Pretty sure my dad's plan was to OD on his pain meds tonight
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Date: January 18th, 2026 11:05 PM Author: 180 step-uncle's house sweet tailpipe
I know this is partially flame, but I'll roll with it anyway.
Age of Dad?
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Date: January 31st, 2026 5:10 AM Author: gibberish (?)
My dad died on Tuesday. He took a cocktail of meds that stopped his heart. Some very nice ladies came to ensure it went smoothly. I thought it was rather unnecessary having them here, but if you hadn't done it before I could have easily thought we fucked it up. It took about a half hour. I made small talk which was oh so fun. Then some dudes came and took him to the funeral home.
He kept telling me I was going to have to man up but honestly I don't think I did. I cried and made uncommon conversations with him. He is not religious which made things somewhat unexpectedly very difficult. Rites? Funeral? Burial? All were odd to me. I've done death before and the script is nice to have.
His death wasn't as hard on me as the Dr appointment where they took him off chemo. I almost passed out there. We talked in the car afterwards and he said he felt the same. By far the hardest part was telling my grandmother, his mother. That cry is something I will never forget. I had to tell my kids which was also not enjoyable.
Now I'm alone in his old house tossing shit out alone until my sister and her husband come to help tomorrow.
I'm sure others here have lost a parent and it's a part of life. I feel mostly normal but sometimes a smell or a look from my kids can set me off. I went home the day after and my youngest son met at the door. He's 8 and oddly looked at me and said 'grandpas dead' and that was it. I asked him about it and he said he understood and didn't need anything. My oldest daughter hugged me and cried. My youngest daughter my wife and I told a day later at her outdoor school camp dinner. She broke so hard. She nearly collapsed and straight from the mouth of babes said ' he was my favorite... please tell me it's not true.' I feel terrible for her. Her and my dad had a special relationship. He always said she needed extra attention being in the middle. He wore a bracelet she made him until he took the death meds, then took it off and made explicit to give it to her. He didn't want to be cremated with it.
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Date: January 31st, 2026 5:18 AM
Author: ,.,..,.,..,.,.,.,..,.,.,,..,..,.,,..,.,,.
damn, son. that sucks. i'd toss you a beer through the screen if physics worked that way.
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