1) we never watched the movie, she was just doing shots the whole time and being annoying.

2) i ordered a shit ton of mexican food. she ate almost nothing. i woke up at one point and wanted to eat some, but she had FED IT ALL TO MY DOGS.

3) we didn't even have sex. she got it in her head i was fucking someone else and wouldn't let it go. but she was doing it in some playful, weird way and kept saying "it's ok". she grinded and dry humped me for hours but wouldn't let me take her top off or fuck.

she's EXTREMELY attractive but i think i'm at the end of my rope.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597699)

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

3) we didn't even have sex.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597807)

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597890)

do it

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597962)

but yeah, she rolled a 1 in sanity.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597719)

2. never see this woman again. huge red flags. you know this don’t try to convince yourself otherwise

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597737)

yes, last week i called it quits due to constant drinking and being crazy. she begged me to not give up, admitted she was being crazy, and spent a weekend at her parents to "detox". this was our first meet up since then and it was just more of the same.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597747)

girls are really dumb, especially prole girls, and she probably thought it was obvious what she wanted you to do

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597882)

it was pretty obvious, but when we've gotten into rougher stuff before i told her i'm pretty cautious about getting #metoo'd. my ex threatened to call the bar and lie about me abusing her. and i'm definitely not taking chances with someone that i barely know that is demonstrably insane.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42597902)

in the past few years, i have talked to a couple of women who i hooked up with when i was younger and they vaguely alluded to me doing things non-consensually to them despite the fact that the encounters were 110% consensual. including a girl i hooked up with when we were both in fucking high school

women's brains have gotten so fucked up and warped and brainwashed, it's just sad

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42598968)

however, pushing past resistance isn't something i'm going to do with someone casual. we're talking now and she said she wanted me to just pin her down and fuck her. that text + a safeword makes me feel protected, so i'll probably look past this instance and go fuck her ass again.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42599030)

p.s. she is now drunk at work (from home) because she "accidentally" drank some of the spiked lemonade.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42599215)

But what's perverse is she probably actually CAN'T quit drinking, she's well past the amount of alcohol consumption where withdrawal itself is potentially fatal. If she ever decides to cut back on drinking she needs to go to a doctor, whereas your average XO "alcoholic" (bros, I had FIVE drinks last night it was crazy) can just stop.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42625156)

She drinks a vodka drink, she drinks a vodka drink

She wonders why he is poasting on lawchat blogs

She feeds Mexican food to her boyfriend’s dogs

She gets knocked down, will she get up again?

He really shouldn’t stick around

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42599221)

people that are really precious with their dogs just annoy me. they are scavengers. their guts have evolve to eat putrid flesh, shit, and all sorts of disgusting things. i doubt a some onion on mexican food is going to do some serious damage.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624623)

plus, have you ever heard of a dog dying from eating anything like this? i haven't. everyone always freaks out about chocolate or whatever, but i have NEVER heard of a dog having severe effects from it. i'm sure it's possible and has happened, but for as many dogs and as much chocolate as there is the average western home, you'd think it'd be happening pretty frequently.

i've only known two dogs that have died from eating something. one was poisoned, the other ate a fuck ton of antifreeze.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624661)

friday: we were supposed to meet up saturday, but she calls me up friday evening and begs me to come over. i do. she's smashed when i get there. talk about last meet up a little bit and she confirms that she wanted me to push past her resistances. i told her i'm really into that but wasn't about to do it without prior authorization due to #metoo climate.

we literally fucked from midnight until 6am. this was some of the wildest, kinkiest shit i've ever done. and i'm a pretty kinky dude to begin with. she literally has no boundaries. it was incredible. the only negative thing is she is insatiable. by the time the sun was rising i had to firmly tell her "no, i'm done, i'm worn out, and i need sleep"

saturday: woke up around noon. i ordered some fancy pizza and sandwiches at some prestige place you have to order far in advance. went to pick them up. i told her i'm NOT picking up booze because this supposed to be our FIRST sober day together. i tell her i'll pick up some beer though. she is very attractive and VERY concerned with calories, so i thought she would be hesitant to get beer drunk. i was wrong.

get home, eat lunch, we agree we should nurse our hangover with a movie for a bit and then go out for some activities. we originally planned on hiking and bowling. by the end of our hangover-nursing movie she was about 6 beers in. i kept telling her to stop, but she'd give me some devilish expression and pop another one.

i told her i at least have to take my dogs out for a hike, and i do so. i was gone about 2 hours. when i return 10 of the 15 beers i bought were gone. she is plastered. she starts trying to initate sex, and as a weak willed man i eventually cave. we proceed to have another multi-hour long session involving the most depraved sex you can imagine. go to bed around 10pm.

sunday: wake up at 9am, had some pretty restful sleep considering i only had a few hours the night before. watch the 2nd half of "moonlight" before she wakes up. i tell her i don't want to "lose" another day of the weekend and want to go mountainbiking and get some work done around my house, so i was going to leave soon. she says that's fine, but says she'd be up for going on a hike with the dogs first. i agree. she says she needs some time to get ready.

cue 1.5hours of make up and changing until she's ready. we hit the dog park. she is very clearly very hungover and struggling. but we did ok, went to a creek and let the dogs swim for a bit.

after we get back to her house she produces another bottle of vodka from somewhere. i have a drink, and by the time i look back about half her bottle is gone. i have to wash the dogs because the got into something rank. by the time i'm done she insists on ordering food and watching a movie, which i reluctantly agree to. by the end of the movie the bottle of vodka is gone (i drank perhaps 1/5th). i tell her i *REALLY* have to go, it's 6pm at this point, and i at least want to do some productive things over the weekend. she begs and pleads but i leave anyway. i get a bunch of texts about how much she wants to fuck me and how much she misses me until around midnight.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624331)

since i just broke up with shitlib gf i'm thinking this might be a fun summer transition. otoh i don't want to "string along" the vodka gf. i'm kind of equivocating. the vodka gf is very doting and will constantly ask me to come over, so it's going to be hard to resist.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624353)

her excuse is she's "really into me and nervous". additionally, this is the 1 year anniversary of her bff being literally violently murdered, and she claims that is part of it.

i don't believe her and think she's probably a lush, but i'll likely continue thinking with my dick for a while. at least for a bit because i probably should take some time away from a "serious" relationship anyway.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624406)

right now she is handling it like a champ. i'm trying very had not to enable her. i've refused to bring over hard liquor because she just drinks it all quickly. idk what to do to actually help her. i don't want to just use her from drunk depraved sex if i could be helping her.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624501)

my fence-sitting faggy plan is to just disprove of her drinking while having depraved sex with her drunk ass. she can be quite annoying when drunk, and i've already shut her down about it a few times. like, she was talking through a couple movies and i was just like "shut up you're fucking hammered".

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624585)

i am aware of my proclivity and try to be healthy with my drinking. old me probably would have just said fuck it and got drunk saturday and sunday too. i'm proud that i only had a moderate amount considering some hot chick was trying to pour more down my throat.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624681)

1) The depraved sex

2) The 15-pack of beer

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42626663)

she remains pretty coherent the entire time. like, very drunk and silly, but not falling over and slurring her words or anything. the next day she'll claim to not remember about 1/2 of what happened.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624370)

after i was done shitting i went to the living room to watch some tv. eventually she called me in to "help her out". i did (just manipulating the vibe). afterwards she started saying that she really needs cuddles after sex, and i was like "i went to take a shit and within 5 minutes i heard you vibing yourself from the other room."

also, the first time i fucked vodka chick i fucked her ass for a little bit. a few days later we were texting and she started talking about how she wanted me to fuck her ass, and from her messages i could tell she didn't know we've already done that. i told her "you know i fucked your ass for a bit last time" and she was like "oh no lol".

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624419)

it's nice to know that women are just as depraved as men, but just inhibited because they don't want to feel subservient, or guilty about their kinkiness, or whatever. idk what it is. but it's pretty wild how they can get when drunk. and as you said their is a physical reaction with their pussy getting super wet, it's not like they're faking it for your benefit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624480)

increasingly, at any age

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624628)

i'm looking for wife + kids so i'm primarily focused on women under 30. but expanding my range to fuck hotter older women might be fun too.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624690)

Sounds like she's in the early stages of Alcoholism. My big concern is that this behavior continues on weekdays and it's just a matter of time before a DUI or liver damage. Why do you think she drinks? Chemical withdrawals, psyche issues, or inability to deal w social pressures? Y'all sound codependent btw

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624700)

sounds like needs rehab/medical care to even attempt to quit or she will die.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624710)

my dad was an alcoholic and i've known some real alcoholics. she does not show the types of withdrawal symptoms they do. otoh she is polishing off huge amounts of vodka at 130lbs without batting an eye or passing out.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624746)

Real alcoholism is drinking 7/7 days and starting in the AM

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624899)

however, she drank the entire time anyway lmao. she said went she got to her moms her mom had a pitcher of something already made for her. i get the feeling the whole female side of her family are lushes. she has talked about her sister being a crazy party girl lush.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624824)

i tend to be a relationshipmo and commit to quickly. however, all of those have been with people that have shown promise. this chick is perfect on paper but i am not tempted AT ALL to be in a relationship with her.

also i am still seeing, fucking, and sucking shitlib ex gf. having multiple women does a lot to stave off the urge to commit.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624738)

she claims that this is not her normal. i'm hard pressed to believe her considering her behavior thus far. her excuse has been she's really into me and nervous + the one year anniversary of her bffs brutal murder. i'm taking a "wait and see" approach right now. our past two dates (op to this thread and today's update) have involved SOLEMN PROMISES not to get drunk, and she has anyway. so, it's definitely a compulsion that she is having a difficult time controlling.

i haven't met any of her friends yet. often that is a good way to get some insight into her normal behavior. so far all i have to go on is her behavior and what she says her normal is.

i will say that she seems lucid during weekday evenings and does a lot of exercise and classes.

(http://www.autoadmit.com/thread.php?thread_id=4853071&forum_id=2#42624732)

we'll see what happens. i'm holding onto some fleeting hope that this really isn't her normal. she is educated, smart, good career, xo politics, very hot (and is fanatical about maintaining that, indicating she will be hot forever). on paper she is wifeable, but in person she is a drunk mess.