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The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world. Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough. First 24 hrs is in the books. narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 5 years is just getting started Fragrant codepig tanning salon   06/12/25 won't work charcoal house-broken university   07/24/21 begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c... soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate   07/24/21 Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend Lemon Gunner   07/25/21 Thanks, man narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/25/21 ... sable lay twinkling uncleanness   07/24/21 ... sable lay twinkling uncleanness   07/24/21 how much have you been drinking Adventurous crackhouse hissy fit   07/24/21 cq Aqua metal dingle berry   07/24/21 ... Ruby greedy business firm   07/24/21 ... Insane Arousing Point Kitty   07/24/21 Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? Pontificating Rigpig Bawdyhouse   07/24/21 a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts... Chest-beating heady affirmative action   07/24/21 Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ... Pontificating Rigpig Bawdyhouse   07/25/21 Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m... diverse slap-happy foreskin   07/24/21 This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w... diverse slap-happy foreskin   07/25/21 I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/25/21 we have a sickness of the soul brother diverse slap-happy foreskin   07/25/21 You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc... Irradiated Locus   07/24/21 Crrrrrrr Aqua metal dingle berry   07/24/21 That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro... Chest-beating heady affirmative action   07/24/21 how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? Copper corner psychic   07/24/21 6'2" 245 narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 no muscle or jacked? Copper corner psychic   07/24/21 I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/24/21 Ungh Yellow parlor elastic band   07/24/21 u wanna bang him, dont u? Chest-beating heady affirmative action   07/24/21 I am with you, brother. Bateful Jewess Generalized Bond   07/25/21 You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l... exhilarant laser beams dilemma   07/25/21 ... chestnut alpha   03/13/22 Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o... elite laughsome site   08/16/22 stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin... Topaz Swollen Feces State   07/24/21 Cr you could easily trade them for booze abnormal judgmental indian lodge   07/24/21 so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? 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I'm just tot... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/25/21 Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to... overrated titillating lettuce   07/25/21 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/25/21 Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th... apoplectic vermilion pocket flask patrolman   07/25/21 From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/25/21 Go to a meeting violent odious turdskin   07/25/21 Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/26/21 big mistake bro Thriller antidepressant drug senate   07/25/21 3 days down narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/26/21 Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In... Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   07/26/21 I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a... 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There's n... violent odious turdskin   07/26/21 Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t... floppy claret ticket booth   07/26/21 Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu... exhilarant laser beams dilemma   07/27/21 The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d... violent odious turdskin   07/28/21 no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ... idiotic rusted principal's office   07/31/21 https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs overrated titillating lettuce   07/26/21 ... overrated titillating lettuce   07/26/21 ... overrated titillating lettuce   07/27/21 I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for... wild lime yarmulke   07/26/21 Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks... wild lime yarmulke   07/26/21 Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/26/21 Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th... wild lime yarmulke   07/26/21 4 days down narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/27/21 nice man. yapping provocative field   07/27/21 180. This is when it starts getting way better. wild lime yarmulke   07/27/21 Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. cordovan hairraiser hunting ground potus   07/27/21 Day 5 no drink narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/28/21 180 bro overrated titillating lettuce   07/28/21 8957657365 Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   07/28/21 good job dashing startled boltzmann mental disorder   07/28/21 ... Razzmatazz dead nibblets   07/28/21 ... Onyx Contagious Menage Dog Poop   07/28/21 ... Excitant Office   07/28/21 also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat... 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I haven't gon... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/01/21 thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days... wild lime yarmulke   08/01/21 I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev... pea-brained chapel   08/01/21 For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/01/21 This is the plot of Another Round. Slate rebellious tattoo   08/03/21 Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/03/21 Just crossed the 9 day mark narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/01/21 ... wild lime yarmulke   08/01/21 180 Lemon Gunner   08/02/21 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/02/21 180 wild lime yarmulke   08/02/21 11 days down a lifetime to go. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/03/21 Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ... Startling Marvelous Den   08/03/21 I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink... Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   08/03/21 It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu... Startling Marvelous Den   08/03/21 nah bro only one day at a time to go Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House   08/03/21 exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps Excitant Office   08/03/21 In reality, that's how I am looking at it. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/03/21 5445776444554 appetizing address   08/03/21 ... wild lime yarmulke   08/03/21 ... dashing startled boltzmann mental disorder   08/03/21 happy for you man Dull Boyish Circlehead   08/03/21 180 but take it a day at a time Lemon Gunner   08/03/21 Keep it up harsh church building roommate   08/03/21 Nice job bro!! Cerebral azure gay wizard   08/03/21 BAM! Day 12. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/04/21 ... harsh church building roommate   08/04/21 180 Day two here overrated titillating lettuce   08/04/21 Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/04/21 I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me... overrated titillating lettuce   08/05/21 Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/05/21 Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy... overrated titillating lettuce   08/09/21 ... Slate rebellious tattoo   08/04/21 Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/05/21 Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   08/05/21 One day at a time. Go to a meeting. violent odious turdskin   08/05/21 Two weeks nodrink in the can narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/06/21 YES Slate rebellious tattoo   08/06/21 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/07/21 Day 16 done narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/08/21 Gj! bat shit crazy supple idiot pistol   08/08/21 17 narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/09/21 180 brother overrated titillating lettuce   08/09/21 This is some 180 shit right here appetizing address   08/09/21 Keep it up, brother! Puce frisky casino degenerate   08/09/21 180 Lemon Gunner   08/09/21 Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/10/21 Covid update: just tested positive. 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It's been years since I've had normal t... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/15/21 An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ... wild lime yarmulke   08/16/21 Just keep going a day at a time. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/21 Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is... violent odious turdskin   08/18/21 You should celebrate by having a beer. violent odious turdskin   08/18/21 sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ... flatulent blue quadroon puppy   08/18/21 I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/18/21 are you still in biglaw flatulent blue quadroon puppy   08/18/21 Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/18/21 ... Sickened Corn Cake   08/15/21 I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics... wonderful chad   08/16/21 180. What finally worked for you? wild lime yarmulke   08/16/21 Nice. 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A month ago I didn't thi... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/20/21 Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. bat shit crazy supple idiot pistol   08/20/21 Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ... wild lime yarmulke   08/20/21 Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail... violent odious turdskin   08/20/21 Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi... wild lime yarmulke   08/20/21 I don't plan to narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/20/21 Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on... Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   08/20/21 180 Lemon Gunner   08/21/21 Boom: five weeks sober narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/27/21 180 Lemon Gunner   08/28/21 ... 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Played in high school and we are members of ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/06/21 Done with week 7. narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/10/21 ... alcoholic crimson stage jap   09/12/21 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/17/21 Fuck yeah Slate rebellious tattoo   09/17/21 That's fucking great. Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   09/17/21 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca... narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/24/21 don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ... zombie-like peach therapy ceo   09/24/21 ... Irradiated Locus   09/24/21 The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th... Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat   09/24/21 I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow... narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/24/21 10 weeks no drink narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/01/21 Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ... Galvanic aquamarine trust fund school   10/01/21 Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/01/21 well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison alcoholic crimson stage jap   10/06/21 Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/21 Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https... lilac keepsake machete   10/30/21 I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/21 I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s... lilac keepsake machete   10/30/21 Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is... wild lime yarmulke   10/30/21 Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos... violent odious turdskin   12/01/21 this sounds right Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House   12/01/21 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t... walnut international law enforcement agency sanctuary   10/30/21 Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha... narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/21 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 Nighttime honey-headed stag film tank   12/01/21 I haven't listened to them in two decades violent odious turdskin   12/01/21 keep going brother vibrant parlour hairy legs   12/01/21 30 days sober today narrow-minded space queen of the night   12/16/21 180 cordovan hairraiser hunting ground potus   12/16/21 6 months dry alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/04/22 180 Canary sex offender   01/04/22 Two months sober now narrow-minded space queen of the night   01/16/22 117 days of nodrink today narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/13/22 180 Day six here. overrated titillating lettuce   03/13/22 One day at a time brother narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/13/22 Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin... Sickened Corn Cake   03/13/22 By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ... Multi-colored brass piazza   04/09/22 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing Canary sex offender   04/09/22 144 days narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/09/22 Good work Canary sex offender   04/09/22 Thanks brother narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/09/22 180 brother and congratulations!!! soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate   04/09/22 ... Fighting demanding rehab blood rage   05/04/22 168 days and still on the wagon narrow-minded space queen of the night   05/03/22 Way to go, man. awkward mint black woman place of business   05/04/22 Thanks dude narrow-minded space queen of the night   05/04/22 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa... Excitant Office   05/03/22 Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc... Canary sex offender   05/03/22 I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink... 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Fear-inspiring Theatre   06/26/22 Eight months sober yesterday narrow-minded space queen of the night   07/17/22 Nine moths today! narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/22 180 wild lime yarmulke   08/16/22 How's your sobriety? narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/22 i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru... wild lime yarmulke   08/16/22 Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/22 thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to... wild lime yarmulke   08/16/22 congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. bossy new version faggotry   08/16/22 180 narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/22 ... wild lime yarmulke   08/16/22 congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ... soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate   08/16/22 ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   08/16/22 ... wild lime yarmulke   08/16/22 I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! narrow-minded space queen of the night   09/11/22 348 days in the books narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re... Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage   10/30/22 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is... narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 180 billion wild lime yarmulke   10/30/22 How are you doing? narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. wild lime yarmulke   10/30/22 180. Stay strong narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 ty brother. wild lime yarmulke   10/30/22 I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is... unholy cocky wrinkle   10/30/22 Life is so much better if you can stick to it narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night... bossy new version faggotry   10/30/22 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. violent odious turdskin   10/30/22 ... wild lime yarmulke   10/30/22 1800000 bossy new version faggotry   10/30/22 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting trip bespoke stage   10/30/22 ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   10/30/22 proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin... sick marketing idea   10/30/22 ... harsh church building roommate   12/18/22 One year and two days of sobriety today. narrow-minded space queen of the night   11/18/22 180 brother. Never go back. erotic white range azn   11/18/22 397 days and counting narrow-minded space queen of the night   12/18/22 180 harsh church building roommate   12/18/22 18 months alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/04/23 congrats man Ruby greedy business firm   01/04/23 ty alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/04/23 Biggest health change? Internet-worthy coral center   01/04/23 I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:... alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/04/23 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? Ruby greedy business firm   01/04/23 ~15% alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/04/23 Awesome. violent odious turdskin   01/29/23 Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ... Racy Domesticated Library   01/04/23 180 narrow-minded space queen of the night   01/07/23 ... Gay slimy whorehouse people who are hurt   01/09/23 poison free in 23 alcoholic crimson stage jap   01/09/23 ... narrow-minded space queen of the night   01/10/23 180 Violent Shrine Faggot Firefighter   01/10/23 My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac... narrow-minded space queen of the night   01/12/23 Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba... wild lime yarmulke   01/29/23 Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. narrow-minded space queen of the night   01/30/23 180. Glad to hear it wild lime yarmulke   01/30/23 There’s a lot of relapse going around. violent odious turdskin   01/30/23 475 days of nodrink narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/06/23 What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t... Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage   03/06/23 Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/06/23 180 splenetic main people   03/06/23 180 Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House   03/06/23 Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo... Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage   03/06/23 In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a... narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/06/23 Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? federal shivering resort   03/06/23 Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob... narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/06/23 I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard... federal shivering resort   03/06/23 Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi... narrow-minded space queen of the night   03/06/23 Day 507 in the books narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/07/23 Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla... Lemon Gunner   04/07/23 Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/07/23 Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start... Lemon Gunner   04/07/23 For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a... narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/07/23 I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund... wild lime yarmulke   04/07/23 Good to hear you are back on track. narrow-minded space queen of the night   04/07/23 ty wild lime yarmulke   04/07/23 18 months tomorrow. narrow-minded space queen of the night   05/16/23 180 wine abode newt   05/16/23 2 years dry alcoholic crimson stage jap   06/24/23 Nice. 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Ruby greedy business firm   06/12/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Fragrant codepig tanning salon 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: charcoal house-broken university won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: Lemon Gunner He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: sable lay twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: sable lay twinkling uncleanness (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: Adventurous crackhouse hissy fit how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Aqua metal dingle berry cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Ruby greedy business firm (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Insane Arousing Point Kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Pontificating Rigpig Bawdyhouse 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Chest-beating heady affirmative action a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Pontificating Rigpig Bawdyhouse Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: diverse slap-happy foreskin Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: diverse slap-happy foreskin When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: diverse slap-happy foreskin we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Irradiated Locus You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Aqua metal dingle berry Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Chest-beating heady affirmative action set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Copper corner psychic how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Copper corner psychic no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: Yellow parlor elastic band Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Chest-beating heady affirmative action u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Bateful Jewess Generalized Bond I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: exhilarant laser beams dilemma You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: chestnut alpha (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: elite laughsome site Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: Topaz Swollen Feces State stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: abnormal judgmental indian lodge Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: Umber mentally impaired location so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: idiotic rusted principal's office go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: maize brunch the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Maniacal exciting forum gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: sexy nursing home Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Razzmatazz dead nibblets (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Swashbuckling locale Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: Umber mentally impaired location have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: violent odious turdskin Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: Umber mentally impaired location what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: violent odious turdskin It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: pale jew I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: apoplectic vermilion pocket flask patrolman Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Thriller antidepressant drug senate big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Puce frisky casino degenerate I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: Galvanic aquamarine trust fund school Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: vigorous telephone meetinghouse can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: violent odious turdskin In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: floppy claret ticket booth Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: exhilarant laser beams dilemma Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: violent odious turdskin The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: idiotic rusted principal's office no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: overrated titillating lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: harsh church building roommate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: bat shit crazy supple idiot pistol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Massive institution Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. 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There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: pea-brained chapel I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Slate rebellious tattoo This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Startling Marvelous Den Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Startling Marvelous Den It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Excitant Office exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: appetizing address 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: dashing startled boltzmann mental disorder (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: Dull Boyish Circlehead happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: harsh church building roommate Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Cerebral azure gay wizard Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: harsh church building roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Slate rebellious tattoo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: violent odious turdskin One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Slate rebellious tattoo YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: bat shit crazy supple idiot pistol Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: appetizing address This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Puce frisky casino degenerate Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: wine abode newt Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Mustard beady-eyed native The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: flirting clown toilet seat Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Sickened Corn Cake 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Amethyst coiffed stock car CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Know-it-all Sticky Home Boiling Water hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Lemon Gunner I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Impertinent Private Investor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: overrated titillating lettuce I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: appetizing address Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Excitant Office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: comical misunderstood sound barrier stain You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: pearl coldplay fan Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Amethyst coiffed stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Pontificating Rigpig Bawdyhouse 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: blathering dopamine mother good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Amethyst coiffed stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Impertinent Private Investor 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Sickened Corn Cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: ultramarine hell stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: 180 giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Adventurous crackhouse hissy fit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Cerebral azure gay wizard Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: violent odious turdskin You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: flatulent blue quadroon puppy sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: flatulent blue quadroon puppy are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Sickened Corn Cake (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: wonderful chad I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Mustard beady-eyed native Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: orchid legend police squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Onyx Contagious Menage Dog Poop Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: saffron set Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Excitant Office that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: bat shit crazy supple idiot pistol Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Lemon Gunner 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Fear-inspiring Theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Cerebral azure gay wizard 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: pale jew Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: overrated titillating lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: sable lay twinkling uncleanness Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Chartreuse anal macaca kitchen Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Slate rebellious tattoo Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: zombie-like peach therapy ceo don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Irradiated Locus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: Mind-boggling cheese-eating plaza kitty cat The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Galvanic aquamarine trust fund school Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: lilac keepsake machete Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: lilac keepsake machete I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: walnut international law enforcement agency sanctuary 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Nighttime honey-headed stag film tank https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: violent odious turdskin I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: vibrant parlour hairy legs keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: cordovan hairraiser hunting ground potus 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Canary sex offender 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Sickened Corn Cake Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: Multi-colored brass piazza By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Canary sex offender 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Canary sex offender Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Fighting demanding rehab blood rage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: awkward mint black woman place of business Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Excitant Office 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Canary sex offender Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Excitant Office I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Canary sex offender then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Excitant Office cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Rose Razzle Gas Station lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Nighttime honey-headed stag film tank https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Glittery round eye persian 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: erotic white range azn 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: overrated titillating lettuce (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: sienna theater mad cow disease (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Rose Razzle Gas Station good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: ebony outnumbered fortuitous meteor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Fear-inspiring Theatre (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: bossy new version faggotry congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: unholy cocky wrinkle I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: bossy new version faggotry Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: violent odious turdskin 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: bossy new version faggotry 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: trip bespoke stage 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: sick marketing idea proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: harsh church building roommate (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: erotic white range azn 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: harsh church building roommate 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: Ruby greedy business firm congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Internet-worthy coral center Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: Ruby greedy business firm 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: violent odious turdskin Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: Racy Domesticated Library Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Gay slimy whorehouse people who are hurt (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Violent Shrine Faggot Firefighter 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: wild lime yarmulke Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: violent odious turdskin There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: splenetic main people 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Aphrodisiac Amber Legal Warrant Step-uncle's House 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: Hairless Flesh Cuckold Theater Stage Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: federal shivering resort Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: federal shivering resort I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Lemon Gunner Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Lemon Gunner Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: wine abode newt 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: violent odious turdskin Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Razzmatazz dead nibblets Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: Ruby greedy business firm congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: wild lime yarmulke (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: soul-stirring slippery national security agency associate 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: drunken iridescent cuck 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Cobalt Submissive Weed Whacker good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Cobalt Submissive Weed Whacker I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099296) Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47100639) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM Author: alcoholic crimson stage jap I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103662) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night 956 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793191) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM Author: Indigo Church Community Account Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793213) Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM Author: narrow-minded space queen of the night I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now. 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