Date: June 19th, 2026 9:42 AM
Author: Karmelo Anthony looks and smells like poop ((zurich is stained))
i will answer these Qs in all seriousness (e.g., i do not actually have HIV, but all the cheating, prostitutes and drug stuff is true, as is all the crazy shit about my loose-holed mistress who i battered in the mouth and went to jail over).
- do you guys have sex regularly? Is she sexually attracted to you?
yes we do. it was kind of weird for a while, from mid-2022 (when we got back together) to around may 2024. that's when i relapsed - she seemed like she wasn't into sex, and i got piss drunk at a rolling stones show (NO jazzfest) and told her i was done and that we should start talking about separating.
as for the second Q, i think she is. fwiw, around 95% of the time we have sex, she has a vaginal orgasm. that must suggest that she's attracted to me. when we were having the above issues, i felt like she was going through the motions (but even then she came like 60% of the time). that was a big issue for me because why bother fucking someone who doesn't want to.
she did an immediate 180 and we started having sex regularly. we do it 2-3 times per week. it's hard with my travel tho (i travel 2-3 days most weeks).
- does she randomly bring up ur past escapades, either in anger or to give you shit or whatever?
Never. this is probably extremely unusual. i have to imagine most people would always bring that stuff up, but she never has, not even one time.
- if you guys are watching a show and there's a cheating subplot, is it awkward?
lol, this is a good question. it definitely occurs to me for a split second and i'm like "ah fuck" but it passes. she doesn't seem to react. she even makes jokes about people cheating or whatever. again, this is highly unusual i know.
- does she trust you at baseline, i.e., if she tried calling you and you didn't pick up or call back for a few hours, would she be suspicious?
she seems to trust me, yea. we did therapy for a while (which i think was sort of useful, but i dunno how necessary it was), and at the beginning the therapist (a chill boomer dood) told her "if you are always thinking about louis and what he's doing when he travels, you'll go nuts. just know that you are in control of yourself and what he does is up to him." that sounds to me like bullshit, but she said that helped. i think she understands that my infidelity went in tandem with my substance abuse. we got together in 2005 and i never strayed until 2016 when i was in biglaw and starting to abuse booze and drugs (and even then, it was with escorts, which i think is somewhat better than hooking up with girls who actually want to fuck you).
(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=5875530&forum_id=2Reputation#49948241)