I write this because, first of all, I want to offer my sincere, heart felt thanks to XO. I truly could not have accomplished what I did without this community. You have given me advice, celebrated my successes, commiserated with me after my failures, called me out when I was wrong, and given me the opportunity to teach what I have learned, bettering myself in the process.

But I also want just to take a moment to reflect on the last year. I have been so busy chasing women that I haven't always taken time to think about the success that I've had or what it means. Here are a few of the highlights:

I am at a bar and meet a chick who is looking to party. She is in luck, because it is a slow night and she is the only chick in the place, along with ten guys. Most of the guys are trying to hook up with her, as she is obviously in heat. I know the odds are against me, but tell myself, Fuck it, I'm going in! She is dancing with one guy, but I walk over, start dancing near her, and put my baseball cap on her head. She starts dancing with me. Eventually, we sit down in one of the booths. She looks straight at me and says, You like fucking, don't you? I can see it in your eyes. We start making out. We walk over to the bar, making progress toward the door. Unfortunately, as I am talking to her at the bar, the little ho starts grinding on one of the other guys who has been pursuing her. She tells me, I'll be right back, and walks off. I look out the door and see her riding away with the other guy in a cab. It sucks, but getting second place out of ten was still pretty good.

I exchange a few messages online with a chick who is a freshman at my law school's university. I ask if she wants to go out, and she says she just wants to hang out at my apartment. She comes over an hour or so later, and I put on a YouTube playlist of some of my favorite beach music songs. Before we are half a dozen songs in, we are upstairs in my room naked. As I fuck her, the computer plays, It's too late, To turn back now...

I meet a smoking hot redhead on SA (no paying her, of course) and take her out. Afterwards, we go back to my beach house to "watch Netflix." We start making out soon after. She is shy at first, turning away as I lean in to kiss her. But she soon gets into it. When I unzip my pants, she eagerly grabs my cock. Eventually, she starts to blow me. But I always push her away before I climax. I take her to my bedroom, and the attempted BJ's continue, as do my attempts to push her away. Finally, she looks at me and asks, What do you want? I look straight in her eyes and tell her, I want to take your clothes off and fuck you. She stands up and gets undressed. It turns out that she has the best body of any woman that I have ever been with. She lies back down and spreads her legs.

I don't know what 2017 will hold. Obviously, I will keep chasing random women as I continue toward my goal of self-actualization and making up for all the years when I wasn't successful with women while I was striving for education and career success. I met one girl this year that I could actually see myself dating seriously, and I wonder if I should look for a more serious relationship. Regardless, I will keep living my life the way I want and pushing through my self-imposed limits, and I look forward to having XO along for the ride.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3477807&forum_id=2#32272319)

What the fuck

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=3477807&forum_id=2#32272909)