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Godawful location   08/02/25 4 years grizzly racy library   08/02/25 how has your life changed? lascivious skinny woman   08/02/25 180 Trip sinister cumskin private investor   08/02/25 Good work brother. I hit 4 years on June 12 seedy pungent institution knife   08/02/25 180 good going man Walnut charismatic party of the first part   08/02/25 Poast new message in this thread Date: July 24th, 2021 1:47 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman First 24 hrs is in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834919) Date: June 12th, 2025 2:57 AM Author: Crusty Amber Station 5 years is just getting started (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#49007570) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:50 PM Author: White demanding pozpig won't work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834922) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:52 PM Author: Learning Disabled Crimson Brunch Gunner begone, naysayer. xo is full of former alcoholics who have chosen 100% sobriety. they have seen the light. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834931) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:54 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks man. I'm going to give it a shot. I've only really tried to quit once before. I want to make it work. This isn't sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834935) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:01 AM Author: histrionic wrinkle He's right. 3 year sobermo here. You can do it friend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837724) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:09 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks, man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838092) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Submissive Rambunctious International Law Enforcement Agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834947) Date: July 24th, 2021 1:58 PM Author: Submissive Rambunctious International Law Enforcement Agency (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834944) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:03 PM Author: dun electric new version parlor how much have you been drinking (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42834965) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:29 PM Author: Nudist half-breed cq (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835048) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: lascivious skinny woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835057) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:38 PM Author: Iridescent vivacious lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835079) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Varies a lot. I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Slap-happy factory reset button 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: dashing deep blood rage a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Slap-happy factory reset button Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Jade apoplectic nursing home quadroon Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Jade apoplectic nursing home quadroon When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838698) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:45 PM Author: Jade apoplectic nursing home quadroon we have a sickness of the soul brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838767) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:31 PM Author: Umber University You should get on a fitness kick, makes quitting alcohol much easier IME (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835053) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:32 PM Author: Nudist half-breed Crrrrrrr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835058) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman That's my hope. I'm going to have some withdrawal over the next few days (last night was pretty bad) but want to start after that. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835770) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: dashing deep blood rage set a short term goal, like 1 month of no drink. then go from there. it makes quitting easier if u know u can do it at some point in the future. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835774) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: Vibrant corner stain how fat are you if you're drinking a fifth a day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835776) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 6'2" 245 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835780) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:10 PM Author: Vibrant corner stain no muscle or jacked? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835788) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I lifted for a decade years ago but it is just a broad frame now with a big gut. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835797) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:16 PM Author: maize business firm mexican Ungh (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835833) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: dashing deep blood rage u wanna bang him, dont u? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836177) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: passionate infuriating locale I am with you, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840076) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:17 AM Author: sienna macaca You can drink a ton and be skinny. I’m fit and drink like 6-10 drinks a day (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837772) Date: March 13th, 2022 7:09 PM Author: Excitant theater stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142345) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:47 PM Author: Brindle useless famous landscape painting Cr alcohol calories seem flame. I’m skinny but based on alcohol calories should be fat. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023251) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:12 PM Author: comical heaven stock up vitamin b and sugary foods for those evening cravings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835799) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:41 PM Author: Topaz razzle-dazzle toilet seat Cr you could easily trade them for booze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836164) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:55 PM Author: 180 cocky useless brakes becky so trade liver failure for diabetes and cavities? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836215) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:01 AM Author: opaque razzle trust fund step-uncle's house go back to guangzhong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874198) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Did a month & a half nodrink. went off of it for two 5 day stretches in July. but back on nodrink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835880) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:26 PM Author: Dark mad-dog skullcap chad the only real reason to do that is losing weight. otherwise its dumb. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835888) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: Frisky ladyboy indian lodge gl gl (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835919) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:34 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Alcoholism lasts forever. Stay on that no drink tip. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836147) Date: July 24th, 2021 9:37 PM Author: milky titillating stage jap Alcohol is poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836871) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:23 PM Author: Disgusting meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838673) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:04 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Not going to be much sleep tonight (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837356) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:25 AM Author: Bossy burgundy spot corn cake Sometimes I find a glass or two of whiskey really helps me get to sleep, maybe you should try it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837437) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:28 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 6 or 7 is my minimum for sleep these days. Been a nasty bender. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837444) Date: July 25th, 2021 3:02 AM Author: 180 cocky useless brakes becky have you always been a heavy drinker or did something trigger it? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42837728) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:08 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Neither. At least not some big trigger.. Ive definitely been depressed for years. I barely drank until my early 30s (I'm 43). Then I became a pretty solid weekend drinker. Then nights. Then every night. Then the daily amount went up and started hiding it (the amount) from wife etc. then mornings and then all the way down the hill. My super heavy and consistent drinking probably started in 2017. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838091) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:33 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Just threw up in the shower. Good times. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838121) Date: July 25th, 2021 9:34 AM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838122) Date: July 25th, 2021 10:01 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Wife and I start therapy this week. Couple and individual. This is the first time I ever wanted to quit (she's demanded a couple times, but gave up a long time ago). Plan is to white knuckle the weekend and go to the hospital if the really serious stuff hits. It's not a great plan but it's the one we landed on. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838159) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Real talk, fuck your wife. If you don't get and stay sober then you'll lose her for sure. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. I'm not saying don't do the couples counseling, but you need to put sobriety over and ahead of every single other part of your life. Anything you put in front of sobriety will be one of the things you lose. There's no reason to white knuckle it when there is a solution. AA saved my life (and many other poasters). Not only did it save my life, it made my life amazing. If you get with the program and stay sober you'll look back on today six months or a year from now and wonder how the hell you ever lived like this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838926) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: 180 cocky useless brakes becky what tips and methods do they teach to keep people from drinking? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845962) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape It’s not a tips and methods type deal. It’s a literally change everything about how you think and act. I could tell you the aphorisms, but there’s a lot of work that goes into implementing them in all of your (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860363) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:52 AM Author: Cerebral rose school marketing idea I've got well over 5 years not drinking. It was the best decision I ever made - changed my life. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838386) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I've seen you're posts on it. It's inspiring (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838564) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:51 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838567) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:09 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Good luck bro. Im way overdue too. I did 6 months last year and really didn't notice much difference but I know long term it's not sustainable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: carnelian pervert mother Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Wonderful ocher kitty big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: Vigorous office I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: exciting chest-beating cruise ship trump supporter Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: beady-eyed low-t ticket booth national security agency can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Fiercely-loyal Coral Resort Sex Offender Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: sienna macaca Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: opaque razzle trust fund step-uncle's house no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: Ruddy provocative roommate cuck nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Chartreuse hominid Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: maroon magical garrison giraffe good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: Disgusting meetinghouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: Violent Church Antidepressant Drug (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: Floppy site police squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Frisky ladyboy indian lodge also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: beady-eyed low-t ticket booth national security agency good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: lemon home psychic 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: aphrodisiac judgmental boiling water casino (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Motley national rigpig Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: comical heaven (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Aqua Hyperactive Alpha Stag Film Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: Marvelous roast beef dog poop Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Cerebral rose school marketing idea 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Chartreuse hominid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: lemon home psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: grizzly racy library keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: Vigorous office Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Aquamarine out-of-control stage I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: Self-centered community account Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: Self-centered community account It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: Adventurous Startled House Boltzmann nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: Floppy site police squad exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman In reality, that's how I am looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892104) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:26 PM Author: bonkers sweet tailpipe 5445776444554 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891123) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:37 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891187) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:30 PM Author: maroon magical garrison giraffe (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891530) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:35 PM Author: unholy background story principal's office happy for you man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891572) Date: August 3rd, 2021 5:37 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 but take it a day at a time (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891580) Date: August 3rd, 2021 6:57 PM Author: lemon home psychic Keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892021) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:44 PM Author: Marvelous roast beef dog poop Nice job bro!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: lemon home psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: aphrodisiac judgmental boiling water casino Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: bonkers sweet tailpipe This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: Vigorous office Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: contagious turdskin Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Insecure curious round eye newt The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: razzmatazz telephone gas station Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Wine Swashbuckling Theater 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Drunken Twisted Bawdyhouse Azn CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Boyish doobsian hospital indirect expression hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: Adventurous Startled House Boltzmann After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: histrionic wrinkle I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: Multi-colored Buff Juggernaut Headpube (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: bonkers sweet tailpipe Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: Floppy site police squad (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: galvanic menage people who are hurt You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: nubile yapping stead Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: Drunken Twisted Bawdyhouse Azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Slap-happy factory reset button 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Citrine fragrant whorehouse good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: Drunken Twisted Bawdyhouse Azn (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: Multi-colored Buff Juggernaut Headpube 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Wine Swashbuckling Theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: Swollen dilemma stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: claret alcoholic reading party piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: dun electric new version parlor (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: Marvelous roast beef dog poop Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: domesticated supple box office karate sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: domesticated supple box office karate are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Wine Swashbuckling Theater (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Sapphire hairraiser kitty cat I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Insecure curious round eye newt Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: talented stock car (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Violent Church Antidepressant Drug Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: outnumbered nofapping athletic conference associate Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: Floppy site police squad that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: aphrodisiac judgmental boiling water casino Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: histrionic wrinkle 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Spectacular sooty gay wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: Marvelous roast beef dog poop 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Cerebral rose school marketing idea Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: grizzly racy library this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Submissive Rambunctious International Law Enforcement Agency Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: aggressive angry sneaky criminal Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: Mahogany hyperventilating public bath Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: Stirring affirmative action idea he suggested don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: Umber University (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: mind-boggling bistre abode The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: exciting chest-beating cruise ship trump supporter Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: grizzly racy library well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: big goyim trailer park Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: big goyim trailer park I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: Adventurous Startled House Boltzmann this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: vengeful thriller orchestra pit cuckold 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: Cream greedy organic girlfriend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: duck-like address keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Chartreuse hominid 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: grizzly racy library 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Wine Swashbuckling Theater Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: cyan beta forum By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Learning Disabled Crimson Brunch Gunner 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: Peach Electric Furnace Puppy (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: arousing area fortuitous meteor Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: Floppy site police squad 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: Floppy site police squad I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Free-loading Diverse Property Jewess then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: Floppy site police squad cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: cracking impertinent point friendly grandma lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Cream greedy organic girlfriend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: Appetizing philosopher-king laser beams 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: Misunderstood haunted graveyard 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Yellow Den Generalized Bond (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Stimulating Navy Codepig (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: cracking impertinent point friendly grandma good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: obsidian hairy legs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Spectacular sooty gay wizard (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: seedy pungent institution knife congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Learning Disabled Crimson Brunch Gunner congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: Abnormal soul-stirring tanning salon I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: seedy pungent institution knife Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: seedy pungent institution knife 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Avocado Foreskin 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Heady Bbw Liquid Oxygen proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: lemon home psychic (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: Misunderstood haunted graveyard 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: lemon home psychic 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: grizzly racy library 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: lascivious skinny woman congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: grizzly racy library ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Concupiscible cordovan genital piercing Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: grizzly racy library I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: lascivious skinny woman 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: grizzly racy library ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: irradiated amethyst main people Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: purple tripping rehab elastic band (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: grizzly racy library poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: Brilliant death wish 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: Flickering hissy fit set 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: Adventurous Startled House Boltzmann 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: lime maniacal center potus Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: gay school cafeteria immigrant Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: gay school cafeteria immigrant I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: histrionic wrinkle Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: contagious turdskin 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: grizzly racy library 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: Pink Digit Ratio Ape Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: Disgusting meetinghouse Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: lascivious skinny woman congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: mint mischievous space black woman 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: carmine bateful clown plaza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: grizzly racy library Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Learning Disabled Crimson Brunch Gunner 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: odious windowlicker hell 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: grizzly racy library (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Impressive state good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Impressive state I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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