Gibberish, why are you an alcoholic?
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Date: February 20th, 2024 8:16 AM Author: walnut fragrant parlour
Because I drink too much. I won't drink today but wow I think I did some damage last night.
I didn't used to drink more than a couple times a month before I was in my 30s. I went to a bachelor party one night and I got a bad feeling about what was about to happen to the stripper (and duh, she was actually just a hooker) and I drove home. On my way I get pulled over and DUI time. I used to only smoke pot but I did a deferred pros and that that came with the possibility of weekly UAs (I never actually got tested once) so I went from weed to having a few glasses of wine at night. Once you hit a certain threshold there's no going back. My wife doesn't exactly help. She'll make me stop for a few days but then have us go out and drink. She really likes white wine and sucking cock.
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Date: February 20th, 2024 8:30 AM Author: Carnelian ape
logic above doesnt track. Go back to weed bro.
I didnt binge drink that much really, but i was definitely a regular drinker. Fucking loved a lunchtime pint. I was dependent i think since on the 2nd night of no-drink i'd wake always wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat.
It took my salivary stone surgery and recovering for a few weeks to reset my brain a bit. After that it was really easy not to drink. Now, i can have 1 glass once a week and not grab for another glass or another bottle. I'm not fussed if the event we're going to doesn't have alcohol etc.
Stopping an addictive substance or reducing it at least is going to be uncomfortable for awhile. After that's accepted it can be easier to manage it.
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Date: February 20th, 2024 9:04 AM Author: Carnelian ape
Ah, right. That's a fine excuse for a bender. Unfortunately it won't really help much more than it already has. Get it out and then by Friday stop trying to numb it by running from the terrible shit.
I do suggest a nice bit of mushrooms (2.5-3.5gs but not more), over a quiet weekend soon. It's really the only thing that actually helped me dealing with my mother's passing from her cancer.
Also, go back to weed and smoke when you get a craving for a drink if you're having a problem slowing down. You can still go nuts on your wife without the booze ljl.
Offer stands though, if you ever need - shoot me an email and im happy to write or call about all that shit if you're not in the greatest spot with it or talk about nothing at all. It's going to be a weird time but you and your fam will get through it. IT's been years and the rest of my family has hardly processed everything. You can get lost in it if you let it. Looking at my brother and father, I recommend not doing that. You can get to spot where all the anger and frustrating etc. is replaced by gratitude and peace. It hurts and takes time but there's a beauty to it in the end also.
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