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Gonna start nodrink. Five years of alcoholism is enough.

First 24 hrs is in the books.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
5 years is just getting started
Onyx very tactful lodge
  06/12/25
won't work
ultramarine heady orchestra pit
  07/24/21
begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have c...
Wonderful Whorehouse
  07/24/21
Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tr...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  07/25/21
Thanks, man
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
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  07/24/21
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  07/24/21
how much have you been drinking
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  07/24/21
cq
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  07/24/21
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  07/24/21
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  07/24/21
Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a d...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?
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  07/24/21
a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts...
curious chartreuse factory reset button
  07/24/21
Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times whe...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's ...
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  07/25/21
Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on m...
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  07/24/21
This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all d...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the w...
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  07/25/21
I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
we have a sickness of the soul brother
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  07/25/21
You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol muc...
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  07/24/21
Crrrrrrr
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  07/24/21
That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the n...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go fro...
curious chartreuse factory reset button
  07/24/21
how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?
spectacular temple milk
  07/24/21
6'2" 245
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
no muscle or jacked?
spectacular temple milk
  07/24/21
I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/24/21
Ungh
Yellow Plaza
  07/24/21
u wanna bang him, dont u?
curious chartreuse factory reset button
  07/24/21
I am with you, brother.
Stubborn Ivory Macaca Shrine
  07/25/21
You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink l...
Talented fortuitous meteor useless brakes
  07/25/21
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bat shit crazy principal's office
  03/13/22
Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based o...
Dead resort
  08/16/22
stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravin...
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  07/24/21
Cr you could easily trade them for booze
Crimson stage striped hyena
  07/24/21
so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?
Galvanic clear garrison
  07/24/21
go back to guangzhong
cowardly frisky abode
  07/31/21
Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 d...
Wild point death wish
  07/24/21
the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise ...
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  07/24/21
gl gl
medicated trailer park
  07/24/21
Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/24/21
Alcohol is poison
Harsh Mauve Address Mediation
  07/24/21
...
erotic wrinkle
  07/25/21
Not going to be much sleep tonight
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me g...
electric nursing home pozpig
  07/25/21
6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bend...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigge...
Galvanic clear garrison
  07/25/21
Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Just threw up in the shower. Good times.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/25/21
Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. T...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay so...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/25/21
what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drin...
Galvanic clear garrison
  07/26/21
It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a l...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/28/21
I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best...
Emerald Heaven Double Fault
  07/25/21
I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
...
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  07/25/21
Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year ...
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  07/25/21
I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just tot...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  07/25/21
48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink si...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going th...
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  07/25/21
From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/25/21
Go to a meeting
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/25/21
Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/26/21
big mistake bro
Shivering stage messiness
  07/25/21
3 days down
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/26/21
Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In...
Pearl shitlib
  07/26/21
I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a...
lascivious keepsake machete idiot
  07/26/21
No, these were all educated white people. There are many mor...
Pearl shitlib
  07/26/21
That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/26/21
Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm ...
Mind-boggling Underhanded Hissy Fit Cumskin
  11/04/21
Go to a meeting.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/26/21
can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it diff...
alcoholic flesh rehab
  07/26/21
That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will...
Pearl shitlib
  07/26/21
...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  07/26/21
Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely nee...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/26/21
In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's n...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/26/21
Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or t...
Startled Sick Turdskin
  07/26/21
Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence bu...
Talented fortuitous meteor useless brakes
  07/27/21
The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you d...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/28/21
no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't ...
cowardly frisky abode
  07/31/21
https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs
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  07/26/21
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  07/26/21
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mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  07/27/21
I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for...
Wild point death wish
  07/26/21
Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks...
Wild point death wish
  07/26/21
Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/26/21
Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through th...
Wild point death wish
  07/26/21
4 days down
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/27/21
nice man.
tantric jade space
  07/27/21
180. This is when it starts getting way better.
Wild point death wish
  07/27/21
Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.
Splenetic Site
  07/27/21
Day 5 no drink
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/28/21
180 bro
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  07/28/21
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Pearl shitlib
  07/28/21
good job
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
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  07/28/21
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dun razzle chapel
  07/28/21
also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspirat...
medicated trailer park
  07/28/21
good job. do doing any sports?
alcoholic flesh rehab
  07/28/21
I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half....
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/28/21
180
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  07/28/21
...
smoky trump supporter
  07/28/21
Eat some bananas
charismatic azure institution idea he suggested
  07/28/21
I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/28/21
Go to a meeting
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/28/21
Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/29/21
who the fuck has time for that shit?
Hairraiser senate chad
  07/29/21
They were work meetings
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/29/21
Those won't keep you sober.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/29/21
That's for sure! *rimshot*
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/29/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  07/28/21
Day 6 nodrink
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/29/21
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  07/29/21
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Wild point death wish
  07/29/21
Good job bro. One day down one day to go.
fishy school
  07/29/21
That's how I'm looking at it.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/29/21
One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 yea...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/30/21
Keep it up brother!
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  07/30/21
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  07/30/21
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Wild point death wish
  07/30/21
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Emerald Heaven Double Fault
  07/31/21
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Splenetic Site
  07/31/21
...
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  07/31/21
You're a camel at this point. Keep going!
Pearl shitlib
  07/31/21
keep it going my man.
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  07/31/21
8 days down
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/31/21
Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're trul...
bateful dingle berry theater stage
  07/31/21
Inspiring.
lascivious keepsake machete idiot
  07/31/21
Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a mill...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/31/21
i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started fe...
Wild point death wish
  07/31/21
A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gon...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/01/21
thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days...
Wild point death wish
  08/01/21
I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've nev...
Purple Know-it-all Deer Antler
  08/01/21
For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependen...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/01/21
This is the plot of Another Round.
bateful dingle berry theater stage
  08/03/21
Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/03/21
Just crossed the 9 day mark
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/01/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/01/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/02/21
10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eatin...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/02/21
180
Wild point death wish
  08/02/21
11 days down a lifetime to go.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/03/21
Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can ...
Embarrassed to the bone trip legal warrant set
  08/03/21
I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drink...
Pearl shitlib
  08/03/21
It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold tu...
Embarrassed to the bone trip legal warrant set
  08/03/21
nah bro only one day at a time to go
laughsome flickering ticket booth
  08/03/21
exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps
dun razzle chapel
  08/03/21
In reality, that's how I am looking at it.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/03/21
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180 clown field
  08/03/21
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Wild point death wish
  08/03/21
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Spruce Slap-happy Meetinghouse Selfie
  08/03/21
happy for you man
irradiated national private investor
  08/03/21
180 but take it a day at a time
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/03/21
Keep it up
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  08/03/21
Nice job bro!!
Multi-colored police squad mental disorder
  08/03/21
BAM! Day 12.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/04/21
...
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  08/04/21
180 Day two here
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/04/21
Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/04/21
I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/05/21
Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drin...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/05/21
Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy...
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  08/09/21
...
bateful dingle berry theater stage
  08/04/21
Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/05/21
Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.
Pearl shitlib
  08/05/21
One day at a time. Go to a meeting.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  08/05/21
Two weeks nodrink in the can
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/06/21
YES
bateful dingle berry theater stage
  08/06/21
15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/07/21
Day 16 done
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/08/21
Gj!
smoky trump supporter
  08/08/21
17
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/09/21
180 brother
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/09/21
This is some 180 shit right here
180 clown field
  08/09/21
Keep it up, brother!
lascivious keepsake machete idiot
  08/09/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/09/21
Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work
claret home rigpig
  08/10/21
Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your we...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/10/21
Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit an...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/10/21
They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immun...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/10/21
The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies so...
blue doobsian travel guidebook
  08/10/21
Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/10/21
Alcohol prevents covid
arrogant love of her life parlour
  08/13/21
Day 19 done
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/11/21
180 congrats
Razzle-dazzle lime halford
  08/11/21
Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal ri...
Wild point death wish
  08/11/21
No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drink...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/11/21
ty
Wild point death wish
  08/11/21
CR- every day is a victory
jet-lagged haunting piazza
  08/12/21
hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't me...
White regret location
  08/11/21
Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today th...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
After how long? You did great!
laughsome flickering ticket booth
  08/11/21
Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of ...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Noth...
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/12/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
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Fluffy razzmatazz goal in life forum
  08/12/21
I had four beers tonight.
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  08/12/21
Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.
180 clown field
  08/12/21
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Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
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dun razzle chapel
  08/12/21
You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. ...
glittery cheese-eating pit
  08/12/21
Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior ...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
Nice re today
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/12/21
Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives...
Hyperactive silver sanctuary
  08/12/21
...
jet-lagged haunting piazza
  08/12/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I d...
federal stag film black woman
  08/12/21
Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cram...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/12/21
Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw te...
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
Day 20 in the books.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/12/21
180
Wild point death wish
  08/12/21
good job man
Navy stirring market ape
  08/12/21
...
jet-lagged haunting piazza
  08/13/21
Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/13/21
180
Fluffy razzmatazz goal in life forum
  08/13/21
18000000
Wild point death wish
  08/13/21
How you feeling?
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/13/21
Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a lon...
Wild point death wish
  08/13/21
Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/13/21
Ty
Wild point death wish
  08/13/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/13/21
...
Razzle-dazzle lime halford
  08/13/21
stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, fa...
bonkers exciting theater
  08/13/21
You seem mentally stable, friend.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/13/21
...
big awkward pistol jew
  08/14/21
...
Aquamarine supple den
  08/14/21
Day 22 and still on the wagon
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/14/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/14/21
Day 23 done
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/15/21
Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any w...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  08/15/21
Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic an...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/15/21
Good job dude. Summarize changes for us
Multi-colored police squad mental disorder
  08/15/21
Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/15/21
180
Wild point death wish
  08/15/21
Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal t...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/15/21
An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what ...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/21
Just keep going a day at a time.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/21
Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  08/18/21
You should celebrate by having a beer.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  08/18/21
sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress ...
Zombie-like Racy Church Pocket Flask
  08/18/21
I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
are you still in biglaw
Zombie-like Racy Church Pocket Flask
  08/18/21
Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
...
Razzle-dazzle lime halford
  08/15/21
I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics...
Gold kitchen
  08/16/21
180. What finally worked for you?
Wild point death wish
  08/16/21
Nice. Congrats.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/21
Stabby?
blue doobsian travel guidebook
  08/19/21
Day 24
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/21
...
sickened vibrant property
  08/16/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/16/21
180
Pearl shitlib
  08/16/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/21
...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  08/16/21
Day 25
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/17/21
...
Wild point death wish
  08/17/21
Day 26
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
do you have the desire to drink
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  08/18/21
Not really after the first week. There have been moments tho...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much....
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  08/18/21
I was totally out of control.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
Gj brudda
Arousing sinister tattoo
  08/18/21
Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.
Pearl shitlib
  08/18/21
Trust me I am
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one
iridescent fragrant hominid
  08/18/21
Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/21
that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn'...
dun razzle chapel
  08/18/21
...
Pearl shitlib
  08/19/21
180
Wild point death wish
  08/18/21
Day 27 in the books
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/19/21
180. I’m at around a week.
Wild point death wish
  08/19/21
Nice. Keep it up.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/19/21
Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't thi...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/20/21
Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.
smoky trump supporter
  08/20/21
Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good ...
Wild point death wish
  08/20/21
Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a dail...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  08/20/21
Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pi...
Wild point death wish
  08/20/21
I don't plan to
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/20/21
Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on...
Pearl shitlib
  08/20/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/21/21
Boom: five weeks sober
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/27/21
180
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  08/28/21
...
Drab nudist station
  08/28/21
180 brother
Multi-colored police squad mental disorder
  09/06/21
Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the b...
Emerald Heaven Double Fault
  08/28/21
That's amazing
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/03/21
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  09/06/21
Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone w...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/03/21
...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  09/06/21
this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  09/06/21
Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about p...
Violent fighting sex offender organic girlfriend
  09/06/21
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  09/06/21
Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/06/21
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  09/06/21
Take up golf, or cycling
overrated rose step-uncle's house jewess
  09/06/21
I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/06/21
Done with week 7.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/10/21
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  09/12/21
8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/17/21
Fuck yeah
bateful dingle berry theater stage
  09/17/21
That's fucking great.
Pearl shitlib
  09/17/21
9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you ca...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/24/21
don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone ...
chestnut codepig
  09/24/21
...
Comical bossy psychic tanning salon
  09/24/21
The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the th...
Pearl shitlib
  09/24/21
I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Dow...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/24/21
10 weeks no drink
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/01/21
Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently ...
Mind-boggling Underhanded Hissy Fit Cumskin
  10/01/21
Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/01/21
well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  10/06/21
Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/21
Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https...
Motley persian
  10/30/21
I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any ...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/21
I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes s...
Motley persian
  10/30/21
Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is...
Wild point death wish
  10/30/21
Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impos...
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  12/01/21
this sounds right
laughsome flickering ticket booth
  12/01/21
1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as t...
Amethyst Contagious Genital Piercing Coffee Pot
  10/30/21
Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can ha...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4
titillating pungent box office
  12/01/21
I haven't listened to them in two decades
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  12/01/21
keep going brother
passionate brunch
  12/01/21
30 days sober today
Marvelous Mother Lay
  12/16/21
180
Splenetic Site
  12/16/21
6 months dry
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/04/22
180
Hairraiser senate chad
  01/04/22
Two months sober now
Marvelous Mother Lay
  01/16/22
117 days of nodrink today
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/13/22
180 Day six here.
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  03/13/22
One day at a time brother
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/13/22
Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drin...
Razzle-dazzle lime halford
  03/13/22
By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if ...
Mildly autistic plum university corn cake
  04/09/22
4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing
Hairraiser senate chad
  04/09/22
144 days
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/09/22
Good work
Hairraiser senate chad
  04/09/22
Thanks brother
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/09/22
180 brother and congratulations!!!
Wonderful Whorehouse
  04/09/22
...
vigorous antidepressant drug
  05/04/22
168 days and still on the wagon
Marvelous Mother Lay
  05/03/22
Way to go, man.
hot amber ratface casino
  05/04/22
Thanks dude
Marvelous Mother Lay
  05/04/22
33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wa...
dun razzle chapel
  05/03/22
Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuc...
Hairraiser senate chad
  05/03/22
I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drink...
dun razzle chapel
  05/04/22
then shut the fuck up already
Hairraiser senate chad
  05/04/22
cr
dun razzle chapel
  05/04/22
lol
Aromatic Menage
  05/04/22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg
titillating pungent box office
  05/04/22
18 months sober
Odious hell
  05/04/22
180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.
Provocative State
  05/04/22
...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  05/04/22
180 I've done one drink a night for the past week.
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  05/04/22
188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend
Marvelous Mother Lay
  05/23/22
222 days today. Life has never been better.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  06/26/22
...
mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe
  06/26/22
...
cracking filthpig
  06/26/22
good for you bro, good on you, keep it up
Aromatic Menage
  06/26/22
...
Translucent marketing idea
  06/26/22
...
Drab nudist station
  06/26/22
Eight months sober yesterday
Marvelous Mother Lay
  07/17/22
Nine moths today!
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/22
180
Wild point death wish
  08/16/22
How's your sobriety?
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/22
i was sober from the end of last september through mid-febru...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/22
Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just ca...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/22
thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/22
congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.
Flirting national security agency
  08/16/22
180
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/22
...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/22
congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go ...
Wonderful Whorehouse
  08/16/22
...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/16/22
...
Wild point death wish
  08/16/22
I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!
Marvelous Mother Lay
  09/11/22
348 days in the books
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife re...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  10/30/22
65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
180 billion
Wild point death wish
  10/30/22
How are you doing?
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.
Wild point death wish
  10/30/22
180. Stay strong
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
ty brother.
Wild point death wish
  10/30/22
I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an is...
Ebony hunting ground
  10/30/22
Life is so much better if you can stick to it
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night...
Flirting national security agency
  10/30/22
180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  10/30/22
...
Wild point death wish
  10/30/22
1800000
Flirting national security agency
  10/30/22
180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting
vengeful base haunted graveyard
  10/30/22
...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/30/22
proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of disciplin...
Up-to-no-good jet water buffalo brethren
  10/30/22
...
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  12/18/22
One year and two days of sobriety today.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  11/18/22
180 brother. Never go back.
Provocative State
  11/18/22
397 days and counting
Marvelous Mother Lay
  12/18/22
180
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  12/18/22
18 months
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/04/23
congrats man
Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy
  01/04/23
ty
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/04/23
Biggest health change?
fear-inspiring puppy house
  01/04/23
I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area:...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/04/23
35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that?
Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy
  01/04/23
~15%
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/04/23
Awesome.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  01/29/23
Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted ...
soul-stirring dopamine
  01/04/23
180
Marvelous Mother Lay
  01/07/23
...
Insanely creepy boyish public bath
  01/09/23
poison free in 23
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  01/09/23
...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  01/10/23
180
Snowy diverse party of the first part old irish cottage
  01/10/23
My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfac...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  01/12/23
Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get ba...
Wild point death wish
  01/29/23
Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  01/30/23
180. Glad to hear it
Wild point death wish
  01/30/23
There’s a lot of relapse going around.
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  01/30/23
475 days of nodrink
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/06/23
What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened t...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  03/06/23
Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/06/23
180
Cruel-hearted theatre alpha
  03/06/23
180
laughsome flickering ticket booth
  03/06/23
Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how yo...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  03/06/23
In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores a...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/06/23
Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?
Concupiscible locus electric furnace
  03/06/23
Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no prob...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/06/23
I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard...
Concupiscible locus electric furnace
  03/06/23
Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whi...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  03/06/23
Day 507 in the books
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/07/23
Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and compla...
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  04/07/23
Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/07/23
Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and start...
Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm
  04/07/23
For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/07/23
I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thund...
Wild point death wish
  04/07/23
Good to hear you are back on track.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  04/07/23
ty
Wild point death wish
  04/07/23
18 months tomorrow.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  05/16/23
180
claret home rigpig
  05/16/23
2 years dry
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  06/24/23
Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  06/24/23
Did you work the steps?
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  07/01/23
Wow
erotic wrinkle
  06/24/23
Day 640 today bros
Marvelous Mother Lay
  08/18/23
Day 700 in the books
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/17/23
congrats
Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy
  10/17/23
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/27/23
2 years and 7 days
Marvelous Mother Lay
  11/24/23
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/24/23
...
Wild point death wish
  11/24/23
Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/25/23
1919 days free. I will never go back.
Wonderful Whorehouse
  11/25/23
180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober
cyan aphrodisiac nibblets hall
  11/25/23
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/25/23
good job
ungodly blathering office gaming laptop
  11/25/23
I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luc...
ungodly blathering office gaming laptop
  11/25/23
Nice. Congrats.
Marvelous Mother Lay
  11/26/23
I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a m...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/27/23
956 days
Marvelous Mother Lay
  06/29/24
Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much ...
at-the-ready library
  06/29/24
I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  06/29/24
Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own
claret home rigpig
  06/29/24
...
erotic wrinkle
  06/29/24
...
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  06/30/24
180, teenage pussy tp
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  06/29/24
...
Adventurous indian lodge
  06/30/24
...
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  10/09/24
180 thread
Puce lettuce locale
  06/29/24
3 years now
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  07/05/24
MFCR. 1488 my nigga
Cruel-hearted theatre alpha
  07/05/24
way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in. i did ha...
Flirting national security agency
  07/05/24
1058 days
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/09/24
180 man
excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth
  10/09/24
Do you not drink at all now?
lilac cruise ship
  10/09/24
None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it does...
Marvelous Mother Lay
  10/14/24
...
Floppy business firm
  10/09/24
...
Arousing sinister tattoo
  10/14/24
Nice
cerebral ocher crackhouse
  10/19/24
...
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  11/24/24
...
Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter
  06/12/25
I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit
aqua stimulating trust fund twinkling uncleanness
  06/12/25
...
Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy
  06/12/25
...
Maize area stock car
  08/02/25
4 years
thriller pearly gas station cuck
  08/02/25
how has your life changed?
Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy
  08/02/25
180
light parlor
  08/02/25
Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12
Flirting national security agency
  08/02/25
180 good going man
histrionic bawdyhouse
  08/02/25


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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

First 24 hrs is in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834919)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM
Author: Onyx very tactful lodge

5 years is just getting started

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007570)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM
Author: ultramarine heady orchestra pit

won't work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834922)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM
Author: Wonderful Whorehouse

begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834931)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834935)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837724)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks, man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838092)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Violent fighting sex offender organic girlfriend



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Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM
Author: Violent fighting sex offender organic girlfriend



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM
Author: Aquamarine supple den

how much have you been drinking

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM
Author: swashbuckling fat ankles

cq

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM
Author: Carmine spot generalized bond



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit.

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: federal stag film black woman

5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers?

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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: curious chartreuse factory reset button

a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836171)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836207)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM
Author: federal stag film black woman

Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838299)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: vivacious bipolar gay wizard school cafeteria

Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835041)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835778)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM
Author: vivacious bipolar gay wizard school cafeteria

When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week

With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838455)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning.

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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM
Author: vivacious bipolar gay wizard school cafeteria

we have a sickness of the soul brother

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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM
Author: Comical bossy psychic tanning salon

You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835053)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM
Author: swashbuckling fat ankles

Crrrrrrr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835058)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835770)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: curious chartreuse factory reset button

set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835774)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: spectacular temple milk

how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835776)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

6'2" 245

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835780)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM
Author: spectacular temple milk

no muscle or jacked?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835788)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835797)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM
Author: Yellow Plaza

Ungh

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835833)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: curious chartreuse factory reset button

u wanna bang him, dont u?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836177)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Stubborn Ivory Macaca Shrine

I am with you, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840076)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM
Author: Talented fortuitous meteor useless brakes

You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837772)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM
Author: bat shit crazy principal's office



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142345)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM
Author: Dead resort

Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023251)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM
Author: beady-eyed sexy bbw background story

stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835799)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM
Author: Crimson stage striped hyena

Cr you could easily trade them for booze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836164)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM
Author: Galvanic clear garrison

so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836215)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM
Author: cowardly frisky abode

go back to guangzhong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874198)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835880)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM
Author: orchid appetizing dysfunction french chef

the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835888)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: medicated trailer park

gl gl

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835919)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836147)



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Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM
Author: Harsh Mauve Address Mediation

Alcohol is poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836871)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM
Author: erotic wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838673)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Not going to be much sleep tonight

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837356)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM
Author: electric nursing home pozpig

Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837437)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837444)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM
Author: Galvanic clear garrison

have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837728)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838091)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Just threw up in the shower. Good times.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838121)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838122)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838159)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Real talk, fuck your wife.

If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else.

I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose.

There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838926)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Galvanic clear garrison

what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845962)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860363)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM
Author: Emerald Heaven Double Fault

I've got well over 5 years not drinking.

It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838386)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838564)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838567)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838434)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838576)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life.

That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838591)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838903)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: dashing olive church building karate

Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42839678)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840018)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840276)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Just started having these too:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk

Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42842600)



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Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM
Author: Shivering stage messiness

big mistake bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840041)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

3 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845047)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845056)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: lascivious keepsake machete idiot

I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845744)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42846125)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

That's horrible man. Sorry to hear.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845956)



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Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Mind-boggling Underhanded Hissy Fit Cumskin

Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one?

I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43389150)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845724)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM
Author: alcoholic flesh rehab

can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845075)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before.

Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845090)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845207)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845978)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more.

By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845719)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM
Author: Startled Sick Turdskin

Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845764)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM
Author: Talented fortuitous meteor useless brakes

Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42848190)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860370)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM
Author: cowardly frisky abode

no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874201)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845746)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845789)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42849768)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845845)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845874)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845942)



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Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845970)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

4 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852338)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM
Author: tantric jade space

nice man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852399)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180. This is when it starts getting way better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852420)



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Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM
Author: Splenetic Site

Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852612)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 5 no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42858846)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

180 bro

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859297)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

8957657365

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859450)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM
Author: Spruce Slap-happy Meetinghouse Selfie

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859470)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM
Author: erotic wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859511)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM
Author: Arousing sinister tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859514)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: dun razzle chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859526)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: medicated trailer park

also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration

nice work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859545)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: alcoholic flesh rehab

good job. do doing any sports?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859549)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859655)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859550)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: smoky trump supporter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860070)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: charismatic azure institution idea he suggested

Eat some bananas

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860105)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860335)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Go to a meeting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860346)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Went to five meetings today. Sober for once.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860497)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

who the fuck has time for that shit?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863796)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

They were work meetings

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863989)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Those won't keep you sober.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865277)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

That's for sure! *rimshot*

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865366)



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Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860409)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 6 nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863597)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM
Author: beady-eyed sexy bbw background story



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863766)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865319)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM
Author: fishy school

Good job bro. One day down one day to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865938)



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Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

That's how I'm looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42866324)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870704)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM
Author: Multi-colored police squad mental disorder

Keep it up brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870974)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870981)



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Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873190)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM
Author: Emerald Heaven Double Fault

9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873668)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM
Author: Splenetic Site



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873670)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874144)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM
Author: Pearl shitlib

You're a camel at this point. Keep going!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874239)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

keep it going my man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874194)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

8 days down

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875692)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage

Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875707)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: lascivious keepsake machete idiot

Inspiring.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875943)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42876669)



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Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4.

trying to rebuild it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42877610)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42878360)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM
Author: Wild point death wish

thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again.

today is day 4 of my latest effort.

the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line.

great work by you. i'm rooting for ya.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879074)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM
Author: Purple Know-it-all Deer Antler

I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879090)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879120)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage

This is the plot of Another Round.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890353)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890435)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Just crossed the 9 day mark

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879747)



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Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42882033)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42883157)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42884686)



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Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42886121)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

11 days down a lifetime to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890318)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Embarrassed to the bone trip legal warrant set

Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better.

Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890475)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890943)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM
Author: Embarrassed to the bone trip legal warrant set

It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891015)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM
Author: laughsome flickering ticket booth

nah bro only one day at a time to go

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890982)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM
Author: dun razzle chapel

exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891069)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

In reality, that's how I am looking at it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892104)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM
Author: 180 clown field

5445776444554

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891123)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891187)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM
Author: Spruce Slap-happy Meetinghouse Selfie



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891530)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM
Author: irradiated national private investor

happy for you man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891572)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180 but take it a day at a time

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891580)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth

Keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892021)



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Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM
Author: Multi-colored police squad mental disorder

Nice job bro!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892210)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

BAM! Day 12.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896602)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896607)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

180

Day two here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896725)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42897749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901455)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42903233)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921955)



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Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896749)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901809)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901842)



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Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

One day at a time. Go to a meeting.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42902003)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Two weeks nodrink in the can

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907773)



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Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage

YES

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907934)



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Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42912772)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 16 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916307)



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Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM
Author: smoky trump supporter

Gj!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916795)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

17

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921352)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921377)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM
Author: 180 clown field

This is some 180 shit right here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921682)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM
Author: lascivious keepsake machete idiot

Keep it up, brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921984)



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Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42922699)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42926547)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927507)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM
Author: claret home rigpig

Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927525)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse.

Day 1 here

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927539)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927585)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927589)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927607)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927611)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: blue doobsian travel guidebook

The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928105)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928176)



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Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928181)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM
Author: arrogant love of her life parlour

Alcohol prevents covid

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939457)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 19 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932389)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle lime halford

180 congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932395)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932433)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932477)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932783)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM
Author: jet-lagged haunting piazza

CR- every day is a victory

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935166)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM
Author: White regret location

hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933626)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM
Author: Wild point death wish

Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934976)



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Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM
Author: laughsome flickering ticket booth

After how long? You did great!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933636)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM
Author: Wild point death wish

Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934991)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933814)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935105)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM
Author: Fluffy razzmatazz goal in life forum



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935607)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

I had four beers tonight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934150)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM
Author: 180 clown field

Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935001)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935109)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM
Author: dun razzle chapel



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935153)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM
Author: glittery cheese-eating pit

You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me.

Keep at it man!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935252)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935534)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice re today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937223)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM
Author: Hyperactive silver sanctuary

Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives.

Keep on keeping on

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935161)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM
Author: jet-lagged haunting piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935167)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935538)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM
Author: federal stag film black woman

180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up!

How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935601)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937225)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week.

I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda.

I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back.

So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937815)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 20 in the books.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937220)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937764)



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Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM
Author: Navy stirring market ape

good job man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937931)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM
Author: jet-lagged haunting piazza



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939379)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Three weeks down! Still a sobermo!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42941083)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM
Author: Fluffy razzmatazz goal in life forum

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942011)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

18000000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942548)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

How you feeling?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942671)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943106)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943118)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943162)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943009)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle lime halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943016)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM
Author: bonkers exciting theater

stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot.

PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend?

you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943023)



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Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

You seem mentally stable, friend.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943068)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM
Author: big awkward pistol jew



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943810)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM
Author: Aquamarine supple den



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42944568)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 22 and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42945651)



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Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42946048)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 23 done

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951958)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

Has your wife said anything about it?

Have you lost any weight?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951967)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive.

I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952045)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM
Author: Multi-colored police squad mental disorder

Good job dude. Summarize changes for us

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951979)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Losing weight

Sleep has improved a ton

Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly)

Motivated to work

Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952080)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952093)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952239)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

An underrated benefit, for certain.

Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957384)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Just keep going a day at a time.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970847)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

You should celebrate by having a beer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42966916)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM
Author: Zombie-like Racy Church Pocket Flask

sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning.

how long did it take to notice weight loss?

how much were you drinking each day?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970597)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common.

Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970882)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM
Author: Zombie-like Racy Church Pocket Flask

are you still in biglaw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971427)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971755)



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Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle lime halford



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952048)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM
Author: Gold kitchen

I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957405)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180. What finally worked for you?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957590)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957593)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM
Author: blue doobsian travel guidebook

Stabby?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977185)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 24

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957591)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM
Author: sickened vibrant property



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957616)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957892)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957897)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957898)



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Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42960457)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 25

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42964349)



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Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42965115)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 26

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970508)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

do you have the desire to drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970525)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970539)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970631)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I was totally out of control.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970770)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Arousing sinister tattoo

Gj brudda

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970526)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

Focus every day on how grateful you are for this.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970531)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Trust me I am

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970774)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM
Author: iridescent fragrant hominid

Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970787)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970803)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM
Author: dun razzle chapel

that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971445)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977063)



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Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971233)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 27 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42975999)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180. I’m at around a week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42976271)



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Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice. Keep it up.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977080)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years.

Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily.



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982646)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM
Author: smoky trump supporter

Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982663)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982670)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982814)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982845)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I don't plan to

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42983811)



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Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42984102)



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Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42987301)



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Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Boom: five weeks sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43021326)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022035)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM
Author: Drab nudist station



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022329)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM
Author: Multi-colored police squad mental disorder

180 brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070201)



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Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM
Author: Emerald Heaven Double Fault

Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022078)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

That's amazing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057794)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069408)



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Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057793)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070107)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069385)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM
Author: Violent fighting sex offender organic girlfriend

Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069390)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069391)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070100)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070120)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM
Author: overrated rose step-uncle's house jewess

Take up golf, or cycling

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070175)



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Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070712)



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Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Done with week 7.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43094188)



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Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43102180)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132489)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: bateful dingle berry theater stage

Fuck yeah

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132505)



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Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

That's fucking great.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132510)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172089)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM
Author: chestnut codepig

don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172102)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM
Author: Comical bossy psychic tanning salon



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172104)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM
Author: Pearl shitlib

The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172190)



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Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172657)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

10 weeks no drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208306)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM
Author: Mind-boggling Underhanded Hissy Fit Cumskin

Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208368)



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Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice. I really havent felt this good in years.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208386)



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Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43229848)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356245)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM
Author: Motley persian

Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot.

https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356257)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356284)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM
Author: Motley persian

I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356399)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle.

I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings.

Keep up the fight brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356457)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted.

Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober.

I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542100)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM
Author: laughsome flickering ticket booth

this sounds right

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542123)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM
Author: Amethyst Contagious Genital Piercing Coffee Pot

1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356299)



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Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356413)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM
Author: titillating pungent box office

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542485)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

I haven't listened to them in two decades

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542581)



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Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM
Author: passionate brunch

keep going brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542583)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

30 days sober today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620761)



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Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM
Author: Splenetic Site

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620769)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

6 months dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725839)



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Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725878)



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Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Two months sober now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43793309)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

117 days of nodrink today

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142273)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

180

Day six here.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142302)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

One day at a time brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142613)



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Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Razzle-dazzle lime halford

Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142662)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM
Author: Mildly autistic plum university corn cake

By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307089)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307097)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

144 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307035)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307101)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks brother

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307314)



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Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM
Author: Wonderful Whorehouse

180 brother and congratulations!!!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307324)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM
Author: vigorous antidepressant drug



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453495)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

168 days and still on the wagon

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450356)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM
Author: hot amber ratface casino

Way to go, man.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453559)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks dude

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453855)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM
Author: dun razzle chapel

33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450380)



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Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450408)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM
Author: dun razzle chapel

I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44452270)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM
Author: Hairraiser senate chad

then shut the fuck up already

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453444)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM
Author: dun razzle chapel

cr

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453454)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: Aromatic Menage

lol

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453513)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM
Author: titillating pungent box office

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453508)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM
Author: Odious hell

18 months sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453863)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM
Author: Provocative State

180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453871)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454805)



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Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe

180

I've done one drink a night for the past week.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454837)



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Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44562497)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

222 days today. Life has never been better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748020)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM
Author: mischievous mahogany headpube sweet tailpipe



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748030)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: cracking filthpig



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748040)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM
Author: Aromatic Menage

good for you bro, good on you, keep it up

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748042)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM
Author: Translucent marketing idea



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748055)



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Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM
Author: Drab nudist station



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44749202)



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Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Eight months sober yesterday

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44865945)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nine moths today!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023094)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023126)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

How's your sobriety?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023153)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february.

i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may.

i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat.

i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally.

haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023232)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023423)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight.

it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023653)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM
Author: Flirting national security agency

congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023157)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023424)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023655)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM
Author: Wonderful Whorehouse

congrats brother!

i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol.

peace.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023248)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023425)



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Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023657)



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Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I'll hit day 300 tomorrow!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45155156)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

348 days in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411580)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411587)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411710)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180 billion

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411595)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

How are you doing?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411711)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411931)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

180. Stay strong

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412087)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

ty brother.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412123)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM
Author: Ebony hunting ground

I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411805)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Life is so much better if you can stick to it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412258)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM
Author: Flirting national security agency

Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411898)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411942)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411945)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM
Author: Flirting national security agency

1800000

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411951)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM
Author: vengeful base haunted graveyard

180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411963)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412247)



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Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM
Author: Up-to-no-good jet water buffalo brethren

proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave

you’re gonna maek it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412285)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651879)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

One year and two days of sobriety today.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511221)



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Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM
Author: Provocative State

180 brother. Never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511222)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

397 days and counting

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651822)



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Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651862)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

18 months

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738970)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy

congrats man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738973)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738981)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM
Author: fear-inspiring puppy house

Biggest health change?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738992)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738997)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy

35lbs, damn

what % of your body weight was that?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739000)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

~15%

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739049)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Awesome.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858131)



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Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM
Author: soul-stirring dopamine

Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas.

You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739061)



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Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45754434)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM
Author: Insanely creepy boyish public bath



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765765)



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Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

poison free in 23

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765724)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771738)



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Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM
Author: Snowy diverse party of the first part old irish cottage

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771895)



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Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45779724)



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Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM
Author: Wild point death wish

Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858158)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862492)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

180. Glad to hear it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45863147)



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Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

There’s a lot of relapse going around.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862965)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

475 days of nodrink

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018088)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018101)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018254)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted theatre alpha

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018105)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM
Author: laughsome flickering ticket booth

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018292)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter

Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018110)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018266)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Concupiscible locus electric furnace

Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018258)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018272)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM
Author: Concupiscible locus electric furnace

I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018282)



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Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018418)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 507 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158627)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158633)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158678)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM
Author: Gaped Hospital Pisswyrm

Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158687)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158703)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day.

So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?”

(I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.)

So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer.

This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again.

I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158708)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Good to hear you are back on track.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158725)



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Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM
Author: Wild point death wish

ty

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158845)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

18 months tomorrow.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317617)



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Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM
Author: claret home rigpig

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317624)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

2 years dry

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46468557)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469502)



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Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Did you work the steps?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46499489)



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Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM
Author: erotic wrinkle

Wow

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469522)



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Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 640 today bros

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46687165)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Day 700 in the books

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948402)



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Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy

congrats

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948423)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103664)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

2 years and 7 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094191)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094194)



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Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM
Author: Wild point death wish



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094225)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098706)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM
Author: Wonderful Whorehouse

1919 days free.

I will never go back.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098738)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM
Author: cyan aphrodisiac nibblets hall

180

I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098746)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099290)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM
Author: ungodly blathering office gaming laptop

good job

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099298)



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Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM
Author: ungodly blathering office gaming laptop

I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother!

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099296)



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Date: November 26th, 2023 11:35 AM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

Nice. Congrats.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47100639)



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Date: November 27th, 2023 6:21 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

I'm in the same boat, brother. 2 1/2 years in just about a month's time. Good work

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103662)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:19 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

956 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793191)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:29 PM
Author: at-the-ready library

Congrats. Drinking almost ruined my life. I’m so much healthier now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793213)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

I nearly died and kept right on drinking. Life is way better now.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793231)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 9:41 PM
Author: claret home rigpig

Glad the stage 4 pancreatic cancer cleared up on its own

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793386)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 10:21 PM
Author: erotic wrinkle



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793452)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 8:54 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47796042)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:36 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth

180, teenage pussy tp

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793229)



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Date: June 30th, 2024 4:33 AM
Author: Adventurous indian lodge



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793970)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48182547)



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Date: June 29th, 2024 8:34 PM
Author: Puce lettuce locale

180 thread

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47793226)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:18 PM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

3 years now

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47812580)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:31 PM
Author: Cruel-hearted theatre alpha

MFCR. 1488 my nigga

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47812622)



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Date: July 5th, 2024 3:45 PM
Author: Flirting national security agency

way to go, brother. i am 3 years and a month in.

i did have one relapse, which happened back in the beginning of may. my wife and i were not having sex and i am terrible at communicating so i withdrew into self and developed a huge crush on an associate (no diddy). went to jazz fest to see the stones with my siblings and got shitfaced. wife went nuts on me when i got back to the room and i told her to fuck off and i wanted a divorce.

long story short, i told her that the sex has been garbage, and that i was disgusted that she'd quit shaving her box back when we split up in 2020 and didn't really do it anymore.

since then, she's been SHAVED, we've been FUCKING 2-3x/week and i am NODRINK forever.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47812654)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:28 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

1058 days

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48182543)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:30 PM
Author: excitant topaz range scourge upon the earth

180 man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48182545)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:37 PM
Author: lilac cruise ship

Do you not drink at all now?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48182570)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:46 PM
Author: Marvelous Mother Lay

None at all. I tried moderation enough times to know it doesn't work for me. I'm a total degenerate alchie. I can't touch the stuff.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48196855)



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Date: October 9th, 2024 9:38 PM
Author: Floppy business firm



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48182573)



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Date: October 14th, 2024 2:50 PM
Author: Arousing sinister tattoo



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48196866)



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Date: October 19th, 2024 10:29 AM
Author: cerebral ocher crackhouse

Nice

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48214820)



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Date: November 24th, 2024 5:07 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#48374719)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 12:03 AM
Author: Exhilarant Voyeur Faggot Firefighter



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007400)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:13 AM
Author: aqua stimulating trust fund twinkling uncleanness

I stopped drinking 2 years ago and my life is still shit

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007544)



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Date: June 12th, 2025 2:17 AM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007547)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:55 AM
Author: Maize area stock car



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150725)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 4:59 AM
Author: thriller pearly gas station cuck

4 years

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150627)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 5:05 AM
Author: Slate Judgmental Dilemma Really Tough Guy

how has your life changed?

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150630)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 7:56 AM
Author: light parlor

180

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150668)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:14 AM
Author: Flirting national security agency

Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150685)



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Date: August 2nd, 2025 8:16 AM
Author: histrionic bawdyhouse

180 good going man

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49150688)