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I'll go weeks doing well more than a fifth a day often will drink a handle or so. Sometimes more. Then I'll pull back to 5-10 a day. On weekends it's often 5 or 6 because of family shit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835759) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: Stirring canary den pervert 5-10 and 5 or 6 what? Drinks? Beers? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836160) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: Excitant Adulterous Indirect Expression a fifth is like 17 shots or drinks, i think. so when he cuts back, it's 5 or 10 drinks. a day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836171) Date: July 24th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Correct. It's a fifth or more most days but I have times where I've been able to moderate down. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42836207) Date: July 25th, 2021 11:15 AM Author: Stirring canary den pervert Damn brother. Good luck. I genuinely hope you succeed. It's definitely doable. It's not an addiction I've overcome, but I've overcome something similar and it's hard but totally worth it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838299) Date: July 24th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: Concupiscible arrogant institution Considering this as well. lockdowns blew the doors open on my barely controlled alcoholism (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835041) Date: July 24th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman This lockdown has destroyed me due to being home alone all day but I was pretty bad about day drinking before too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42835778) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:18 PM Author: Concupiscible arrogant institution When I went to work day drinking was only reserved for the weekends which kept me to ~30 drinks a week With work from home I can start at noon and better weather hangovers so it's closer to 50-60 a week (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838455) Date: July 25th, 2021 1:29 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I would day drink at work a little but couldn't get smashed for a bunch of reasons. With WFH, I could and did start drinking as soon as the wife was out the door in the morning. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838434) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:52 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I'm going to die young if I don't do something. I'm just totally unable moderate it for more than a week or two. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838576) Date: July 25th, 2021 12:55 PM Author: Razzle center Same. Not sure I'd have survived the lockdown wfh. Having to go into the office probably saved years on my life. That said, I don't have any other negative consequences. My wife has basically joined me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838591) Date: July 25th, 2021 2:27 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 48 hrs now. This is the longest I've gone without a drink since lockdowns started. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42838903) Date: July 25th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: wonderful magenta private investor Describe your symptoms - I'm surprised you can keep going this hard in your 40s. I'm drinking heavily in my early 30s and I feel like shit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42839678) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:35 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman From the withdrawal? Anxiety, headache, sweating profusely, high BP, shortness of breath, some shakes, nausea, diarrhea, and puked once. Most of these are about gone now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840018) Date: July 25th, 2021 7:39 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840276) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:39 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Just started having these too: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk Really weird. But I mostly feel physically better in terms of withdrawal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42842600) Date: July 25th, 2021 6:39 PM Author: Bateful gay wizard big mistake bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42840041) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 3 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845047) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:57 PM Author: violet brethren Way to go, brother. You are saving yourself from misery. In the last three weeks, I lost two people under the age of 50 to alcoholism. One became a vegetable and the other one had liver failure. In the year before that I know three people who suicided themselves to end the misery. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845056) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: cordovan milk I don't mean this to sound insensitive, but do you live in a poor area? Or are these normal white collar people dying untimely deaths? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845744) Date: July 26th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: violet brethren No, these were all educated white people. There are many more I've known from AA who would fit your description though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42846125) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman That's horrible man. Sorry to hear. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845956) Date: November 4th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: cracking know-it-all dragon theater stage Can you describe the lifestyle of the vegetable one? I'm afraid this might be me and I'm really struggling to quit drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43389150) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:50 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845724) Date: July 26th, 2021 3:59 PM Author: histrionic embarrassed to the bone police squad can an alcoholic describe the appeal of alcohol? is it different than just a normal person who likes to get buzzed and drunk? like you wake up and just "need it"? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845075) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:02 PM Author: violet brethren That's how it starts for alcoholics too. Most, however, will describe their first buzzes as "where have you been my whole life?" moments. Probably because of a dopamine deficiency, alcoholics feel moments of joy or social confidence they never had before. Eventually the alcoholic starts thinking about drinking more. Then there's the physical compulsion to keep drinking more after having one. End stage is when you go into withdrawal and need it as medicine to feel normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845090) Date: July 26th, 2021 4:17 PM Author: light genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845207) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Sounds about right. It's truly awful once you absolutely need it just to function. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845978) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life In late stage alcoholism it's truly a compulsion. There's no appeal, there's just the need for more. By then, your brain is just wired completely differently, you're no different than a science rat in a cage pressing down on the alcohol lever. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845719) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:02 PM Author: Racy Plum Hell Juggernaut Should I go to a meeting if I just like to have a glass or two of wine most nights? And day drink on weekends while playing softball? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845764) Date: July 27th, 2021 3:00 AM Author: Khaki razzle-dazzle corner electric furnace Lol you’re fine. You may have very minor dependence but if you have two glasses of wine the majority of the week you aren’t close to real dependence. I have probably 6 plus most week days and a lot more on weekends and even I can make it through the day before my body starts craving a drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42848190) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life The only requirement is a desire to stop drinking, but you don’t sound like an alcoholic. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860370) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:05 AM Author: Bat Shit Crazy Vibrant Spot no, even if you do 'need' that amount to function, it won't interfere with your life. no point stopping (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874201) Date: July 26th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: Razzle center https://youtu.be/D24zYQcnqKs (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845746) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:08 PM Author: Razzle center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845789) Date: July 27th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: Razzle center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42849768) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:21 PM Author: big partner crackhouse I did meetings for a while. Not my cup of tea. But works for some. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845845) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:28 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Good luck, brother. When I go nodrink I get the hypnic jerks when trying to sleep. They’re awful. I didn’t know the name for it until your link. Gabapentin helps. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845874) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:42 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Kinda freaked me out but then I read up on it on pubmed and it's nbd. Other than some mild cramping my symptoms appear to be over though I'm not expecting decent sleep for awhile. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845942) Date: July 26th, 2021 6:47 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Sleep will be tough for a while, but you’re through the worst of the rest. Good job, man. Trazodone will help with sleep. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42845970) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:32 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 4 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852338) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:42 PM Author: soul-stirring mischievous meetinghouse half-breed nice man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852399) Date: July 27th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180. This is when it starts getting way better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852420) Date: July 27th, 2021 6:29 PM Author: Ungodly flesh parlor immigrant Keep it up bro. You have no idea how much better it gets. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42852612) Date: July 28th, 2021 5:56 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 5 no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42858846) Date: July 28th, 2021 7:36 PM Author: Razzle center 180 bro (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859297) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: violet brethren 8957657365 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859450) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:27 PM Author: Exhilarant coral kitchen marketing idea good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859470) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:35 PM Author: contagious umber becky (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859511) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:36 PM Author: frozen stage (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859514) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:37 PM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859526) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: Arousing Disturbing New Version also taking a nodrink night tonight, thanks for the inspiration nice work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859545) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:42 PM Author: histrionic embarrassed to the bone police squad good job. do doing any sports? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859549) Date: July 28th, 2021 9:07 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I lifted today for the first time in over a year and a half. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859655) Date: July 28th, 2021 8:43 PM Author: Provocative twisted box office 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42859550) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Pale sound barrier hall (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860070) Date: July 28th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: Indigo sex offender Eat some bananas (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860105) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:33 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I've been doing Gatorade zero to get some potassium. But the symptoms are all basically gone. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860335) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:37 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Go to a meeting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860346) Date: July 29th, 2021 12:08 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Went to five meetings today. Sober for once. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860497) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:59 PM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath who the fuck has time for that shit? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863796) Date: July 29th, 2021 3:26 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman They were work meetings (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863989) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:27 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Those won't keep you sober. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865277) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:54 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman That's for sure! *rimshot* (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865366) Date: July 28th, 2021 11:50 PM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42860409) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:35 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 6 nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863597) Date: July 29th, 2021 2:55 PM Author: Pungent garrison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42863766) Date: July 29th, 2021 6:40 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865319) Date: July 29th, 2021 8:38 PM Author: Aphrodisiac buff site persian Good job bro. One day down one day to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42865938) Date: July 29th, 2021 9:25 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman That's how I'm looking at it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42866324) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:09 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman One week of nodrink in the books. It's been at least 2.5 years since I've gone a week without a drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870704) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:51 PM Author: twinkling cerebral boistinker Keep it up brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870974) Date: July 30th, 2021 4:52 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42870981) Date: July 30th, 2021 11:52 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873190) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:33 AM Author: Mind-boggling stag film 9755656569565331131696976976529311 BROTHER (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873668) Date: July 31st, 2021 1:34 AM Author: Ungodly flesh parlor immigrant (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42873670) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:01 AM Author: Provocative twisted box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874144) Date: July 31st, 2021 7:43 AM Author: violet brethren You're a camel at this point. Keep going! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874239) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:51 AM Author: Drab laughsome house keep it going my man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42874194) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:37 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 8 days down (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875692) Date: July 31st, 2021 2:41 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary Good for you dude. Really challenging stuff but you're truly getting your life back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875707) Date: July 31st, 2021 3:54 PM Author: cordovan milk Inspiring. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42875943) Date: July 31st, 2021 6:56 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Thanks man. There's a long way to go but already feel a million times better (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42876669) Date: July 31st, 2021 10:53 PM Author: big partner crackhouse i made it a month and a half earlier this summer. started feeling depressed and caved around july 4. trying to rebuild it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42877610) Date: August 1st, 2021 2:56 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman A month and a half is a ton if you're like me. I haven't gone that long in about seven years. You can do it. Start with one day. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42878360) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:34 AM Author: big partner crackhouse thanks, man. after i broke the 6+ week streak for a few days, i then went on another 10 day nodrink, but broke it again. today is day 4 of my latest effort. the best part is that i've used the summer to get in much better shape. lost weight, got stronger. not wanting to lose those gains helps immensely in getting me back in line. great work by you. i'm rooting for ya. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879074) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:40 AM Author: Vermilion Insanely Creepy Mediation I need a good vice to distract me from my shitlife. I've never been a huge alcohol fan, but I've also never really gone hard. What say you? I could pick up your slack. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879090) Date: August 1st, 2021 10:47 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman For me, it was great for a few years. Then I became dependent and it made my shit life so much worse. If you can balance the right amount without being a full blown dependent degenerate it wouldn't be bad. I'm just incapable. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879120) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:30 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary This is the plot of Another Round. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890353) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:47 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Just watched the trailer. Looks autobiographical. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890435) Date: August 1st, 2021 1:57 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Just crossed the 9 day mark (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42879747) Date: August 1st, 2021 11:39 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42882033) Date: August 2nd, 2021 9:17 AM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42883157) Date: August 2nd, 2021 2:59 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 10 days in the books. Down 8 lbs even though I've been eating SPS. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42884686) Date: August 2nd, 2021 7:48 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42886121) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:25 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 11 days down a lifetime to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890318) Date: August 3rd, 2021 2:52 PM Author: costumed jap Good shit. I've been down this road before. Cold turkey can be tough mentally, but it gets better. Currently trying naltrexone through Ria health and shit is 180 since I can still have a couple of drinks without feeling the urge to keep drinking. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890475) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:01 PM Author: violet brethren I tried that. If you're an alcoholic, you'll just keep drinking until you get a buzz (and by that time you have a shitton of alcohol in your system). It did nothing to blunt the urge to keep drinking. Works great for opiate addicts though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890943) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:09 PM Author: costumed jap It's worked for me so far, but I was also able to go cold turkey for a good stretch a couple years ago. Tbf I drink a lot compared to normal people and have for more than a decade now, but I've never gotten to the point of drinking all day, experiencing physical wds, kindling or some of the other nasty aspects of full blown alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891015) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:06 PM Author: gaped diverse stead digit ratio nah bro only one day at a time to go (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42890982) Date: August 3rd, 2021 4:15 PM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead exactly. just focus on today. moment to moment if that helps (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42891069) Date: August 3rd, 2021 7:16 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman In reality, that's how I am looking at it. 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(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42892210) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:35 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman BAM! Day 12. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896602) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:36 PM Author: Provocative twisted box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896607) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:53 PM Author: Razzle center 180 Day two here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896725) Date: August 4th, 2021 7:13 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Keep it up. I feel so much better than I have in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42897749) Date: August 5th, 2021 12:42 PM Author: Razzle center I had two beers last night. That's basically no drink for me. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901455) Date: August 5th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Any reduction is good. I wish I was able to moderate my drinking but I just can't longterm. I always end up back drinking like a fish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42903233) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:09 PM Author: Razzle center Yeah I was pretty fucked up all weekend. Lol operating heavy machinery too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921955) Date: August 4th, 2021 3:56 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42896749) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:53 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 13 done. Can't wait to hit two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901809) Date: August 5th, 2021 1:57 PM Author: violet brethren Fuckin' A. Doing great, brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42901842) Date: August 5th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life One day at a time. Go to a meeting. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42902003) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Two weeks nodrink in the can (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907773) Date: August 6th, 2021 2:42 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary YES (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42907934) Date: August 7th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 15 days no problem. Think I have covid too. Fuckin A. Have a nice deep cough, headache and I think I'm losing my sense of taste. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42912772) Date: August 8th, 2021 2:17 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 16 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916307) Date: August 8th, 2021 4:27 PM Author: Pale sound barrier hall Gj! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42916795) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:09 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 17 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921352) Date: August 9th, 2021 3:13 PM Author: Razzle center 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921377) Date: August 9th, 2021 4:12 PM Author: motley dilemma This is some 180 shit right here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921682) Date: August 9th, 2021 5:14 PM Author: cordovan milk Keep it up, brother! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42921984) Date: August 9th, 2021 8:09 PM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42922699) Date: August 10th, 2021 3:07 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 18. This ties the longest I've gone without booze since 2014-ish. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42926547) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Covid update: just tested positive. I got the Pfizer vax in April (I figured as fat, asthma having, stone cold drunk with increasingly bad health it was probably the better move). It's really mild just a bad cold but I'm fatigued and lost my sense of taste. Glad I quit my fifth a day habit before I got it though. Trying to deal with this while having to maintain my drinking or going through withdrawal would've sucked. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927507) Date: August 10th, 2021 6:52 PM Author: tantric glittery halford library Hope you feel better soon, keep up the good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927525) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:01 PM Author: Razzle center Wtf you stopped drinking and the rona found you? And your were vaxed. Who knows, could have been a lot worse. Day 1 here (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927539) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:14 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Kids brought it home. Wife is fully vaxxed (she's a Dr.) and she tested positive too. I think the whole protects from delta variant thing is flame. It may protect against severe illness but it sure didn't stop us from getting sick. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927585) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:15 PM Author: Razzle center Did your kids get tested too? At least they'll have legit antibodies now. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927589) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:18 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman They didn't. But that's definitely where it came from. They were exposed at their day camp. Five days later (the same day we learned about the exposure) they both had a slight fever and were lethargic for a day. Then they were fine. Five days after that the wife and I both got symptoms. It had to have been them as the wife and I haven't gone anywhere out together in that time frame. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927607) Date: August 10th, 2021 7:20 PM Author: Razzle center Everything points to your kids now having long lasting immunity. Silver lining. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42927611) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: Marvelous Pink Hissy Fit Hunting Ground The horrible affliction you described obviously justifies sodomizing the entire economy to reduce its spread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928105) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:48 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Preaching to the choir. I was working on drinking myself to death due in part to lockdowns/wfh before I started this thread. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928176) Date: August 10th, 2021 9:49 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Btw, congrats on day one. One more to go. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42928181) Date: August 13th, 2021 7:23 AM Author: Flushed titillating haunted graveyard people who are hurt Alcohol prevents covid (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939457) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:30 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 19 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932389) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:33 PM Author: Bisexual Mildly Autistic Piazza 180 congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932395) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:45 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Unfortunately I relapsed bad. Trying to endure withdrawal right now. Technically I had two beers at lunch & my hands were shaking so much I could barely get my glass to my lips. Very embarrassing. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932433) Date: August 11th, 2021 6:59 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman No reason to be embarrassed man. I've tried control my drinking without totally giving it up and failed so many times I've lost count. Just keep up the fight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932477) Date: August 11th, 2021 8:21 PM Author: big partner crackhouse ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42932783) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:58 AM Author: geriatric beady-eyed lodge CR- every day is a victory (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935166) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:40 PM Author: Vivacious Antidepressant Drug Foreskin hey bud, you're doing well. falling off the wagon doesn't mean you stay off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933626) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:21 AM Author: big partner crackhouse Thanks, man. Yesterday I kept it to two beers & today the goal is to start a new streak of zero alcohol. Obviously had tons of trouble sleeping last night, & the expected vivid nightmares of things like animals attacking me. Luckily I have gabapentin, which does help. My hands aren’t shaking as much today. One of the worst parts is I reek & showers don’t really help. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934976) Date: August 11th, 2021 11:42 PM Author: gaped diverse stead digit ratio After how long? You did great! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933636) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:24 AM Author: big partner crackhouse Thank you. I did 6.5 weeks earlier this summer. Went out of control on July 4 weekend. Managed 10 more days, & I’ve mostly been a wreck for nearly the last two weeks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934991) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:19 AM Author: Spectacular Tank I had two relapses early on and they lasted for months. Nothing to be ashamed of. Of it was really only two beers just brush it off and start again. You are not defective or a failure. Alcohol is a tough son of a bitch (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42933814) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935105) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:26 PM Author: galvanic chartreuse address (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935607) Date: August 12th, 2021 2:20 AM Author: Razzle center I had four beers tonight. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42934150) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:26 AM Author: motley dilemma Yesterday is done and gone. Back on the wagon. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935001) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:43 AM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935109) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:56 AM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935153) Date: August 12th, 2021 12:15 PM Author: Vigorous bespoke menage mother You only had 2 beers and stopped after? Sounds fine to me. Keep at it man! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935252) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Yeah, yesterday I only had two beers. But the 10 days prior were awful. Anyway, nothing to drink today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935534) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:24 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nice re today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937223) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:57 AM Author: Irate thirsty twinkling uncleanness mental disorder Rooting for all you bros who are trying to better your lives. Keep on keeping on (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935161) Date: August 12th, 2021 11:59 AM Author: geriatric beady-eyed lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935167) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:13 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935538) Date: August 12th, 2021 1:24 PM Author: Stirring canary den pervert 180 brother! I'm 18 months clean and so glad I quit when I did. Keep it up! How long did the physical withdrawal last, BTW? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42935601) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:25 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Really only 3-4 days of symptoms other than some muscle cramps and twitches that lasted about a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937225) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:13 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Right now I’m dealing with the muscle rigidity, jaw tension, feeling warm part. Sleep will be bad again. But I had a surprisingly decent cardio session. I had lost a little strength, though, for not hitting the gym in over a week. I went to a restaurant for dinner where they know me & before I could say, “club soda” they were already bringing me a light beer. So I did drink that one & then got club soda. I’m not too upset about one 4 percent beer setting anything back. So I’m on the right path. Super dehydrated though. I think that’s from Kava I had been taking in July as well as a cold I have. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937815) Date: August 12th, 2021 6:23 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 20 in the books. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937220) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:01 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937764) Date: August 12th, 2021 9:42 PM Author: Fragrant market headpube good job man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42937931) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:19 AM Author: geriatric beady-eyed lodge (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42939379) Date: August 13th, 2021 3:01 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Three weeks down! Still a sobermo! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42941083) Date: August 13th, 2021 6:48 PM Author: galvanic chartreuse address 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942011) Date: August 13th, 2021 8:54 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 18000000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942548) Date: August 13th, 2021 9:21 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman How you feeling? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42942671) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:45 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Pretty good man, thanks. Didn’t drink today. Had a long walk & a good workout. Slightly shaky still & sweating more than usual, but the worst is over. Based on my experience, tomorrow shouldn’t be too bad. Sleep is going to be the worst part for a bit. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943106) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:46 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Good job man. Yeah sleep is always the last thing to return to normal. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943118) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:55 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943162) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:29 PM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943009) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:30 PM Author: Bisexual Mildly Autistic Piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943016) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:31 PM Author: sable school cafeteria stop shitting up the front page with this insipid thread, faggot. PS - you know you're going to relapse eventually so why not get it over with this weekend? you will literally feel like you are in heaven, like it's the 90s again and you're getting tipsy for the first time ever in high school (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943023) Date: August 13th, 2021 10:38 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman You seem mentally stable, friend. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943068) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:56 AM Author: shivering peach resort (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42943810) Date: August 14th, 2021 10:26 AM Author: Smoky idiotic pit (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42944568) Date: August 14th, 2021 2:11 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 22 and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42945651) Date: August 14th, 2021 3:31 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42946048) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 23 done (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951958) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:38 PM Author: light genital piercing Has your wife said anything about it? Have you lost any weight? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951967) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:48 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Yeah, we talk about it a lot. She's cautiously optimistic and very supportive. I'm down 12 lbs without any other dietary changes, in fact, I'm eating more these days. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952045) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:39 PM Author: twinkling cerebral boistinker Good job dude. Summarize changes for us (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42951979) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:55 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Losing weight Sleep has improved a ton Feel way healthier (my general health was deteriorating pretty badly) Motivated to work Spending more time with kids and actually enjoying it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952080) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:57 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952093) Date: August 15th, 2021 6:20 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Oh, and solid poops. It's been years since I've had normal turds. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952239) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:19 PM Author: big partner crackhouse An underrated benefit, for certain. Not really sure what day this is for me, technically, since last Wednesday I had two light beers, & last Thursday one. But I’m essentially through the physical withdrawal. The hard part now is staying on course. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957384) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:52 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Just keep going a day at a time. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:00 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Dude, solid poops were Amazing to have back. If anything is a daily reminder of my daily reprieve, it's my poops. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970847) Date: August 18th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life You should celebrate by having a beer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42966916) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:20 PM Author: talented senate sounds 180. i want to quit daily drinking but biglaw stress leads me to the bottle each night. also, your poast below about poop explains why i shit liquid every morning. how long did it take to notice weight loss? how much were you drinking each day? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970597) Date: August 18th, 2021 6:05 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I lost 7-8 lbs the first week and a lot of that was probably just bloat. I was drinking at least a fifth a day most of the time probably a little more (a little less on weekends due to family stuff etc). I'd have plenty of days where I'd drink way more than a fifth but about a fifth a day or the equivalent in wine or beer is probably the most common. Biglaw stress is what started me on this path to some extent. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970882) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:06 PM Author: talented senate are you still in biglaw (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971427) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:51 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Yep, I'm Biglaw4Lyfe. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971755) Date: August 15th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Bisexual Mildly Autistic Piazza (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42952048) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:22 PM Author: Alcoholic station I quit drinking 5 years ago..was one of the worst alcoholics on the board...several stints in rehab and detoxes. I dont even think of drinking ever anymore and can have a beer or two if at dinner. I rarely do and rarely desire it either (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957405) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:50 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180. What finally worked for you? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957590) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nice. Congrats. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957593) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:41 PM Author: Marvelous Pink Hissy Fit Hunting Ground Stabby? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977185) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 24 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957591) Date: August 16th, 2021 2:54 PM Author: adventurous autistic office round eye (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957616) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:37 PM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957892) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: violet brethren 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957897) Date: August 16th, 2021 3:38 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42957898) Date: August 16th, 2021 11:04 PM Author: light genital piercing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42960457) Date: August 17th, 2021 4:33 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 25 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42964349) Date: August 17th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42965115) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 26 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970508) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: light genital piercing do you have the desire to drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970525) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:08 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Not really after the first week. There have been moments though where I find myself rationalizing drinking again at sometime in the future and I have to cut that thinking off. I've been down that road before and know that I can't moderate my drinking for very long. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970539) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:24 PM Author: light genital piercing Congrats. I still can't believe you were drinking that much. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970631) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I was totally out of control. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970770) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: frozen stage Gj brudda (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970526) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:07 PM Author: violet brethren Focus every day on how grateful you are for this. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970531) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:46 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Trust me I am (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970774) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:49 PM Author: Godawful irradiated set fanboi Ice cold beer. Imagine it. Taste it. Just one (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970787) Date: August 18th, 2021 5:52 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Not much of a beermo (which isn't to say I didn't drink tons of it). I could go for three fingers of WT101 though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42970803) Date: August 18th, 2021 8:08 PM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead that stops working because then you realize that one wouldn't be nearly nearly nearly satisfying enough then you start thinking about all the stupid shit you will do when drunk then the moment passes, you don't have the beer and you wake up the next day sober, hydrated and refreshed. all is well (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971445) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:13 PM Author: violet brethren (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977063) Date: August 18th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42971233) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:10 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 27 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42975999) Date: August 19th, 2021 2:46 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180. I’m at around a week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42976271) Date: August 19th, 2021 5:17 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nice. Keep it up. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42977080) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:33 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Four fucking weeks without a drink. A month ago I didn't think it was possible. I feel better physically and mentally than I have in many many years. Now that I'm at 4 weeks I'm going to start updating this thread weekly rather than daily. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982646) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:36 PM Author: Pale sound barrier hall Quite an accomplishment bro, and great monicker. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982663) Date: August 20th, 2021 5:37 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Tremendous achievement, friend. Great job. Keep up the good work. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982670) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:09 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Don't rest on your laurels and don't forget it's just a daily reprieve. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982814) Date: August 20th, 2021 6:17 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Yeah, I did a month & a half earlier this summer. The pink cloud wore off around July 4 & I started feeling depressed again. I used July 4 as an excuse to break my streak. Which, of course, led to me spiraling back downhill. I’m over a week into a new streak. Hope to keep it going. Just have to keep reminding yourself how absolutely insidious alcohol is & how it takes over your life & makes you feel awful. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42982845) Date: August 20th, 2021 9:56 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I don't plan to (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42983811) Date: August 20th, 2021 10:42 PM Author: violet brethren Good fucking work, brother. Keep going. It sneaks back up on you, so be on the lookout for changes in your thinking. Irritability, feeling like you deserve something, etc. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42984102) Date: August 21st, 2021 5:54 PM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#42987301) Date: August 27th, 2021 9:47 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Boom: five weeks sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43021326) Date: August 28th, 2021 12:44 AM Author: Spectacular Tank 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022035) Date: August 28th, 2021 2:45 AM Author: Splenetic Bbw State (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022329) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:23 AM Author: twinkling cerebral boistinker 180 brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070201) Date: August 28th, 2021 1:06 AM Author: Mind-boggling stag film Nice work brother I am almost 7 years sober and it was the best decision I ever made. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43022078) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman That's amazing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057794) Date: September 6th, 2021 4:15 AM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069408) Date: September 3rd, 2021 1:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Six weeks. Not sure, but this may be the longest I've gone without a drink since early high school. Down 20 lbs too with little effort. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43057793) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: Razzle center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070107) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:50 AM Author: Drab laughsome house this thread helps me. nodrink for 2+ months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069385) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:53 AM Author: Claret harsh blood rage Nice once u hit like six months you don't even think about poison at all (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069390) Date: September 6th, 2021 3:54 AM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43069391) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:00 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Glad to hear. It's helped me a ton as well. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070100) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:04 AM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070120) Date: September 6th, 2021 11:18 AM Author: Domesticated Point Famous Landscape Painting Take up golf, or cycling (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070175) Date: September 6th, 2021 1:08 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I already golf. Played in high school and we are members of a country club here (it's not that fancy). Cycling hurts my ass. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43070712) Date: September 10th, 2021 2:56 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Done with week 7. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43094188) Date: September 12th, 2021 8:36 AM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43102180) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:51 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 8 weeks. Down 25 pounds too. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132489) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: sienna bipolar sanctuary Fuck yeah (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132505) Date: September 17th, 2021 2:53 PM Author: violet brethren That's fucking great. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43132510) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 9 weeks. For the first time the thoughts of "oh; you can have a single drink, it's nbd" popped up this week. Did not drink though. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172089) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:05 PM Author: indecent crimson stage travel guidebook don't!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck drugs man. all of them. anyone who believes otherwise is currently already compromised by them and requires abstinence + a lot of tiem for recovery back to normal (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172102) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:06 PM Author: opaque casino (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172104) Date: September 24th, 2021 5:22 PM Author: violet brethren The relapse doesn't start with the drink or even with the thoughts you are describing. It starts when you let positive habits slip. Whatever you are doing daily that is healthy -- double down and get your mind going 100% in the right direction. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172190) Date: September 24th, 2021 7:08 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I've been doing two hours of working out about everyday. Down almost thirty lbs. relationships are way better too. I was just around alcohol and the thoughts came. For that moment but have passed. I plan to keep it going (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43172657) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:23 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 10 weeks no drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208306) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:37 PM Author: cracking know-it-all dragon theater stage Hell yeah brother. Sunday will be 4 weeks for me. Currently drinking a delicious iced tea and feel SO much better without poison in my body. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208368) Date: October 1st, 2021 8:42 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nice. I really havent felt this good in years. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43208386) Date: October 6th, 2021 8:58 AM Author: Drab laughsome house well into my 3rd month nodrink. ghastly poison (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43229848) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:44 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Relapsed pretty hard in early October. Have been on and off since. Two days sober today. Going for three tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356245) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:46 PM Author: Mahogany bearded associate Day 20 for me. Non alcoholic beer helps me a lot. https://www.samueladams.com/our-beers/originals/non-alcoholic/just-the-haze (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356257) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:49 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I am not much of a beermo. I actually don't really like any alcohol other than maybe whiskey. I just love the feeling of turning my brain off. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356284) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:09 PM Author: Mahogany bearded associate I love that feeling too but having a substance that tastes smells and feels like beer helps me a bit since I actually love beer (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356399) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:23 PM Author: big partner crackhouse Glad you’re trying to get back to it. Staying sober is a struggle. I had an awful patch myself nearly two months ago. But I’m at 40 days nodrink now. I’m taking acamprosate for the first time which seems to be dampening the cravings. Keep up the fight brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356457) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:46 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Hey man, sorry to hear that happened. But it's nearly impossible to get real time (years) while being genuinely happy and free if you're just going on self-will. Eventually your reserves will be depleted. Consider going to an AA meeting and introduce yourself and think about working the steps. Oftentimes people will come in like yourself who can't get more than a few months with self-will and they're amazed how easy it becomes once you ask for help, live in gratitude and get emotionally sober. I'm coming up three years and it changed my life. It's insane how much better things are now than what they were. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542100) Date: December 1st, 2021 7:49 PM Author: gaped diverse stead digit ratio this sounds right (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542123) Date: October 30th, 2021 6:53 PM Author: salmon school 1.5 years no boozing. basically kicked it in March 2020 as the pandemic hit. it's doable but you can't relapse man, no matter what. it's sad you relapsed, just get a hobby and/or work out. don't ever relapse. just don't touch it ever again. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356299) Date: October 30th, 2021 7:12 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Yeah, self deception sucks. You convince yourself you can handle a little drinking when you can't. Working out was helping a ton and then I broke a finger. I should've just switched it up. Started up cardio this morning. Finger is still fubar. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43356413) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:39 PM Author: dead temple weed whacker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9AEs3ifBA4 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542485) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life I haven't listened to them in two decades (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542581) Date: December 1st, 2021 8:54 PM Author: Swashbuckling ape keep going brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43542583) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:54 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 30 days sober today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620761) Date: December 16th, 2021 3:55 PM Author: Ungodly flesh parlor immigrant 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43620769) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:06 AM Author: Drab laughsome house 6 months dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725839) Date: January 4th, 2022 9:19 AM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43725878) Date: January 16th, 2022 2:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Two months sober now (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#43793309) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:45 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 117 days of nodrink today (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142273) Date: March 13th, 2022 6:54 PM Author: Razzle center 180 Day six here. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142302) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:08 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman One day at a time brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142613) Date: March 13th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: Bisexual Mildly Autistic Piazza Why don't you people just try limiting yourself to four drinks or something? It's not that hard to incorporate a little moderation into your life. You don't have to get blackout every time you drink. Being sober sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44142662) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:38 AM Author: shaky ticket booth nibblets By the time you are 4 drinks in, probably harder to stop if you are the kind of person who puts away 10-20 drinks a day, because of effects of alcohol on brain/willpower. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307089) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:45 AM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath 4 drinks is bullshit. Accomplishes nothing (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307097) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:05 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 144 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307035) Date: April 9th, 2022 8:46 AM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath Good work (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307101) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:03 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Thanks brother (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307314) Date: April 9th, 2022 10:04 AM Author: Lascivious internet-worthy space 180 brother and congratulations!!! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44307324) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:05 AM Author: High-end electric rehab voyeur (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453495) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:32 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 168 days and still on the wagon (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450356) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:19 AM Author: purple hideous mad cow disease deer antler Way to go, man. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453559) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:21 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Thanks dude (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453855) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:36 PM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead 33 days for me but i know i'll drink a bit on thursday. i wasn't doing it for sobriety's sake this time but it was still great. part of me wants to keep going so *maybe* i'll try that, but likely not. good job bros! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450380) Date: May 3rd, 2022 8:38 PM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath Isn’t it like 2-3 months of nodrink to basically unfuck any damage to your liver? May as well hold out a little longer. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44450408) Date: May 4th, 2022 2:01 AM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead I agree that alcohol is poison but I’m not a big drinker at this point. I only have maybe 5-6 drinks per week. It’s been that way for about three years now including 15 months nodrink. Before that I want a binge drinker, it just created problems for me (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44452270) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:56 AM Author: Hairless Iridescent Public Bath then shut the fuck up already (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453444) Date: May 4th, 2022 10:57 AM Author: dashing cowardly friendly grandma circlehead cr (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453454) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: Nofapping amethyst wagecucks gaping lol (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453513) Date: May 4th, 2022 11:07 AM Author: dead temple weed whacker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBFNkdZ4XMg (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453508) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:22 PM Author: appetizing location 18 months sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453863) Date: May 4th, 2022 12:23 PM Author: trip preventive strike principal's office 180 brother. IME it makes life much better/easier. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44453871) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:05 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454805) Date: May 4th, 2022 3:10 PM Author: Razzle center 180 I've done one drink a night for the past week. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44454837) Date: May 23rd, 2022 11:49 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 188 days. Picked up my six month chip over the weekend (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44562497) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 222 days today. Life has never been better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748020) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:49 PM Author: Razzle center (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748030) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: charismatic bronze double fault ceo (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748040) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:50 PM Author: Nofapping amethyst wagecucks gaping good for you bro, good on you, keep it up (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748042) Date: June 26th, 2022 2:52 PM Author: floppy buck-toothed masturbator kitty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44748055) Date: June 26th, 2022 6:26 PM Author: Splenetic Bbw State (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44749202) Date: July 17th, 2022 2:27 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Eight months sober yesterday (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#44865945) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:18 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nine moths today! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023094) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:24 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023126) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:28 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman How's your sobriety? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023153) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:42 PM Author: big partner crackhouse i was sober from the end of last september through mid-february. i broke it for a woman, and ended up in detox 3 times between february and may. i'd go weeks without drinking, then get on bad 7-14 day binges, rinse repeat. i was basically drunk for all of july, which is a bad month for me mentally. haven't had a drink since aug 1. feeling much better. exercising like a fiend. but it's a constant struggle to avoid relapsing due to boredom or stress. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023232) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:14 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Good to hear you are on the wagon now. Dudes like us just can't drink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023423) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: big partner crackhouse thanks man. stories like yours definitely help inspire me to keep up the fight. it's a tough thing to come to terms with, but you're exactly right -- dudes like us just can't drink. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023653) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:29 PM Author: 180 range athletic conference congrats brother. i have a year and two months myself. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023157) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023424) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023655) Date: August 16th, 2022 5:46 PM Author: Lascivious internet-worthy space congrats brother! i am 4 years on August 25. Will NEVER go back; every single motherfucking thing in life is better without alcohol. peace. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023248) Date: August 16th, 2022 6:15 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023425) Date: August 16th, 2022 7:05 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45023657) Date: September 11th, 2022 5:20 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman I'll hit day 300 tomorrow! (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45155156) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:03 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 348 days in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411580) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:07 PM Author: light genital piercing 180 bro. How much weight have you lost? How has your wife reacted? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411587) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:49 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 65 lbs. Back to my college weight just about. Family life is 180. After years of tension we are finally at peace with each other. It took her about six months to see if it would stick, but now it couldn't be better. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411710) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:09 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180 billion (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411595) Date: October 30th, 2022 6:50 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman How are you doing? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411711) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:40 PM Author: big partner crackhouse haven't had a drink in 4 weeks but i can feel i'm teetering. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411931) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:12 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 180. Stay strong (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412087) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:18 PM Author: big partner crackhouse ty brother. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412123) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:14 PM Author: comical hilarious step-uncle's house I'm trying to quit drinking now too brother. It's been an issue in my life for five years now. Probably similar story to you. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411805) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:45 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Life is so much better if you can stick to it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412258) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:34 PM Author: 180 range athletic conference Sober since June 10, 2021. Hung out with the guys last night for the first time since I’ve been sober. Got there at 5 and left at 7. Wanted to leave at 5:15. They were all drinking beer and doing coke and it’s boring as shit to watch that. I’m not sure I like any of these people anymore. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411898) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:41 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life 180 brother. Glad you're in the sober crew. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411942) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:42 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411945) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:43 PM Author: 180 range athletic conference 1800000 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411951) Date: October 30th, 2022 7:45 PM Author: Boyish painfully honest brunch french chef 180 man. Drinkmos are disgusting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45411963) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:44 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412247) Date: October 30th, 2022 8:51 PM Author: Razzmatazz Hot Whorehouse Legend proud of you for not giving in that takes a lot of discipline to stick it out for 2hr and not give in or leave you’re gonna maek it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45412285) Date: December 18th, 2022 4:05 PM Author: Provocative twisted box office (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651879) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:31 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman One year and two days of sobriety today. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511221) Date: November 18th, 2022 9:32 AM Author: trip preventive strike principal's office 180 brother. Never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45511222) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:55 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 397 days and counting (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651822) Date: December 18th, 2022 3:59 PM Author: Provocative twisted box office 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45651862) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:15 AM Author: Drab laughsome house 18 months (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738970) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:22 AM Author: supple slippery trailer park knife congrats man (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738973) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:33 AM Author: Drab laughsome house ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738981) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:45 AM Author: Heady sticky church Biggest health change? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738992) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:47 AM Author: Drab laughsome house I effortlessly lost about 35 lbs. I feel better in all area: No longer dehydrated, my shitting is better, never hungover or bothering others with poison induced irritability. better frame of mind. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45738997) Date: January 4th, 2023 6:48 AM Author: supple slippery trailer park knife 35lbs, damn what % of your body weight was that? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739000) Date: January 4th, 2023 7:48 AM Author: Drab laughsome house ~15% (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739049) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:42 AM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Awesome. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858131) Date: January 4th, 2023 8:13 AM Author: passionate disgusting kitty cat bawdyhouse Been about 2.5 years primarily sober. I’ll get wasted once or twice a year, or have a drink socials if it’s really needed. But I generally don’t drink. For example, I haven’t had any since weekend before Christmas. You generally just feel 100% every single day. It’s 180. I’ll feel great tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday— all because I don’t drink and just smoke weed (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45739061) Date: January 7th, 2023 1:40 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45754434) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:54 PM Author: Cream Pontificating Laser Beams (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765765) Date: January 9th, 2023 6:41 PM Author: Drab laughsome house poison free in 23 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45765724) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:09 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771738) Date: January 10th, 2023 9:48 PM Author: ocher odious gas station 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45771895) Date: January 12th, 2023 3:29 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman My best bud from rehab just relapsed hard. Called me shitfaced asking for help. Got him headed back to rehab now. Sucks. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45779724) Date: January 29th, 2023 11:45 AM Author: big partner crackhouse Fuck. I missed this when poasted. Glad you helped him get back to rehab & I hope he gets back on track (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45858158) Date: January 30th, 2023 12:55 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Thanks. He's back and doing well. I visited him yesterday. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862492) Date: January 30th, 2023 3:05 PM Author: big partner crackhouse 180. Glad to hear it (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45863147) Date: January 30th, 2023 2:27 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life There’s a lot of relapse going around. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#45862965) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:07 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 475 days of nodrink (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018088) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:09 PM Author: light genital piercing What was the catalyst for this? Clearly something happened to have you break these chains. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018101) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:48 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Severe acute pancreatitis plus rehab FTW (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018254) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:10 PM Author: mentally impaired haunting tattoo corn cake 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018105) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:56 PM Author: gaped diverse stead digit ratio 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018292) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:11 PM Author: light genital piercing Describe the sorts of places you went to by booze and how you alternated where you went to try to hide the alcoholism. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018110) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:50 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman In the early days I rotated between like 6-7 liquor stores and four or so gas station plus the occasional grocery store. When you get real bad you stop caring because there's no hiding it. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018266) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: slate multi-colored patrolman Had like 5 drinks in my life. How mad are you Addicts? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018258) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:51 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Not mad at all. It's people who drink often but with no problems that make me MAF (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018272) Date: March 6th, 2023 8:53 PM Author: slate multi-colored patrolman I don't think that's possible unless you have a low standard for often (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018282) Date: March 6th, 2023 9:26 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Maybe so. Still would be 180 to have a couple fingers of whiskey every now and again but that's not in the cards for this degenerate. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46018418) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:17 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 507 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158627) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:20 PM Author: Spectacular Tank Be careful friend it's easy to get over confident and complacent (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158633) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:36 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Still hitting five meetings a week brother. No plan to stop. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158678) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:40 PM Author: Spectacular Tank Did that once myself and had a lot longer than you and started drinking again (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158687) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:46 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman For sure. I know several who have relapsed after more than a decade. The price of sobriety for us legit degenerate alcoholics is eternal vigilance. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158703) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:49 PM Author: big partner crackhouse I had around 100 days sober & then, in typical Dr. Thunder fashion, I got burned out from the repetitive cycle of the mindless drudgery of work followed by hours of repetitive boring IOP. Almost every. Single. Day. So one day I said, “What the fuck is the point of all of this?” (I don’t exactly feel like I have any purpose in life other than corporate slavery to Jews.) So I took my laptop to a bar & ordered a beer. This, of course, initiated a month of essentially non-stop drinking (beer, not liquor). I ended up detoxing, immediately relapsing, & detoxing again. I am back sober for the last ~10 days & have resumed exercising. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158708) Date: April 7th, 2023 8:57 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Good to hear you are back on track. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158725) Date: April 7th, 2023 9:42 PM Author: big partner crackhouse ty (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46158845) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:21 AM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 18 months tomorrow. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317617) Date: May 16th, 2023 10:22 AM Author: tantric glittery halford library 180 (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46317624) Date: June 24th, 2023 5:00 PM Author: Drab laughsome house 2 years dry (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46468557) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:21 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Nice. I've got to make it to November to get there. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469502) Date: July 1st, 2023 7:57 PM Author: misanthropic french striped hyena goal in life Did you work the steps? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46499489) Date: June 24th, 2023 10:28 PM Author: contagious umber becky Wow (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46469522) Date: August 18th, 2023 8:39 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 640 today bros (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46687165) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:34 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman Day 700 in the books (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948402) Date: October 17th, 2023 7:38 PM Author: supple slippery trailer park knife congrats (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#46948423) Date: November 27th, 2023 6:27 AM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47103664) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:22 PM Author: swollen indian lodge black woman 2 years and 7 days (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094191) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:23 PM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094194) Date: November 24th, 2023 4:30 PM Author: big partner crackhouse (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47094225) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:13 PM Author: Drab laughsome house Anyone else about to wrap up a poison free '23? (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098706) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:22 PM Author: Lascivious internet-worthy space 1919 days free. I will never go back. (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098738) Date: November 25th, 2023 7:24 PM Author: Overrated Field 180 I'm on Day 7. Made it through Thanksgiving sober (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47098746) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:30 PM Author: Drab laughsome house (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099290) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:32 PM Author: Chrome impressive toaster good job (http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4884833&forum_id=2Elisa#47099298) Date: November 25th, 2023 9:31 PM Author: Chrome impressive toaster I'm at 2.5 years after 10 years of daily drinking. Good luck brother! 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