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Date: April 20th, 2015 11:55 PM Author: Irradiated hominid stage
recall she always went out and got blackout drunk w her friends before coming home. a few weeks ago, she showed me a text message from her friend saying that she was so drunk that she was grinding with some nowig co-worker that they call hate, which she didnt even remember. of course, to her, it's nbd because "nothing happened." this was after i'd got on her case about letting guys buy her drinks at bars, which she said is nbd bc she doesn't do anything with them. and after she allowed an ex to buy her lunch and theatre tickets, which she said was nbd bc she didnt do anything with him and just used him for free shit.
i wanted to find out if she was being faithful to our "exclusivity," and i figured i'd come out and ask her by laying a subtle trap. i said something in passing like, "i just want to make sure, have we been exclusive the entire time since you've said you've been exclusive." there was a pause and she said "i went out on two first dates, but i hated both of the guys and nothing happened and i didnt do anything."
i went into full depo mode, and questioned her about it. her story was that her slut homewrecking cousin set her up with one guy, and the other guy is some guy she met in the elevator of her building. she was in full defensive / rationalization mode and not even acknowledging that what she did was wrong, and said jezelel-esque shit like, "how would i know if i wanted to be exclusive unless i tested it out to see how i felt about dating other people.
(i'm not sure if she's being honest and fully disclosing everything and this is all that happened, or if this is just the tip of the iceberg. on one hand, she's not a good liar -- especially when confronted -- and is perfectly open about her shitty selfish behavior because she thinks there's nothing wrong with it and loves to rationalize it. on the other hand, she could have been majorly cucking me.)
she didnt even think it was a big deal and didnt expect me to get MAF, but i laid right into her and told her she's a shitty dishonest person and i can never trust her and i can never be with her, and that's it. i told her that exclusivity is exclusivity, and even if it were just a couple first dates, her behavior is still shit, and i'll never be able to trust her again, especially given her attempts to justify her behavior to me and knowing that she cheated on her 3+ year ex AND RATIONALIZED IT and sees nothing wrong with her actions towards him.
the worst part was really that she went back and forth between rationalizing her behavior and apologizing and crying and saying she's sorry and cares so much about me and thinks we have a future and doesnt want it to end and wants to make it up to me. i just went off on her about what a shitty person she is, and didnt look back and didnt hesitate.
this was all over the phone. 20 minutes later, i sent her a nasty email saying, basically "you may rationalize things not working out and say that it wasn't meant to be and it wasn't going to work out long term anyway, but no matter what, you'll always be a selfish cheater for the rest of your life." and then i blocked her on fb.
it's been 3-4 weeks. i'm totally fucking over her. i barely even think about her. i actually feel better about having her toxic personality out of my life. as a total codependent, i'm genuinely shocked i got over her this quickly.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27727937) |
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Date: April 21st, 2015 12:03 AM Author: Irradiated hominid stage
i dont regret my decision one but in the sense that i could never marry such a dishonest selfish whore who, any time our marriage had a low point, would cheat on me and rationalize it and see nothing wrong with her actions.
BUT even though i'm over her, i objectively realize that it's going to be hard to replace her in two important ways. first is sexual chemistry -- you know it's fucking rare to have a girl with such a 180 sex drive. second is intellectual chemistry -- she truly "gets" me like very few people in life do, and she's super smart and we get along so well and have a blast together.
you can't have everything in a girl, but it might be years before i find someone better than her. in any event, she's not good enough
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27727990) |
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Date: April 21st, 2015 12:06 AM Author: fishy elite institution
i hear you. both of those things are really important.
that said, this girl clearly had some deep-seated issues, and those issues, as well as her thought processes w/r/t all that jezebal/feminist bullshit, would make her a shitty mother/wife.
but yeah, you are gonna be missing that sexual chemistry for a while.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27728018) |
Date: April 21st, 2015 12:22 AM Author: glittery station turdskin
Bro, from a co-dep Jew boy to another, mazel
You can't trust her and that's really important. My girl never cheated, but she did little lies. I can't say one alone made me not trust her, but the totality of her small lies has added up and contributes to my current MEH thinking about her.
My point: you're getting rid of her for the right reason. Plenty of Jewish girls in MFH for you.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27728129) |
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Date: April 21st, 2015 12:28 AM Author: Cyan double fault
not acp
I actually think she's telling the truth because she apparently has no problem saying shit and rationalizing, so I could see her doing some dates and being like nah
how did you not notice? you're exclusive so you probably text a lot, not?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27728170) |
Date: April 21st, 2015 12:26 AM Author: Irradiated hominid stage
MY "REBOUND"
y'all remember hot israel ex, rite? the girl who, lookswise to me, was everything fuckbuddy was not: 5'7" 105-110, insane gap, perky A's that i can get in my mouth, amazing legs and little bubble but, visible rib cage, flat stomach, etc. recall i didnt marry her bc she's incompetent at life and would be a shitty life partner. she'd basically given me an ultimatum to marry her or move on; israelis are intense like that.
so, i've been hanging around hot israeli ex a lot. she's a sexual prude and only fucks guys in serious relationships (4 total cocks in her pussy despite being in her 30s) and is an absolutely terrible fuck with low sex drive (but gives awesome head, somehow). she doesnt do casual sex and i cant fuck her again unless i want to marry her.
but i've been spending a ton of time with her and many nights with her. i fucking worship her body and it makes me so happy just to rub her legs or sit next to her with her legs touching mine or to rub her shoulders or to cuddle with her. i'll just jerk off when she's sleeping to blow my load. i dont even have a great desire to fuck her bc she's so bad in bed; i just get off by being in her presence and looking at her and touching her and by the fact that i'm getting attention from her. it's so fucking weird, brehs.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27728152) |
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Date: April 21st, 2015 12:32 AM Author: Irradiated hominid stage
no homo (and i think you agree with me), but i dont like new pussy and think sex is far better if you have a sexual history and an emotional connection with a girl.
plus i dont have RSF-level game, so having to go on 2-5 annoying dates with girls i cant stand only to have shitty sex sounds depressing as fuck.
i'm thinking i'll get my temporary sexual release from my hot israeli ex, and then just focus on dating girls i really like. i just dont want to have to date girls for sex if i cant help it; it's such an annoying waste of time. i'd rather date for gf-seeking.
does that make sense?
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27728198) |
Date: April 21st, 2015 1:01 PM Author: lascivious mauve step-uncle's house
what even happened here. I read this like 8 times. You dated a blackout drinker (commendable -- usually I do the same), and when you first went on a date or two she was simultaneously going out on 2 other dates?
dude I have like 8 first-third dates going on with girls right now. I am not exclusive with anyone as we are not dating and I am a blackout drunk so who the hell knows where shit winds up in the end of the night.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27730329) |
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Date: April 21st, 2015 1:23 PM Author: deranged 180 incel
of course she lies, she is a woman. dont put her on a pedestal - she literally fucks hundreds of men.
whether you categorize it as she does not care about you to be exclusive, or she is too much of a special flower to be exclusive, you wanted something more than she did. Which you should have known since you have been fucking this chick for months and she did not at any point want to become exclusive...
In any event, it was never going to work out so good thing you are moving on.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27730513) |
Date: April 21st, 2015 2:28 PM Author: Well-lubricated half-breed school cafeteria
Is this a situation where she's 21 or so and you're 30 or so? If so, this is par for the course, no surprise there. You even used the term FB....
Your reaction to the situation seems pretty typical. Older guy super jealous of hot young FB, whoah! huge surprise there.
And you're obviously not over her (lol) but give it time.
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=2859776&forum_id=2#27730940) |
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