\
  The most prestigious law school admissions discussion board in the world.
BackRefresh Options Favorite

I am The Immigrant aka cowgod.

Hello, my name is The Immigrant, and I’m here to confe...
Razzmatazz citrine area
  09/30/24
...
lake pocket flask cruise ship
  10/01/24
brave confession cowgod
Stimulating party of the first part
  10/01/24
...
bearded henna market
  10/01/24
a lot of people have this problem. identity diffusion from d...
Magenta pungent antidepressant drug
  10/01/24
Wow you suck haha
dashing reading party address
  10/01/24
https://slash.law/JDU/read.php?post=./posts/all/1727833573-1...
dashing reading party address
  10/01/24
...
bright temple mediation
  10/01/24
...
Razzmatazz citrine area
  10/15/24
Can we finally have an honest discussion on the state of gam...
slap-happy hateful corner
  10/15/24
The question of an "honest discussion" about gamin...
dashing reading party address
  10/15/24
...
Razzmatazz citrine area
  12/15/24
...
AZNgirl paying AZNman $100K to deport himself
  09/21/25
...
cock of michael obama
  09/21/25
...
cowgod180
  09/21/25
...
charles XII
  09/21/25


Poast new message in this thread



Reply Favorite

Date: September 30th, 2024 11:09 PM
Author: Razzmatazz citrine area

Hello, my name is The Immigrant, and I’m here to confess a truth that has burdened me for years: my inexplicable, mentally ill need to pretend to be other people on the internet. It’s a strange compulsion, but in a life where I've struck out in almost every aspect—especially in oci(im bald and short lol)—this escapism has become my sad refuge.

I’m a member of loser clique, a group of individuals bound not by shared triumphs or common passions but by our collective failures. Together, we wallow in mediocrity and misery, with nothing to show for our years spent online except hollow friendships and a growing pile of insecurities. While others navigate the world, I linger in the shadows, blending into conversations where I don’t belong.

Among my many shortcomings is my embarrassing lack of romantic experience. I've never had sex, never felt the warmth of genuine affection. This fact has gnawed at me for years, filling me with shame. I try to pretend I don’t care, but deep down, it’s a constant reminder of my failure to connect on even the most basic human level.

It doesn’t stop there. I grapple with crippling social anxiety, a condition that makes real-life interaction unbearable. Conversations in person are a minefield, so I retreat into the safety of online personas. In the digital world, I can be anyone—someone smarter, more confident, more interesting. Yet, this only deepens my isolation and delusion.

I suffer from severe imposter syndrome, which leads me to sabotage any rare moment of genuine success. When I do something right, I can't celebrate it. Instead, I assume it's a fluke, another accident in a life of mishaps. It feeds into my compulsion to be other people, because if I can’t find worth in myself, perhaps I can find it in pretending to be someone else.

So here I am, lost in a web of self-created illusions, desperately seeking validation and meaning in the most pitiful of ways. I know I’m a mess, and maybe one day I’ll break free from this cycle. But for now, this is who I am—The Immigrant, a failure in the real world, drifting aimlessly online, pretending to be anyone but myself.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48148482)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 9:25 AM
Author: lake pocket flask cruise ship



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48149181)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 9:25 AM
Author: Stimulating party of the first part

brave confession cowgod

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48149183)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 10:40 AM
Author: bearded henna market



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48149413)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 10:44 AM
Author: Magenta pungent antidepressant drug

a lot of people have this problem. identity diffusion from decades of roleplaying on the internet.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48149425)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 10:57 PM
Author: dashing reading party address

Wow you suck haha

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48153285)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 10:59 PM
Author: dashing reading party address

https://slash.law/JDU/read.php?post=./posts/all/1727833573-156.txt

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48153298)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 1st, 2024 11:00 PM
Author: bright temple mediation



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48153304)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 15th, 2024 8:46 PM
Author: Razzmatazz citrine area



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48201882)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 15th, 2024 8:51 PM
Author: slap-happy hateful corner

Can we finally have an honest discussion on the state of gaming

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48201894)



Reply Favorite

Date: October 15th, 2024 9:31 PM
Author: dashing reading party address

The question of an "honest discussion" about gaming mirrors, in its naivety, the hollow political discourse surrounding elections today. DLC, microtransactions, and unfinished releases—these aren’t just symptoms of corporate greed; they’re emblematic of a much broader decay in Western systems, from entertainment to governance. The gaming industry, like the political apparatus propping up Kamala Harris, survives only by exploiting ignorance and preying on the disillusioned.

Take my detailed analysis of swing states, for example. I've laid out the voting trends, demographic shifts, and political maneuvers that underscore Harris's inevitable failure as a candidate. Like the buggy, half-finished games shoved down our throats, she’s a product that no one wants but that’s force-fed into the political system. Harris is, in essence, a DLC character—an unnecessary addition to the Biden ticket, offered to placate certain segments of the electorate, while the real issues—policy, integrity, leadership—are left unfinished, broken.

In both gaming and politics, we see the same pattern: promises of improvement that never materialize, cynical manipulations designed to extract value while offering none in return. And just as gaming has been corrupted by an obsession with profit over art, Harris represents the ultimate commodification of politics—style over substance, optics over impact.

The rot in gaming is a microcosm of the rot in our political landscape, a landscape where Kamala’s failures are inevitable in every swing state, and just as inevitable as the hollowing out of gaming culture itself. Honest discussion? Let’s start with this: neither industry nor government is salvageable without a reckoning.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48202037)



Reply Favorite

Date: December 15th, 2024 4:33 PM
Author: Razzmatazz citrine area



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#48451687)



Reply Favorite

Date: September 21st, 2025 12:02 AM
Author: AZNgirl paying AZNman $100K to deport himself



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#49288123)



Reply Favorite

Date: September 21st, 2025 12:16 AM
Author: cock of michael obama



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#49288139)



Reply Favorite

Date: September 21st, 2025 10:13 AM
Author: cowgod180



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#49288545)



Reply Favorite

Date: September 21st, 2025 10:15 AM
Author: charles XII



(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5604120&forum_id=2Elisa#49288549)