or banal it may seem.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46048900) |
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Date: March 14th, 2023 2:04 AM Author: Marvelous friendly grandma
"Success is a slow process..."
And eventually it's too late, so you're fucked.
It's a hard truth that the CBT retards will never admit.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46048916) |
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Date: March 14th, 2023 2:16 AM Author: multi-colored sanctuary corn cake
Kenny: paid employee
Family: paid employees
Stop paying for things and see how often they want to spend time with you! Probably the same amount as the people in your high school!
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46048924) |
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Date: March 14th, 2023 10:47 AM Author: multi-colored sanctuary corn cake
You edited the “best friend to WrestleMania” part in after. I guess your paid employee is your best friend from high school. Unless you offered to pay for his ticket after seeing this thread.
Date: March 9th, 2023 12:52 AM
Author: calishitlawguru (most impressive person on XO)
I havent watched since the attitude era but I used to be a huge fan. Tickets were 1k each (basically free for me!). Will be in LA this April. Going with Paralegal Mohamed. I always wanted to go to Wrestlemania as a kid. Super excited, brothers! Ill poat photoa from this magical day. Anyone else going?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46049991)
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Date: March 14th, 2023 5:27 AM Author: Burgundy glittery skinny woman nursing home
While he is ostensibly an upstanding professional and family man he is much sadder, more psychotic and more dangerous than the garden variety board defective lunatics. It’s clear from his hobbies like skateboarding and guitar that he no doubt spent hours practicing in his youth because he realized he was a scumbag/loser and that trying to cozy up to preps and jocks was never going to happen. You can easily picture little CSLG, friendless, mentally broken from being abandoned by his father trying to beg the scumbag skater clique kids to come hang out with him after school so he could show them some lame trick he spent a month practicing, or pleading with lower caste artsy kids to start a band with him. Of course even to scumlosers he would have been invisible and rejected. His abandonment and social issues as a youngster fueled his “do whatever it takes” mentality to chase $, thinking that would finally buy him respect and acceptance. This is a guy who lied about his ethnicity to cheat his way into a better law school and who runs a borderline illegal and highly unethical kike scam mill to churn $. Where has all of this distateful kikery gotten him? Nowhere, which must absolutely enrage him. The preps and jocks who he was invisible to in his youth don’t care about his modest success, and even to other scum losers he comes off as weird and desperate. He talks about sex incessantly and thinks it’s amazingly cool to hang out with pornstars. What sort of kid does this remind you of? A weird loser virgin insisting he gets laid all the time. This sort of defect in his personality bled into his interactions with GJR and it’s clear that aside from his wife every woman cslg isn’t paying for sex is repulsed by him. This of course has done further damage to his psyche. He’s admittedly a guy who is obsessed with weight lifting but has never played sports. I dare you to find anyone like that who isn’t a weird fucking loser. He relishes the attention he gets on xo because where else is he going to get it? At least some posters will make him feel like less of a loser in hopes they’ll get some $ or a sinecure out of it. Has this life of deceit and striving paid off? Was your dad impressed cslg? Does he love you now? Does anyone who ignored you in high school care? Surely by now you realize that you can never be one of the cool kids. I’m sure everything is 180 though right little buddy? You love being a 5’4” nazi charicature of a kike rat and it’s 18000 to have an ugly wife and hair so thin you can see your scalp at all times. Fearing that your own kids will turn on you and throw you out of your house in your old age when you no longer have leverage over them means they love you and you’re a 180 dad! The most 180 part is that your only “friends” are your employees. They definitely hang out with you because they like you and not because you pay their salaries and they fear for their jobs if they skip your weird mandatory work hangouts. Cmon brother let’s play laser tag and i’ll buy you a beer! No really, please! I’ll buy you a beer, dinner, a car, just hang out with me and tell me i’m cool! Anyway, email me!
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46049098) |
Date: March 14th, 2023 9:21 AM Author: pearl passionate keepsake machete principal's office
You are a huge faggot brother.
I am not mean to anyone here other than you and kenny.
That's all.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46049616) |
Date: March 14th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: primrose insane kitchen reading party
You are a wonderful friend and a good person and your business is absolutely BUSTLING. I love how everyone in there was working and not fucking around.
CSLG is very thoughtful and has given me some insights that I need to push forward in life, because as he puts it, if my 16 year old self saw me now, he would be deeply ashamed.
Drove through Malibu and the Pacific Palisades last night and kept coming back to our conversation in my mind. What am I doing with my life? Where is it all going? What have I actually accomplished?
There must be a second chapter.
Thank you CSLG.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5306239&forum_id=2#46049885) |
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