"I won't have sex with him"

as if impermanence and lack of commitment stopped you before lol.

You are the very stereotype men have in mind when they say that women are incapable of moral convictions. You flit from man to man, fucking and sucking for attention and validation, with the rationalization that "it's different this time," forgetting the last five times the hamster on a wheel that makes your "decisions" -- inasmuch as raw impulse reactions to stimuli can be called that -- lost interest or got cold feet and bailed.

You try to maintain this charade for yourself and others of being an adherent, believing Catholic, while simultaneously repeatedly engaging in behavior that is repulsive to the God you claim to worship. In truth, your actions and pattern of behavior reveal that you don't believe any of it, regardless of whether you think you do, and you maintain the charade for attention or because you lack the self-awareness to take stock of what your actions indicate about what you truly believe. Not that it would matter much if you could do this, because any moral reformulation you could conceive of would be disingenuous unless it were simply, "I do what makes me feel good at any given time." Any further window dressing is just something you tell yourself to feel better about that truth.

This sort of thing will happen again, and when it does, I want you to think back to this. This is why.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5290248&forum_id=2#45933554)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5291655&forum_id=2Elisa#45942952)

Now GJR OTOH

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5291655&forum_id=2Elisa#45943125)

tbh it's probably better to be a grinder/striver of mediocre/somewhat above avg intelligence than an intelligent person with a tendency to just want to glide by with as little resistance as possible. these past few years have taught me that. i've had to be like, "oh, sh*t, i actually have to try now for once like everyone else has always done?"

being smart =/= being wise

plus uh now that i think about it, you're the guy who's literally photoshopped fake posts of me making it look like i said gross things... idc about you but you're obsessed. get a grip

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5291655&forum_id=2Elisa#45943394)

Are we sure this isn't literally GJR?

(in before, 'I don't have public social media')

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5291655&forum_id=2Elisa#45946307)

she’s been drifting in the wind since she had a firm coach figure in her life to keep her honest and it shows. A steady diet of “indoor fartleks” would be good for her.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5291655&forum_id=2Elisa#45949638)