something must be mentally wrong with me. i now have my girl telling me details of sucking and fucking guys from before she was with me. it simultaneously makes me sick and turned on.

she told me today that she liked sucking cock so much, she'd go on a date with a guy and even if she didn't like him that much she'd blow him (and swallow). she doesn't know how many dicks she sucked. she was constantly getting asked out because she's a very pretty blonde with a really nice body (her ass is 180).

we are actively talking to couples on a swinger app and may be pulling the trigger on that soon, which the rational side of me knows could very well turn out disastrously, but i'm turned on by the thought of us swapping and fucking different people.

i've even suggested the idea of having multiple guys come over and run a train on her while i just watch. i don't think i'd ever go through with that, but it's kind of disturbing to me that the thought of it turns me on.

i should seek jesus.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42237959)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42237987)

As I've said, the fantasy is not abnormal and can really turn you on, but there's a lot of dangers to actually doing it IRL. You have to be really really ready and, frankly, willing to lose her over this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42237984)

i think one reason i may be having these thoughts is that she's very, very attractive and i think that deep down she's out of my league and i don't deserve her so i want us both to fuck other people as a result. who knows, but this is very sick stuff.

i take it this has always ended badly for you? details pls.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238003)

If this is with another female, it's more like swinging, and if your girl is bisexual it can be pretty great. I actually think a lot of women want to do this but are afraid. I would be willing to let my girlfriend fuck another woman with me there without much hesitation.

I had a 5 year cuckold relationship. I've posted about it many times. For me it was all about being cucked, exploring my heteroflexibility, and knowing other men, better men, were taking her. To her, it was about being sex positive and having a "safe" way to explore her sexual appetite. This isn't totally in sync because I want her to be dominated and she thinks it's a joint activity we're doing as partners. It's not.

In the end we didn't break up over it, but it became clear to me our motivations for recruiting and fucking other men were different. I don't think I'd be into a DOM who wants me in a cage and SPHs me and talks shit the entire time. Some guys like that. I'm probably more into hotwifing where I'd want me gf/wife to fuck other guys and tell me about it in a sensual and fun way, rather than mean spirited way to make me feel bad about myself. I already do. It's all already implied. She doesn't need to rub it in.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238024)

here she is (she was traveling to DC and is based in vegas): https://www.theeroticreview.com/reviews/show.asp?id=264420

the second girl was legit fucking UGLY. had her face blurred in pics and i suspect it had more to do than avoiding LE. goddamn she was beat, which is kind of awkward when your own girl is smoking hot. the sex was just okay with that one. i couldn't get it up enough to fuck her. i barely shoved my flaccid dick into her for a second.

the third was also extremely ugly as sin, and didn't fuck either of us. she was doing all this goofy tantric massage shit. fingered her and gave me a handjob/blew me but nobody had an orgasm. then fucking fell asleep while cuddling us and asked if she could stay over. i was like nah, in fact it's about our bedtime so thanks for coming over. i left the room clothed and she went over to my girl and stuck her fingers in her and started telling her how beautiful she was. my girl cut that off. that is extremely poor whore etiquette.

i felt a tinge of jealousy with the first girl because she is fairly pretty and they were both really into each other.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238258)

We ended up seeing the same guys over and over instead of recruiting new ones at one point because we felt it was safer and getting a true alpha bull is hard. So many guys got stage fright.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238557)

did you ever participate or just watch? i should get a cialis script if we go through with this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238581)

And it's only been 5 minutes.

The next 2.5 hours of sex, cuddling, foreplay, more sex, more cum, more cuddling, more foreplay, and more sex. While you sit in the corner watching. It kind of sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238597)

i am legit worried about her going absolutely insane from another dick. of course, she has tried to head that off at the pass by telling me that the only reason she'd be like that is because i was involved. nice try.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238606)

this is how I did it, her pleasure is secondary and you will get a great feel for how it is to watch, I was really turned on watching the guys cum on her face and face fuck her and I didn't have johnsmeryian hauntings in my dreams because there was not intercourse

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238625)

when we fucked the escorts she initially said that she wasn't at all jealous but did admit to me yesterday that she actually was and had to suppress it. and the escort all paid most of their attention to her, and fucking a pussy is one thing but watching your girl's pussy getting railed by a big dick has got to be in a completely different ballpark.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238641)

some of the bulls from reddit are really well known though and highly recommended, like HunginLA88, look him up, seems like a sweet guy but he fucks so well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238655)

You want to avoid the psychos. You want to avoid a guy who is there to hurt her. You want an alpha male who will put on a show. It's funny, because in a way, the xo POWER CUCK meme is true, the cuck has a lot of power here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238833)

It sounds like you'd do better with MFFs. Why not pursue that?

One option we explored early on was recruiting guys for handjobs and blowjobs only. We started by recruiting a guy to come over, get a handjob, and leave. It won't mentally scar you. But you can see how you react to watching another guy cum from her. And then take it to the next step then, blowjobs, which is a little more intimate. All of that can be done without giving up her pussy. The blowjob part was actually really exciting for us and sometimes we'd recruit multiple guys a night.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238045)

I am into sucking dick, especially with a girl (highly recommended, highly erotic, jerking him off on to her face is a peak experience and I recommend it)

but getting fucked in my ass is a line I can't cross, you might really just be bi

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238541)

after i got caught with my current girl, my wife confronted me about whores and i told her i never did that. she said "oh yeah, what about jada stevens" and i knew i was busted. she read my threads here about me fucking her.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238394)

Did you tell your firm?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238400)

after viewing the bodycam footage and 911 call my lawyer agrees that they can't get any of that shit admitted without her showing up to testify so they really don't have a case. they think she's moved back to another state and the chances of them pursuing a subpoena to make her testify are nil.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238406)

i'm a bit over 6 inches and pretty thick. not monstrous but it does the job.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238324)

did she cum in the condom?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238603)

also, what % of people who poast about cucking on xo are actually into it or at least curious versus having a laugh? from when I first heard xo discussing it, which I think was back in LS so maybe '09 or so, I pretty much assumed that 95%+ of cuckold related posts were either xo poas mostly just marveling at what they regarded as a bizarre fetish subculture (much the same as we poast about nullo subculture or PNP gayboi meth'd out truck stop bros like peterman) or otherwise regarded it negatively, as in they certainly did NOT want to participate in being cucked wittingly or otherwise, but would call other poasters cucks or worry somewhat actively about the possibility of being cucked (i.e., simply cheated on) in a manner consistent with xo's generally negative outlook on most things that we talk about.

but now idk I'm not so sure anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42238664)

-Cucks

-Trannys

-"Straight" guys who suck MAN DICK

-This guy Zurich beating some girl up

-Another guy sits in the corner while his wife gets her back broken by Tyronne, mentions smelling the man's taint and wife's hole.

-Andrea Ananconda

There seems to be alot of trauma and pain here. People are playing with fire.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42240414)

Gee if I wonder if they all go to Christian churches regularly on Sundays and love and accept Jesus Christ into their hearts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42240549)

People without some sort of strong foundation in themselves and their relationships are opening up Pandora's box dabbling in this kind of shit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42240674)

How typical is this among other partners at the firm? Do they all just pretend to be staid dudes?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42241627)

Having a hard time following the story.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42243199)

even a year ago, when i was in the middle of a cripping cocaine addiction, nobody i know would have believed for a second that i'd beat up a girl, particularly one i'm in love with. i've been told by more than one friend since i got locked up that everyone feels like they're watching a tv show of a guy's life falling apart.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42243283)

It's not the coke, though, i dont think. Sounds like you lost control of your life so youre trying to find something to control and when you can't you lash out. It happens, but it's good that youre addressing it and getting help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42243442)

i beat my court case, btw.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42249105)

grats on the court case.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42249194)

Have fun but stay safe and out of jail bro.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42249363)

I enjoyed bi guys because they let my gf and I suck his dick together, some of the more erotic things we did involved me stroking him while he fucked her and also jerking him off into her mouth while he came, usually just servicing him so he could use her body

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42249415)

I've shared tons of stories about this with xo, I am the official cuckold quotemo

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42260198)

We should be doing this with a bisexual dude soon. We were going to meet today but it didn’t work out.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#42260195)

i really lost my goddamn mind a couple years ago.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4805413&forum_id=2Elisa#47105165)